oh god. i really think i'm falling for him again. i talked to him on the phone the other night for like an hour and a half and it was so great. maybe i'm being naive and i shouldn't be getting involved with him. please don't go tellng me to stay away from him because this is my choice. i think some of my friends are hinting at me to not start liking him again.

i said to myself that i wouldn't get too attached and whatever happens, happens. i just don't even understand why i like him so much. i ALWAYS go for the bad guys.. like a lot of other girls. maybe he changed. i don't know. i'm just so anxiousto see him.

i feel myslef getting upset if i go a day without talking to him. i dreamed like every day in the summer that he would come back to me.

i guess i'll just have to wait and see what happens. i think i'll be okay.