Turn this dark life into light

__bleedblack @ 2005-02-20T07:43:00

2005-02-20T13:41:52Z

i miss marisa...

...where the hell is she?

i love conor

2004-06-16T15:03:36Z

you're the conor that is bright eyes. you keep
pulling out brillant beautiful songs from your
head and they just get better. you rock the
house down on stage and are a sweet shy kid off
of it. you're the best conor to date.

which conor oberst are you?
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__bleedblack @ 2004-06-15T10:40:00

2004-06-15T17:53:54Z

yes, this piece of shit school year will be over in 2 days yes thats great news awh man did i hate this school year.

__bleedblack @ 2004-06-10T08:57:00

2004-06-10T16:01:32Z

OKAY SO LET ME ASK EVERYONE A QUESTION IS IT "THE ULTIMATE COMPLIMENT" WHEN SOMEONE HAS A SEX DREAM ABOUT YOU BECAUSE ANT SAID THAT IT IS THAT THE FACT THAT SOMEONE IS GETTING OFF THINKING OF YOU BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT DO YOU THINK?

__bleedblack @ 2004-06-04T09:17:00

2004-06-04T16:31:14Z

EX-GIRLFRIENDS, BLACK JETTAS!!!

__bleedblack @ 2004-06-04T09:11:00

2004-06-04T16:22:17Z

Yea. Tim, me and Olli have problems. Justin has none.

Ex-girlfriends in black Jettas
Everywhere I go, there it is
When I take a stroll, there she is
When I'm out the door, what I'm looking for
Same looking car that I saw 12 seconds ago

They're so popular you can't get away
Girls drive 'em in Encino
And they drive 'em in LA
Some are different, some are older
And their bodystyle is changed
But my heart will still jump
Because to me, they look the same

Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas
Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas
Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas
Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas

I get so scared
She's so filled with hate
Can't pay attention to my new girl
[Pssh... whatever!]
Is that her license plate?
[Oh my god, he'll try and kiss you]

They're so popular you can't get away
Girls drive 'em in Encino
And they drive 'em in LA
Some are different, some are older
And their bodystyle is changed
But my heart will still jump
Because to me, they look the same

Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas
Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas
Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas
Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas

Is that her license plate? [Oh shit!]
Is that her? Check the rims. [They're coming after me.]
About to crash, I can't relax [SCREEEECH.]
Is that her? I can't tell! [Turn here! What the fuck is that?]
They all look the same. [What the fuck is that?]
They're all playing the game in black Jettas
Windows tinted, right side dented [Oh shit, heh-heh]
Last night one tried to kill me, I'm sure
I think it was her
Black Jettas on the attack
She was wearing a big straw hat
Or was it a different haircut?
Or did she get fat?
I cannot tell, they look the same
Black Jettas are driving me insane

Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas
Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas
Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas
Ex-girlfriends, black Jettas

__bleedblack @ 2004-06-03T09:28:00

2004-06-03T16:40:09Z

HEAD AUTOMATICA!!!!

2004-06-02T20:21:42Z

WHO IS THIS???

__bleedblack @ 2004-06-01T13:18:00

2004-06-01T19:18:42Z

She wants it hallow
She wants it tainted
She wants to feel something more than she was naked
You want to hide away
You can't touch it
I want to feel something more than I care to take

I fell in love with the sweet sensation
I gave my heart to a simple chord
I gave my soul to a new religion
Whatever happened to you?
Whatever happened to our rock'n'roll?
Whatever happened to my rock'n'roll?

She wants your image
She wants your kiss
She wants to get inside your head and tell it like it is
You want it badly
You want it so completele
I want to feel something more cos I can't f***in' breathe

I fell in love with the sweet sensation
I gave my heart to a simple chord
I gave my soul to a new religion
Whatever happened to you?
Whatever happened to our rock'n'roll?
Whatever happened to my rock'n'roll?

Awake

__bleedblack @ 2004-06-01T10:17:00

2004-06-01T16:24:13Z

so sunday was my 18th birthday and my dad didn't even care i told him because i knew he wouldn't remember and well i told him on saturday and sunday he went out to eat with his wife and kids,(didn't invite me) then came home around 10:30pm guess they went out to have fun while i sat home alone watching a documentry on pbs alone thinking how my own father didn't even wish me happy birthday which is all i really wanted since i knew he wouldn't by me anything because my step mom gets mad when he buys me things so yeah it sucked, i suck, my whole life sucks!!

