God, I always sound so unarticulate in journals even though I find it a lot easier writing things down than trying to express myself verbally. I suppose I find it hard here because, although I try to be as open as possible, there's always going to be some things that I don't want to share & so there's gaps that I have to try & fill.
It seems like I'm either arguing with my friends or just pissed off at most of them. Possibly due to high irritability but possibly because I'm almost always in a bad mood with people in general at the moment.
hopeful
mellow
