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Currently, I'm sitting in bed, with a Thrice shirt on and some Guitar Hero 3 pajama bottoms on because I'm fucking cool like that, thinking about how I do not want to go to the airport in four hours. I know I do not write in this very much, but winter semester I took two online classes, and I've been flying back between Michigan, Arizona, and California for the past six months. This year of my life has far been the craziest, and I feel like I know myself less then before, if that makes any sense or is even possible. I've been in Michigan for two weeks, and I'm kinda upset I didn't put myself out there more. Yet, Jill promised we would hang out everyday, yet I didn't see her once or even get a phone call from her. I hung out with Ashley a couple times, which was amazing, I just wish sometimes we could go back to sleepovers, trampolines, reading in the hammock, Taco Bell, The L word and Degrassi. Yet, every time I'm home it becomes more and more apparent that that will never happen again. I did, however, discover my lesbian side and made out with Larkin and Jessica lots at a party and Lindsey T's. But over all, life is confusing, everything changes so fast. You think by now I'd expect it and be able to deal with it, but I can't. For anyone who cares, or still reads this: I'll be back in Michigan on August 20th.
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