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**Let the AC blow cause I'm just too hot**
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Oct 11th, 08 @ 5:50pm ] |
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so i had previously joined this LJ community that totally bashes Scene Kids purposely to let "scene" kids know that they are getting bashed...cause seriously...can anyone say the fucking KKK...literally hunting kids down to post them up on a community just to bash them...(ok so maybe the KKK reference was a little too harsh) anywho apparently hen you join these communities you can be "outed" which means someone figures out your not a "scene hater" and that your actually a scene kid. either way heres my "outing" heres the link: http://community.livejournal.com/lol_scenekids/168344.html but im pretty sure you need to be a member of the group to view the entry...and i dont think they are adding anyone at this moment so basically what they did was go to my myspace and basically just steal pictures off of there and then go to my fiances myspace and steal pictures off of hers.
( outing )
do i feel embarrassed, ashamed, upset, bullied? haha fuck no...these people are fuck tards who seriously need to get a life. all i feel is absolute hysteria.
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[Friday
Oct 10th, 08 @ 8:54pm ] |
I'm so terrified for my decision for college. Wherever I go, I will be starting a new life. Somewhere where I'm not known. Somewhere I can be whoever I want to be. I am thinking of applying to some Boston schools.
Any other cities you have in mind?
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[Friday
Oct 10th, 08 @ 3:46pm ] |
So, I was bored and decided to make a bucket list!
Write a novel be happy with my body Stay sexually abstinent until marriage Get a 4.0 GPA Pass AP Language exam Grow stronger into my faith Start a podcast Go to Europe Be top 10 in graduating class Get into SDSU. (or other SD/SoCal university) Move to San Diego Join college's church Fall in love Be financially stable Get married (young) Get pregnant shortly after marriage Own a house Live walking distance to the beach
What are yours?
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[Tuesday
Oct 7th, 08 @ 3:12pm ] |
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So, today hasn't been that great. IT started out better than it has been, but it lied. Angela and I talked about our situations right before lunch, and I've been upset ever since then. Ugh. I'm upset because of both our problems. I wonder what God's plan for them is. I'm just worried about them. I hope nothing irrational happens. I gave into temptation yesterday and texted Steve. While I was sleeping, he IMed me, and by the time I woke up, he was offline. He IMed me on our screen name. ]: (our two names together) It frustrates me that I know he's married and it's wrong, but that doesn't make me miss him less. He made me laugh when I least expected it. I loved the way he never wanted to stop holding my hand, or how his gentle kisses made me tingle. Oh how I want that. I just hope I can find someone in colleges that makes me happy all around. IT doesn't seem like I will meet anyone here around my age and would make me happy, oh, or who isn't married or an atheist.
Jordan has everything I want, expect he's a thousand miles away in Texas. I would most def consider going to college there. Yet, we will never date, because he really don't like/can't handle not seeing his girl. He's seeing someone right now. It's just a dating thing, I think. Someone to go out with on weekends. This has been going on for a few weeks and he hasn't kissed her yet. I just think he's really accomplished something with me. It's hard for me to be friends with guys, especially gorgeous, boyfriend material ones, but he's shown me how to take things slow and that it's possible to be good friends without intentions. We've been talking for a month, yay! I feel like I can tell him anything. I told him my whole situation, and he didn't judge me, he just gave me advice. So helpful, he is. I really hope to find someone like him.
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WARNING: Do not read if you don't like reading about other people's religious beliefs or if you're going to judge me through this whole thing! It's intense, it's wrong, and it was my life.
( Stuck Between Stations )
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[Saturday
Oct 4th, 08 @ 8:52pm ] |
My life is true shit right now. Because of my choice of boyfriends, my brother (and best friend) just disowned me.
Can't my life just end now?
Hell sounds better than the life I'm living.
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