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__amy_sa
- May 1st, 1:35
I've been back home for a week, and I'll be leaving for my motherland in a week.
It all seems a little too fast for me. I've been going out almost every single day and I just feel that I have so much to do. But I don't... Going to the mall seemed so pointless these past few weeks after I booked my ticket to HK. I know I'll be shopping there, so there really isn't a point in shopping here. But that's not the problem. My problem is that I live in abundance.
It took me 3hrs to load the van after my parents arrived to pick me up. I just had so much stuff, I didn't know how to start. I had all these little things that don't really belong anywhere and I ended up just stuffing it into purses, and stuffing those into totes, and then stuffing those into even bigger bags. What is wrong with me?!
I come home and I can't bother to unload the car because I first need to clear out my room so that I can bring in the stuff. (Yes, I'm calling it stuff because most of it is, sadly, useless.) In my defense, my mother took over my double closet and filled it with her stuff, and my sister has her collection of junk in a corner. But still, I have a lot of stuff. I haven't seen my floor in a week. It's finally clearing up a little and yay, I felt a little sense of accomplishment after I filled a couple of bags of clothes to donate. I also realized that I have been growing since highschool! (Not only width-wise, but also length wise!) Yay, who would've thought?! I'm also slowly clearing out my collection of stuffed animals...which is the hardest part. I know they're things that I won't miss when they're gone, but it's the letting go that I can't deal with. But I know they will go to better homes, since I don't play with them anymore. (Time for a Toystory 1/2/3 marathon......)
Now I'm thinking of what I'm gonna be doing in HK for 9 weeks. Everyone asks me that question. To be honest, I just wanna relax. I don't even wanna shop that much since a) I have no money, b) I only get one luggage with AC, and c) I feel bad for having so much stuff. Comment below to inspire me to do something worthwhile in HK!
I hope you'll miss me when I'm gone. Also, please pray for me! I don't know what's gonna happen, but I'll be seeing a lot of my relatives who are non-Christians, so... here's my chance! And also for me to be disciplined and not be carried away by the craziness that HK can bring. Send me emails, skype me, post comments below, nag me to update my blog....etc.
Happy May 1st, errbody. (Can you believe it's May already!?!?!?)