I can't even begin to describe the physical pain i'm in right now. My knuckles are all bruised and a few little scrapes have appeared, theres a huge cut down the side of my right leg, and my right knee is really bruised, i have a bruise near my right temple and theres a cut not to far above that..

Why? Because last night i decided to try and hurt myself using a brick wall.. sounds kinda dumb eh? Well it worked didnt it? I dunno why i resorted to doing that.. It was just a kinda thing where you dont think about what you're doing and you dont think of the consequenses, you just do it. Suprisingly, as i type this my knuckles seem to be becomming numb.. and my leg is bleeding again. Well.. next time ill re-think my outlet of depression wont i..


Only thing that made my morning and that stopped my from going to try it again: Apparently Good Charlotte are going to pose.. naked.. for Play Girl magazine.. Wow, i gotta find a way to buy that magazine some how..