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-28T15:49:00

2004-05-28T21:55:56Z

Your eyes, your concrete eyes.
Cross crisscross my path...
Walking in circular patterns.
Shoe shine your ammo, polish your metal.
I need not your wicked weapons.
My war is not with someone like you.
A string of blood that is not my own strings between.
Increase time and it will fall into place.
A sword and my heart.
So much so that it makes its way through my throat giving me thought to speak.
This becomes my pistol.
This becomes my dagger of my time.
Don't sell out
It all comes to.
This becomes your future.
Unseen war.
Your weapons are useless.
Drop the gun.
Golden gun.
Like bringing a knive to a gun fight.

Pretty Soon, I Don't Know What,
But Something Is Going To Happen

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-28T09:53:00

2004-05-28T16:54:19Z

we were lovers
we were kissers
we were holders of hands
we were make believers
just loosing time

and you said you'd rather live in tv land
than say that you care
but you don't
that's heartless and i will not cry

but i'm still in love
and i'm still in love
and i'm still in love
and i'm still in love

your dreams of acting onscreen
what do they mean
you'll be dancing sexless in your bedroom

and you find yourself out of a job
and before too long
you'll be selling lemonade to the overpaid

and i'm still in love
and i'm still in love
and i'm still in love
and i'm still in
love

oooh ooooooh
oooh ooooooh
oooh ooooooh
oooh ooooooh

i remember
it was summer
i was out of my head
but you weren't your self assured
waste of space

but i'm still in love
and i'm still in love
and i'm still in love
and i'm still in love
i'm still in love
and i'm still in love
and i'm still in
love

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-27T09:19:00

2004-05-27T16:21:38Z

HOTTIE ♥!

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-26T13:37:00

2004-05-26T20:38:17Z

will i wake up
is it a dream i made up
no i guess it's reality
what will change us
or will we mess up
our only chance to connect
with a dream

say a prayer for me
i'm buried by the sound
in a world of human
wreckage
i'm lost and i'm found
and i can't touch the
ground
i'm plowed into the sound

to see wide open
with a head that's broken
hang a life on a tragedy
plow me under the ground
that covers the message
that is the seed

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-25T13:33:00

2004-05-25T20:34:18Z

she lays awake at night
this ain't the way she wants it
it hurts so bad she cries herself to sleep
she can't have the body of a model
she wants it because she reads it in the magazines

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-25T13:30:00

2004-05-25T20:30:43Z

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-24T10:02:00

2004-05-24T17:03:03Z

My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-24T08:59:00

2004-05-24T15:59:39Z

saw AMERICAN HISTORY X - I LOVE EDWARD NORTON!!!!!!!

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-21T13:41:00

2004-05-21T20:43:43Z

dude so this minute i got the ATREYU cd sampler with new stuff on it: bleeding mascara and right side of the bed i'll tell you how it was when i listen to it HOPE IT OWNS LIKE ALL THEIR OTHER STUFF bye.<3

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-21T13:25:00

2004-05-21T20:29:59Z

so yeah uhm today was kinda shitty at first but it got better fast i found out that this ugly girl likse peter and that made it fun because i got to laugh at him also this kid who wears high heeled boots likes racheal so that also was great uh thats funny. yesterday kicked ass went to the beach with the homies saw hot dudes swimming, ate really good fries

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-20T14:04:00

2004-05-20T21:04:55Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

<br dude that is so scary!!

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-19T14:15:00

2004-05-19T21:15:42Z

for a second i wish the tide would swalllow every inch of this city!!!

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-19T13:53:00

2004-05-19T20:54:07Z

You are Mark!

Which SLC Punk are you?
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__bleedblack @ 2004-05-18T10:23:00

2004-05-18T17:24:16Z

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Which Family Guy character are you?

__bleedblack @ 2004-05-18T10:14:00

2004-05-18T17:14:36Z

Indie rock! You're my most favourite type of
music... Your music channels lots of emotion.
On the top it seems simple, but underneath
there's always a deep meaning... As your name
you're independent from most of music! Stay
that way! Good on you! There's so much
variation in your style...from deep and
thoughtful like The Stills, to happy go lucky
like Belle & Sebastian, to dancy and catchy
Franz Ferdinand, and back to boogie down Hot
Hot Heat and The Rapture...

What genre of rock are you?
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