urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__debauched __debauched __debauched 2008-02-03T05:32:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__debauched:1578 2008-02-03T05:32:09Z 2008-02-03T05:32:09Z i think i need to start using this journal more.<br /><br />i never fulfilled last year's resolutions. it turns out i'm one of those cursed people who have extreme trouble orgasming. i think part of it is just that i still have all of these hang-ups about sex and sexuality and i'm not really sure how i feel about anything. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__debauched:886 2006-04-21T23:27:41Z 2006-04-21T23:27:41Z i don't think i know what i want anymore. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__debauched:713 2006-01-09T01:47:51Z 2006-01-25T06:55:54Z new leaf?<br />possibly.<br /><br />one of my new years resolutions is to orgasm.<br />the other is to be kissed.<br />i like how for most people the latter happens way before they even think about the former, but not for me.<br />which could have a great deal to do with the fact that i'm hideous and the last time that i can remember anyone expressing some sort of interest in me was rich in 6th grade, which was a good 8 years ago now. and he didn't really outrightly express any interest, he just kinda followed me around a lot. and i think he might be gay now, so i don't know if that really counts anyway. (at least resolution #1 is achievable on my own) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:__debauched:447 2005-09-05T02:50:53Z 2006-01-25T07:02:17Z huzzah for super-duper secret journals