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[26 Dec 2006|05:06pm] |
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Well Christmas was enjoyable to say the least this year. I saw many of my relatives that I hadn't seen in a while. And I got caught up on everything that is happening in their lives from "the leaking sink that almost flooded the basement" to, "school is good, but all i do is play guitar". The Allar family, pure bliss.
I'm in the need for a movie night to view all of the ones that I got for christmas. I want someone to come watch them with me though. If you interested, let me know. I have a lot of money to spend as well. I don't know when I'm even going to get around to that though. And I have to go to work in a matter of 26 minutes. I'm not looking forward to it, but I guess it'll give me something to do rather than sit at home and eat. Funny, whenever you have food in your house after the holidays, all you want to do is sit on your ass, watch tv and eat and eat and eat. That'll be done the rest of the week so this is my one day of break.
I guess I had more to say than what I wrote. Oh well, have a good christmas everyone.
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[29 Nov 2006|11:24pm] |
I can't wait for the 3 room apartment life, and living off of mac & cheese, along with some good ol' hamburger helper. With cigarette buts on the table and lighters sitting all over the room. For the trip homes only to see my parents, not for them to come and see me. And above anything else, to be free and on my own. Or maybe with a roommate or two. The late night get togethers with movies and green. And the wake n bakes during the rising of the sun.
What a good time, good good time.
And he's so good looking, again. Damn them boys anywayy.
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[15 Nov 2006|11:08pm] |
I hate the fact that I have seven months left in my high school career. I wanna leave so bad and get on with life, but I don't wanna leave everyone. I know next year will come and the people I talk to everyday, I will talk to once a week or once a month and that's sad. But we all need to grow up sometime. I just don't think that my class as a whole is ready for that. Though so far senior year is going well, so I can't really complain about much.
Alright, enough with this sappy stuff. I haven't really had anything exciting happen, hence the lack of updates.
Boy situation? Who cares anymore. I need to be done. It's up to him what's get done now. But I don't even know if I would do it again if something did happen. I lied, I know exactly what I would do. It's basically a free-for-all. Hopefully all work outs in the end.
And me and Kirsten both decided that "they want us oh so bad but they know they can't have us anymore", which they already have done, so I guess their loss. We will find good looking boys though. We always do, and we'll all hang out like the good old days.
I need to read and call people. But I hope you all are doing well.
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[09 Oct 2006|11:54pm] |
Things are so weird right now, i really hate it, a lot. Everyone is doing so not good. But why, why all at once does everything has to fall to pieces? If things wouldn't have been so fucked up from the start, none of us would have gotten to where we are today. We look at society and try to blame them for everything that goes wrong, but really, aren't we the ones to blame? We're the ones that make the choices to do what we do, say. Actions speak louder than worrds, I've never understood that till now. We need to look deeper and at all the whole picture. Time is priceless so don't let opportunity slip away. When you get a chance to do something, do it. Even out of impluse, fucking take the chance and see what happens. If we stay in the shadows and do nothing we will never know what could be or what could happen. Be a risk taker, don't be the one that sits in the corner and does nothing. Enjoy the life that you were given. And even when things seem to be going shitty, remember, remember, remember. Pull out the music and just listen.
ps. I'm glad we're good darling. It was something that needed to happen. I love you and always will. Our talks will continue tomorrow night.
pss. Please don't go again. And if you do, please come back.
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[05 Oct 2006|05:19pm] |
Damn you menstrual cycle for making me act like a crazy white person. It's like Jekyll and Hyde or something. It's okay though, because I'll just have to deal with it. I called in sick tonight. I actually feel kind of guilty about it. I haven't done it since the summer. Hopefully I'll still have a job, I guess I'll find out tomorrow when I get my check.
School is going good, thank god for that. I need one good year, and this one looks like it's it.
So because my mom was on a rage last weekend, I didn't get to see Jackass 2. I was pissed about it, and they all saw it anyways. So we're going to a movie tomorrow night I guess. I don't know what yet, it'll be good no matter what though. Or so I'm hoping. Then there's a dinner with my second family on Saturday which I will be attending. And then on Sunday, somebody turns 18! which would be Sammi. So this weekend will be a fun one.
And there's this boy who i've got my eye on. He's a looker, let me tell you.
That's all for now.
P.S I really do miss you and I'm sorry we didn't see each other as much as we would have like to when you were here..
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[18 Sep 2006|08:36pm] |
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I love having the boys were you can hang out with them everyday and never get sick of them. The little best friend get togethers, ha. And you can do whatever you want with them because they don't care. A no string attached kind of relationship. But then something goes wrongs and things get all confusing because one person said something and yeah, you know how it goes.
But in the end, everything works out because that's the way that it's supposed to be. And things will be just fine. And trust me, we so have got this and everything will go as planned.
Friday=Jackass 2 and some partying up at the hill.
Saturday=Kirsten comes to town!!!! and a weddingg.
I hope school is going well for everyone and that you're all staying warm because it's freezingg here and only about to get colder.
I'm outt.
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[05 Sep 2006|04:13pm] |
School you ask? School is so weird. I'm not used to seeing all of these little kids and not seeing anyone older than me. I really dislike it a lot. And choir is just so not choir.
Anyway, besides that I have some binders to get for some classes.
And some guitar hero to play. Oh yes and fyi: guitar hero party, my house, friday? I will know more later.
And someone is coming to wisconsin oh so soon!
And just because of found this cd in my car today or maybe the day before. I don't even remember. Anywho I thought I'd just say...
( long liveCollapse )
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[01 Sep 2006|11:41pm] |
It's nice to have the feeling of comfort and care from your friends. I'm very grateful to have that.
Summer has been a good time. Good people, good memories.
I wish there were more days left, but unfortunately they're over.
I'm ready to go back to school.
Updates are scarce and I apologize. Guitar hero consumes my life, unless otherwise.
That just kind of rhymed.
I hope you all are doing good.
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[15 Aug 2006|10:40pm] |
Oh the summer is coming to an end and fast.
Nothing to exciting has been happening lately at all.
I've been working a lot, which means a lot of money. And this of course makes me happy.
And everyone is home now. There will be many get togethers asap. But there are also the many that are leaving soon. And I will miss all of you; Niki, Rachael, Jessi, Brent, Pete.
Ohh and it's Morality Crisis's last show Saturday, this makes me somewhat sad. I will take pictures and what not for all of those whom can not attend (kirsten).
Have a nicee night all.
still living and feeling good
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[28 Jun 2006|09:15pm] |
Last day of summer school tomorrow. Totally exciting.
And Kirsten comes back on Friday.
And then it's up north for the weekend and stuff.
Um, shows? Soonish?
I'd have to say yes yes yes.
Enjoy it while it lasts, it's fucking summer, be excited.
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[16 Feb 2006|02:25pm] |
Because there are spies. Oh yes there are. You know who you are.
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