we went downtown today to see hillary clinton. muh gurl can rally.

my cell phone camera sucks.

thanks for the loads of "happy birthday"s yesterday, assholes.

who uses the term friend loosely?  it's friends... when it's convenient. it's where-da-party-at? it's fake, and it doesn't work for me. i have things going on too, you know. make a little effort. i've been alone since thursday.

i don't really like school anymore. last semester was much better. i feel really dumb in microbiology, especially when people ask questions. like, they actually care. i don't. i just need to pass. i got an 81 on the first test, which is higher than some of my general bio tests. so... i'll take it.

gpa had another episode today. so over my life being all about him. i miss my dad.

i don't want to go back to school tomorrow!

i didn't realize we would get out of school before everyone else. friday was the last day. i did better than i thought i would. i got an a in psych, an a in english, an a in cis, and a b in bio. maybe if the nursing program is too full (all the bitches at cape fear are trying to be nurses) by the time i need to apply i'll consider uncw's program.

i haven't thought about it in awhile, but the fact that gpa is still here has really been bothering me. i spent all saturday cleaning. minutes after i wiped off the counters and swept the floor, gpa comes out and makes a sandwich right on my clean counters. it's not like we don't have plates. it's frustrating. i'm calling him "counter sandwich" now.

i'm miserable.

this semester went by really fast. i think i have glaucoma.

oh my god. seriously, this is the conversation just happened--

mom-mom: you know what's good to have?
me: what?
mom-mom: a crockpot.
me: oh.
mom-mom: you can just throw stuff in there and let it cook all day.
me: we don't have a crockpot.
mom-mom: oh you don't?
me: no.
mom-mom: i'll tell you what, you should really get one.
mom-mom: they're so convenient.
mom-mom: you can just cook a roast...
mom-mom: ...or a chicken...with some vegetables.
mom-mom: it takes awhile to get the stuff ready, but it cooks itself.
me: oh.
mom-mom: you should ask your dad if you can get one.
mom-mom: but you know what, if you do the best kind is the short, oval ones... not the tall ones.
me: oh ok.
mom-mom: they're really great, i like them.

i didn't fail my bio test!

the fair is here.two years ago we were supposed to go as a big group, got played, and won boyfriend. we didn't go last year, and we probably won't go this year either. i think it's over for us, but it's still way better than riverfest and azalea festival.

i think i'm done with being on call.

i think there's some lame going around.