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- Ben (
__abracadaver) wrote,
where to start.
highschool ended on a down note, as i ended up in an alley, drunk at a show i really didnt have fun at (thats a lie). it was prom night and my supposed date refused me half-heartedly. because of this night i have developed a belief that really goes along with einstein and all his jargon. every positive outcome really does have a negative, and vice versa. well if one really depressing thing happens to you (i.e. prom date goes AWOL) theres always a positive from it. for example, i didnt have to go to prom and act all formal and shit. right. small positive. the large positive that came out of this was i met my girlfriend. i didnt know shed be my girlfriend but weirder things have happened.
what happened with the prom date is a different story but the point is, if i had gone to prom i might be in a completely different situation relationship wise.
so. after prom was graduation.
i started the summer out right by going to see leftover crack play at club infinity RIGHT AFTER i got my diploma.
then i preceded to keep myself in a sedated state by use of drugs/alcohol.
i was sober maybe 8 days out of summer. probably less.
so, now im in college. the work is harder but its worth it to not del with all of the administrative bullshit.
finally i can smoke where and when i want and i can actually touch on sensitive subject matter ad i can listen to some goddamn music when im doing my homework in the library like i have been for the past 2 hours.
YAY for laptop loans.
i think my time is running out on it actually so i should probably get going.
im pretty happy. thats all.
BUT
that doesnt mean life isnt frustrating.......