"I hear you weep so far from here
I taste your tears like you're next to me"

i'm slowly falling into oblivion, slowly consuming my torn heart, carefully avoiding touch with reality.
I miss his warm skin and his sugar kisses. I miss feeling alive, i miss believing i am more than just flesh and bones, i miss meaning something to myself.

I'm not ready to come back yet. This journal, like everything else in my life, has been swallowed up by this insatiable void.

Once again i've disappeared. I'm sorry. I love you all. I'll be back some day soon. As soon as i find my muse again. As soon as i find myself again. The nights are too long and the days too bright...blinding. No time for daydreaming, too much time for worrying and getting paranoid about the future, about disappointing the ones who love me.

Clipped are the wings of the fairies who run...am i running or simply hiding? Sometimes everything spins around me so fast that i just want to get off of this never ending merry-go-round. Other times i feel like i've been standing still on the edge of this ravine all my life. Looking down, holding my breath, looking at the sky and feeling so small and useless.

I worked on my domain and there's a new layout and a new writing section as well called Lunaria. I hope you'll like it. I'm pretty satisfied with the way it came out.

I wish you all a wonderful Christmas and a magical new year! Thank you so much for always being so supportive and patient with me! Love you! :) Take care guys!