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__erica @ 2008-06-16T20:09:00

2008-06-17T01:17:45Z

New tattoo fools.

For Jessica Marie Hunt.

__erica @ 2020-09-19T09:51:00

2006-09-19T14:52:32Z

This journal is dead. (Or not)

__erica @ 2004-11-17T16:19:00

2004-11-18T00:32:20Z

So we talk at night on the phone. But its never really on the phone, I just like to pretend that it is. We're always serious; why is it that I can always joke with you? You say I mean so much. We'll sleep in seperate beds again, tonight. I catch a glimpse of you looking in my direction; it's always just to see the time. You're an obstacle that I know I'll never conquer. Good luck trying to catch me.

After the years we've known each other, it only seems like days.

__erica @ 2004-10-18T17:57:00

2004-10-18T23:01:10Z

I am missing unearth and terror right now. Fuck you work.

Today, I was walking down the street, thinking of the usual, kittie, dinosaurs, where I can score some more cocaine from, but that's besides the point. There was this homeless man, standing with a sign that said "Give a little, get a little." My mind automatically went to the sick side, and gave him a disgusting look. So this man, right, he was old.. of course he looked older than he really was, but anyway, and smelled of alcohol and cheezits, walks up to me and I said, "Look, guy, I don't have any money for you." And he replied "If you give a little, you'll get a little." And smiled at me with his mouth of missing teeth. I hate this story.

__erica @ 2004-08-04T00:43:00

2004-08-04T07:44:38Z

Tonight I spent time with my girlfriend, Faiza. Her head rested in my lap while I tickled her boobies and she told me I had nice toes. Haha. But really, we sat around and talked and yes it was wonderful.

Again on Friday? Hell yes.

a fucked story.

2004-07-24T21:56:17Z

So today I went to the pool, not to get a tan because those are way overrated, and well, there was this kid and he said "hey i know you" and i told him i totally didnt know him, and he said "no way hoe i know you" so then i remembered i met him at some party when i was pretending to be drunk but i really wasnt because i know the cool kids wouldnt dig me if i wasnt gettin all rad and drunk, so i was sippin some shit i bought but wouldnt share so no one knew my secret but i am SOOO good at being fake tipsy and throwed, so anyway, he told me his girlfriend had an abortion and it was ok for us to date now since he wasnt goin to have no baby and his ex girlfriend, or present girlfriend, or whatever, she was all there but she didnt care because she was diggin this girl next to her, and so like, i gave that guy my number but at first it was a fake one so i told him it was fake and gave him the real one but he was all about me lying and just bullshitting because i rule, and he called me like 5 minutes ago and i was so stoked dude, and like he wants to go do a club tonight, element or something, he is some dj and some shit, so then he said he was going to give me some acid and like a million other pills that i dont even remember because i had to play drunk when he told me, so i could trip out and act a fool, so im totally down. and we plan to go to this rave, i dont even know when it is, all i know is there is so many watts and shit so im like psyched.
anyone else down with me?

use a little soap and water.

2004-06-08T02:34:15Z

I'm late to work. 15 minutes. Arrive at 11:45, not 11:30. Right when I walked in, my manager tells me I am in drive-thru. Damn. Lunch time in drive-thru, when I haven't worked a day shift in so long. Busy. I worked with this bitched named Cyndy. I wish I could have slapped the bitch, shoved a damn sandwich in her mouth and rolled her fat-ass outside. Ok. So back to the day. She leaves at two. Yay. I take a break at 3ish. 30 minutes later, back to work. Day is going good. Having fun with my co-workers, laughing, you know, fun stuff. I get an energy drink, 2 to be exactly, and drink one. I'm pumped. Ready to roll. Almost 7:30. I'm ready to go. No. Can't go. The truck shows up and guess who has to unload it? Me. I am asked to stay for 20 minutes. Alright, that's ok, leave a little bit before 8... not bad, right? WRONG. 7:50 turned to 8:50, me leaving with 2 fucking energy drinks in my system (I swear I'm on speed), hat hair, a blueberry crossant, and a burn on my hand from the pizza oven. Luck. Harry Potter tonight. Excited? Very much so. With Andrew? Yes. Where is he? Don't know.

This whole entry was pointless. Just as pointless as an essay contest sent to me through the mail, offering a free "Teachers Kit to Educators". Right.

__erica @ 2004-03-28T15:53:00

2004-03-28T21:56:26Z

You called.

__erica @ 2004-03-23T01:09:00

2004-03-23T07:09:36Z

Things went my way for too long. I may be fucked for life.

__erica @ 2004-03-23T00:14:00

2004-03-23T06:15:52Z

Erica, sounds like a man. That boy thinks so too. Hey, you said you would call back in 5 minutes, it's been 30. They never call back.

My voice is almost gone and I ate a huge scoop of cookie dough. Sick.