Okay guys, obligatory post.
*le gasp! le drumbeat!*

I'M MOST LIKELY ADMITTED TO UNIVERSITY!!!
*HOORAY*
Hungarian & literature will be my major, we'll have to take up the minors later from the second semester.
This is still like unbelievable that once and for all I'M REALLY done with secondary school, with that damned place, AND I can study what I like and love the most in a detailed manner!
We still have to get the official letters containing the admission and further infos, but I couldn't wait.
And I'm of course so happy for the one and only amane_alcarin, my loyal friend _edy_, and all the other guys out there who have been admitted! Oh and for miss_frenzy!

Close to my skin
I'm falling in
Someone who's been

Sittin' by the phone
I'm left alone
In another zone

John says to live above hell and
My will is well

No one is waiting
For me to fail and
My will could sail, yeah

It's such a waste to be wasted
In the first place
I want to taste the taste of
Being face to face with common grace
To meditate on the warmest dream
And when I walk alone I listen
To our secret theme

Your solar eyes are like
Nothing I have ever seen
Somebody close
That can see right through
I'd take a fall and you know
That I'd do anything
I will for you

Sailin' for the sun
cause there is one
Knows where I'm from
I care for you
I really do, I really do

Come closer now
So you can lie
Right by my side

Sit alone in the sun
I wrote a letter to you
Getting over myself, yeah

Your solar eyes are like
Nothing I have ever seen
Somebody close
That can see right through
I'd take a fall and you know
That I'd do anything
I will for you
Your solar eyes are like
Nothing I have ever seen
Somebody close
That was made for you
I'd take a fall and you know
That I'd do anything
I will for you

Close to my skin
Someone who's been
I'm a falling in

Disasters are
Just another star
Falling in my yard

John says to live above hell
My will is well

Long to be with
Someone to tell
I love your smell

Don't worry, I'm much better now.
It's a blessing when one has friends like _edy_ by their side, isn't it? ♥
And since I can't post anything relevant and informative at the moment, decided to post some memorable quotes of the movies I've recently watched and enjoyed. Or- at least, memorable to myself, don't know if anybody will find anything useful in them, but I'm certainly interested in your opinions. *waves to her flist* They are all self-explanatory, so no further comments.

( Follow if you want to read segments from films like Artificial Intelligence or the Hannibal saga. )
More to come, I'm just dead tired to continue browsing. ;)

Tuesday-Wednesday passed like hurricanes, time goes incredibly fast when you're together with a close friend. Jude finally came over (after 2 years, my gosh) to spend some quality time together, and I haven't laughed so hard since the last time she slept here. And that is a big thing, since I'm almost laughing 24/7.

Even though since yesterday night I can't stop thinking and thinking and reducing my own self-esteem gradually. I really, really can't put into words how miserable my thoughts are now, it's like I'm worth nothing. No motives, no perspective, not any feeling of being important to somebody. I haven't been like this for a very long time now because... I had no reason to get in such a pathetic mood.

I'm not overdramatizing it's just... if you can't keep the most important thing in your life which is above everything, then, what else could you do right?

"I wasn't drunk, you know. When I stepped out in front of that car, I had never been more sober in my life. I couldn't even get that right, could I?"

Of course, not cute isn't even a possible answer. :P
So I almost forgot ro post

 
Sorry dear I couldn't stand. ♥ x'D (Excuse me for the quality, guys.)