Me:

            Well. First off, I was born May 24^th 1989, in the after noon, at Glen Cove Hospital. My Ma’ was in five days of labor with me. Yeah, five. I wasn’t too thrilled with leaving Ma’s womb. I’m IRISH, ITAILIAN, SCOTTISH, FRENCH, and NETHERLANDIAN . My house consists of, not only myself, but: Ma’, Dad, Papa Frank, Robert or “Butters”, Lucie Lou the dog, and Buddie the Cat. Once in a while, my sister and niece visit us from their apartment next door. We all live on Lancaster St. In the house, I’m the hardest to understand. There’s a lack of communication. When there’s communication, you wonder what else is going on in my head.

            I’m not all about using big words. I feel like I’m being pushed into being an adult too fast. I try to conserve my innocence with my music. All the rock and roll in the world. All I can ever tell you is, “Don’t ask about my childhood.” Why? I got nothing to say. ‘Cause All I can remember is the first grade. I use to get beat up for no apparent reason.

            Today, I haven’t given up in school just yet. But, I’m getting there. Sadly. Ehhhh. Once in a while, on purpose I talk with a Itailian-Newyorker accent. Sometimes, when I get annoyed, you hear it. Everyday, I lose memory of something important. It doesn’t bother me.

            MY MUSIC DOESN’T DEFINE ME. So, Just because you here he listening to some depressing song. It doesn’t me I’m like that song. I’m not Emo. Goddd. My days, are very interesting. I hangout in, Stop&Shop and Wal-Mart, sometimes Starbucks, with the only people who will hangout with me: Kim and Danielle. I’ve tried to hangout with a few other kids. Not interested. Am I diseased?

Gee, Thanks.

            I work easiest when I have music playing. Music helps me a lot. I love putting it into my work [Projects, homework ,etc]. In this newsletter, I’ll mention a few bands later on. Now, as I sit here and think. I actually remember things about my life my mom told me, before she had me. She’d tell me how, she got into a car accident and she refused to move when she’d collected herself. Thanks.

            Well, I go to the same sites everyday, livejournal.com, purevolume.com, and myspace.com. …I’m sorta running out of ideas of what to say.

All I can say is, I listen to Holiday songs out of season.

Music:

            When it comes to my music, you’d wonder “Where’d she get these bands?”.

Local shows my friend. Local shows.  I know a few bands who know other bands.

I made friends with Patent Pending, in a way. They’re friends with We.re All Broken, love them. I love, love local shows.

            The songs I listen to, are like a soundtrack to my life. For example during the summer,  The All-American Rejects’ new Album “Move Along”.

[1] Dirty Little Secret: we all had our secrets this summer.

[2] Stab My Back: we stabbed each others back this summer. We didn’t mean to, we let it happen to one another.

[3] Move Along: we have one year left in HS after 11^th. We’re going to have to move on. That’s what this song’s about, life after HS.

[4] It Ends Tonight: Ending everything that’s gone terribly wrong for us.

[5] Change Your Mind: We made lot’s of life changing impacts this summer.

[6] Night Drive: My friends and I all turned 16 before summer.

[7] 11:11 PM (CST): We hung out way too late this summer. It didn’t bother us, it felt right. Time didn’t matter to us.

[8] Dance Inside: When we had our troubles. We danced, we feel in love.

[9] Top of The World: People who ruled over us, we felt as though they didn’t have the place to do so.

[10] Straitjacket Feeling: We all had our break downs summer ’05.

[11] I’m Waiting: Waiting for what was going to happen next to us. We couldn’t wait, good or bad.

[12] Can’t Take It: We lost it all. All the crap we had to deal with came back to haunt us.

See? I like to do this. Even though I may not get the songs meaning right. I try my best.

Besides that, here’s some bands I like:

Cheap trick, The Clash, The Ramones, The Cure, The Sex Pistols, Nirvana, Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Mindless Self Indulgence, Fall Out Boy, Rise Against, Strung Out, Armor For Sleep, Kill Your Idols, Taking Back Sunday, Emanuel, Not Long After, Nothing To Lose, Every Time I Die, Hawthorne Heights, MEST, Letter Kills, Incubus, After The Tragedy, Pennywise, Reel Big Fish, Phish, Weezer, Hot Hot Heat, Foo Fighters, The Killers, 311, Sublime, Flogging Molly, Bright Eyes, Bury Your Dead, CKY, Caesars, The Zutons, The F-ups, Riddlin’ Kids, The Living End, Finch, Fuel, Funeral For A Friend, The Get Up Kids, Goldfinger, Hellogoodbye, Jet, Motion City Soundtrack, Midtown, Straylight Run, Smile Empty Soul, Saves The Day, Future Leaders of The World, Alkaline Trio, Jamison Parker, Thursday, Wakefield, The Futureheads, Boys Night Out, Matchbook Romance, Say Anything, Dashboard Confessional, Less than Jake, Coheed and Cambria, The Blood Brothers, Drop Kick Murphys, Snow Patrol, Rage Against The Machine, Thrice, We.re all broken, Patent Pending, The Postal Service, A Static Lullaby, Senses Fail, AND MANY MANY MORE.

Future:

            I WAS hoping to get into BOCES/Barry Tech. I wanted to be a Veteran Assistant. My motha told my middle school when I was in the 6^th grade.. They said they put it in my file. Now, I’m not there. The school told my mom “well, if we knew she wanted to attend the school, she’d be there.” So, my hopes and dreams of the career choice has been shot down. All I can see myself is taking pictures trying to get by in life. Because of this “mistake”, I must stay an extra year in East Meadow High School. Not what I wanted, but oh well. For now, I’ll just enjoy my time taking pictures.