hello.

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 01:53:11 GMT

lol

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 00:57:30 GMT

I think I might actually write a couple sentences more than I usually do for once. I figured you kids dont read this anyways, so thats why I write so little. Anyways, I bought new shit for my drumset. Im getting a siqq ride and new hats soon. My db pedal is shit, because it was shit to begin with. I was supposed to play my first show aug 3rd, but shit got moved around. I get my license friday so I can start driving myself to practice now. And if you didnt know, Im in an expiremental band with my friend Trevor. We both suck, we are just in it to have fun and get expierence. But I've been practicing 1-2 hours a day. Gradly getting better? My db is siqq but my hands are rusty and need work. My blast beats are improving though. Yeah uhh, Ive been enjoying summer more. I went to panera and the mall with matt, charnee, and molly. Twas glorious. Then later that night Matt and I went to olive garden with Jack, Marley, Andy, and this new girl Desiree. It was amazing. I love hangingout with new people instead of the same old people all the time. Well I think this is quite enough. Pxce kids.

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 03:02:27 GMT

I need a brofriend.
Soon.

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 22:19:20 GMT

Love is stupid.

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 22:07:19 GMT

I have an amazing boyfriend.
And Ive had the ultimate weekend.
That is all.

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 02:42:53 GMT

I shaved my head.

Mon, 08 May 2006 17:10:00 GMT

I've been listening to team sleep
for over 24 hours.

With the the exception of the hour that I was asleep.

Fri, 05 May 2006 20:57:02 GMT

Im not motivated to stay awake anymore.
All I do now is come home from school and sleep.
I mean what am I looking forward to?
My mom cussing the fuck out of me?
My sisters pushing me to every fucking limit?

I dont even know how I got myself to update this.

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 16:43:42 GMT

Life is getting boring

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 09:57:14 GMT

CAPS LOCK = ANGRY

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I HAHTEH AHHTHEHAHATEE MY MOMMMM
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ROT IN FUCKING HELLL

SISTSHIHITHSIHTHIST

<3LOVE YOU ALL

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 04:35:21 GMT

I am so glad that I am making way
better decisions than I used to.
A lot of good has been coming out because of it.
I love comparing my life to my old friends.
It make me feels so good to know that
I made a right decision for once.
Maturity is a great thing.
Hopefully more people around me
can discover it someday.

I have a lot of plans this weekend.
Im definitely excited.

Changes
got a laptop
got two steps
dyed my hair redish
took my gauges out
lost some weight

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 14:43:06 GMT

I had an urge to post pictures?

Charnee and I at school

Halloween/Little John

Times 2

Hahah scary

My sister screaming ahhaha

Charnee @ sk00lz

Johnnyy

jossiahh

Jordann

Amanda & I

Julie getting her tattoo and LONG time ago

Josiah again haha

Shirt I made

Dan

Jarad

Julie laughing

Charneeezz

New Years Eve

Times 2

Julie at the porch show

SPAZZZ

Hitlerzz

Times 2

Malakye Hitler

Riding with julie on 1-4

Charnee yelling at me

Spilt my drink all over me at quiznos

FLORIDA WRITES IS LAME

Bryce

Bryce times 2

Times 3

Attack Charnee

Cute

CuTTERRZZ

Kelly + Charnee

WtF

Shes cute

Awe

Im fat here

Natalie is cute than you

Times 2

Zach ahhaha

wtf

Erikaaaa

:D

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 22:36:26 GMT

Everyone says I complain a lot.
But I really dont mean to.

I really don't even know how
I am managing to survive.
My days consist of getting on the computer
then lying in my bed listening to mewithoutyou.

And I dont think I've cried
so much in a 2 week time span.

Bleh

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 17:06:13 GMT

Im sixteen now.
Havent celebrated it yet.
Didnt get any presents.
Moving out possibly.

That is all.

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 15:53:27 GMT

Well I have posted an entry in a while.
I havent really been busy,
Im just.. I guess, lazy.
Ive been really apathetic lately
and not really caring about anything.
Im not really motivated to do anything
so thats pretty much why.

I dont have any boys to talk to or text.
In fact, boys never talk to me.
I dont know whats going on.
So if you're a boy, you should talk to me.
And atleast get to know me.
You can ask anyone, I am fun to be around.
So lets hangout and have fun
because thats what lifes about.

Girls are too dramatic and too much to handle.
No offense to you kids but I lack in guy friends.
Im pretty timid and shy but that will go
away when you talk to me and get to know me.
I promise.

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 23:28:27 GMT

"If you read this,
if your eyes are passing over this right now,
even if we don't speak often,
please post a comment with a memory of you and me.
It can be anything you want,
either good or bad.
When you're finished,
post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised
(or mortified) about what people remember about you."

PROMOTING.

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 00:50:20 GMT

CLOTHING COMPANY

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 19:23:00 GMT

Yeah so Keith and I started a clothing company on myspace.

you should go check it and add us.

Blitzkrieg

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 00:17:30 GMT

Oh wow, I made a huge mistake/bad decision last night. Well I was supposed to go to the never falter show at bethany with jessica instead of the pbc show at the spot (and my mom told me specifically not to go to that show). Well jessica and I got to the show and It was cancelled so never falter called pbc to try to get added to the set at the spot, and their was a chance that they could be but everyone in never falter already made other plans so Jarad, Jessica, Jen, and I went to the spot. Jarad wanted to meet the guy who sets up the shows there so they could get shows there. Well Jarad wanted to leave early so I stayed and Jessica and Jen left with him. And then Justin said Pat could take me home so Pat took me home and my mom was really pissed and everything. fdjhjfdgh And when she was yelling at me Pat texted me and shes WHOS THATJhdsjfhjds and then I showed her and then shes like give me your phone and I tried deleting all my text messages but she grabbed my phone and she read all my text messages and now she thinks im messing with boys and such. But pbc asked me to be their webmaster or something haha so I can get in for free at cj shows :] if my mom will let me...

