| [ |
mood |
| |
awake |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Elect Death for President - Wednesday 13 |
] |
Hey there !
It's been a long time since I'm a member of this community but I was too shy to introduce myself.
My name is Maelle, I'm French but now I don't really love France. I'm 21 and I was in university for two years but that's not my thing, I want to work in the music industry (since a long time) but I don't want to be in a band (at least not one known) I really want to be sound tech, or something in the production.
I know that I love girls since I'm 14 but I denied it until I was 17 and I told my friends when I was 18 because I had this huge talk with a friend of mine, bisexual too, and she "opened" my eyes. At this time I lived in Martinique, god, I hate this island because you can't not be heterosexual there. All my class was homophobe. Some guys were "We have to burn them !!!". Because of them I spent two years hating and trying to kill myself. Fortunately I had friends to talk with even if they were in France.
My family don't know that I'm bisexual, I don't see why I have to tell them because it's who I am and heterosexuals don't "coming out". My parents are open-minded, when I was young my dad always told me "if you love girls I don't mind 'cause I love them too". If only he knows ...
I never had a relationship with a girl, I really want to be in love with a woman but when I have a crush I'm too shy to do something. I'm single since september, I broke with my boyfriend because he want to fuck and I wasn't ready for it, the boyfriend I had before raped me and I really need someone who can understand me, that's all I ask.
I live for the music (metal, hard, rock, punk, classical), my dog (he's my baby, he always know when I'm sad and he tries to comfort me), my friends (and I love to squat pubs with them), Internet (I can't live without Internet) etc.
I don't know what to add but you can ask whatever you have in mind. You can friend me, but I write a lot in French, it's easier. (Even if I often think in English) I'm sort of very talkative sometimes and if you want to talk just send me a message.
Pics of me :
Here and here
Schyzz
ps : I hope I don't screw up English. =)
|