[07 Oct 2008|12:53pm] ripyouopen [ music | THRILLER ] I almost bawled my eyes out in my psychiatrist appointment today. "We may not find something that completely works for you." Killed all my hope. The only relief was making the doctor equally as uncomfortable. Urging him to not take it personally when I missed my appointment last week after he expressed a little bit of concern. It's like, omg counter transference. Cue: Bug the fuck out. I think the weird morning has left me wanted to use my symptoms most urgently since I've left the hospital. Skipped breakfast. Dropped off my prescription at Walgreens, almost purchased the latest issues of Marie Claire just to gaze intently at photos of Lindsay Lohan (who is reportedly down to 99 lbs... gr), and frantically looked for a sugar-free Full Throttle to no avail. 2 Sing songs Into my lips.

THOUGHTS: [29 Sep 2008|11:05am] ripyouopen -Going back to school -Fashion journalism -job (starbucks) -mother -moving out -suicidal thoughts 1 Sing songs Into my lips.

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