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 03:52:28 GMT

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Tue, 26 Jul 2005 05:51:35 GMT

1.What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others? eyes

2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president? sure

3. Would you marry for money? never.

4. Have you had braces? yes.

5. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself? haha no.

6. When was the last time you had a hickey? uh...

7. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc..? aim

9. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be? the 70's or 80's

10. Are you bored? no.

11. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off? off

12. What is your favorite fruit? ah so many to choose from

13. What is your favorite place to visit? the spot

14. What is the last movie you saw? eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

15. Do you kiss on the first date? maybe.

16. Do you dream in color or black and white? ahhh both

17. Are you wearing fingernail polish? no because it chips off in like 5 mins

18. Do you have any dimples? no

19. Why do you take surveys? because i want to see how i change over time

20. Did you like or do you like high school? its alright

21. When you are asleep, do you like being kissed awake? wtf?

22. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? sets

23. Do you want to live to be 100? ew no

24. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair? no but i dont care

25. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most? sugARRRR

26. Is a flat stomach important to you? sometimes haha

27. Do you or have you played with a ouija board? never.

28. Are you loyal? yes but its VERY hard for me sometimes

29. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs? to an extentdsjf if they rub djhf in my face then no

30. Do you believe in magic? haha no

31. Do you have nightmares frequently? only once when i was 5 ish

32. What book(s) are you currently reading? i try to read but i get distracted

33. Do you like abstract art? yes

34. Do you think you can draw well? sometimes

35. Do you listen to music daily? yeah and i get bitchy if i dont

36. do you watch cartoons? yeah!

37. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet? 15+ but i only wear about 3 of those pairs

38. Do you write poetry? no

39. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? idk it changes

40. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? neither dogs suck

41. Do you lick stamps? MMMM YES I LOVE THE TASTE OF CHEMICALS

42. Do you use an electric can opener? ah idk...i dont even think we have one

43. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? emotional definately.

44. Do you think balding men should shave their heads? haha yes

45. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed? its all in the head. all you have to do is get your mind on the right track and your fine.

46. Are you a sex addict? no sXe

48. Do you have a middle name? haha yes LYNNE

49. Are you basically a happy person? eh no but i try

50. Do you get along with your parents? no.

51. Money in wallet/purse? yes 2 twentys :]

52. Pillows on your bed? on the ground haha

53. Drinks in fridge? wtf.

54. One item on desk? more than 50

55. Childhood Memory in head? no i discarded them.

56. Person in mind? yes :\

57. Shampoo in bathroom? WTF these questions SUCK. so i wet my body then spit in my hand and rub it in my hair and rinse

58. Game in Ps, Ps2, x-box, etc. ? yes

59. Song/ band on radio? radios < ipod

60. Clothes on body? yes

61. Color of the closest lamp you see? gold haha

62. What type of shoes are by you? julies sailor shoes

63. What type of crumb is that on the floor? oreos : x

64. Is there fire in the fireplace? no fireplace!!

65. Do you smell something? my shoes.

66. any pericings? 45974387543

67. Where would you be right now if you had the choice & what would u be doing? making love somewhere fjhgjfkdg

68. Are you right or left handed? i can do both but i dont know the word for it ambextreous or something

69. How many times a week (S-M) do you go out? 4-5

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 20:05:35 GMT

alright i need advice..

band isnt all that great but it helped me A LOT
at my drumming and now that me and emmalee are nothing
im kinda not interested in it..but I dont want to quit
just because of her shit. But shes told like everyone in
band a whole bunch of shit because everyone knows about it
so no one there HATES me but they all dont want me there. So I
dont know if I should go and put up with shit or not be in it..
its has good and bad to both decisions so I dont know. But
im leaning towards the quiting...

dlfjkhjdfds

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 03:52:39 GMT

alright ive decided im not going to rely on anyone. not to make me happy, not to make me feel good, not for money, not for anything. im going to everything on my own being its my life and im in charge of it. fuck everyone.

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 03:42:40 GMT

okay well the myspace fasting didnt work out. I need to sell stuff and myspace is the best place for it. so bill from band called me today asking why i wasnt at band camp and such and he said i shouldnt quit and stuff but i dont have room for any electives and no one on drumline really wants me there or they would have called me. And i have better things to do besides spending 1/2 of my day outside on a football field. well i made a BEAUTIFUL shirt last night. It is a grey shirt with black paint dripped/splatered all over it and a red felt heart stitched on it :] i love it even though its really emo...so maybe i will sell it? AH i need a camera so i can take pictures of stuff im selling! no one wants to buy something that they dont know what it looks like.

and i think my mom said i can go to the show?

also i need to stop messing with boys who have girls.

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 21:23:24 GMT

They pbc show is friday and im grounded but im going anyways because my mother is a cockface and she keeps bothering me and asking me to do stuff..stuff like oh put my cup in the sink..ITS YOUR FUCKING CUP YOU PUT IT UP. Lazest bitch ever.

Im done with myspace for a week.