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if i could find the words to say....
i'm scared♥
Created on 2004-07-08 15:05:11 (#3741087), last updated 2005-03-04
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Basic Info| Name: | silence |
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| Location: | United States |
Biothis journal, is my constant obsession.
my endless struggle.
my undying quest to be THIN. if you don't have an ED, and you don't know what it's like, go away.
this is me. and this is real. if you want support, and a friend who'll be there through all the times where binge eating or more than 600 calories in the same day, made you feel like death... then add me. i'll add back. and i'll support you in your goals.
But if you're going to just come in here, and tell me i'd look better with some "meat on my bones" then get out.
i don't need someone to tell me i'm wrong for craving perfection.
-end rant-
It's the weirdest feeling in the world... losing control, when you think that "controlling" is exactly what you're doing...
my endless struggle.
my undying quest to be THIN. if you don't have an ED, and you don't know what it's like, go away.
this is me. and this is real. if you want support, and a friend who'll be there through all the times where binge eating or more than 600 calories in the same day, made you feel like death... then add me. i'll add back. and i'll support you in your goals.
But if you're going to just come in here, and tell me i'd look better with some "meat on my bones" then get out.
i don't need someone to tell me i'm wrong for craving perfection.
-end rant-
| ana is love | |||||
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It's the weirdest feeling in the world... losing control, when you think that "controlling" is exactly what you're doing...
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ana, anorexia, art, beautiful, beauty, being hopeful, being skinny, being thin, ben kweller, blankets, body image, body modification, bones, books, burning calories, clean sheets, control, dancing, dieting, emo, extreme dieting, fasts, losing weight, music, not eating, perfection, poetry, polka dots, rain, sleeping in, something corporate, starving, the twenties, thin, tomorrow, warm laundry, yellowcard, ♥
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