___westcoastin

___westcoastin @ 2007-07-25T18:56:00

2007-07-26T01:55:51Z

my life is fucking amazing and i've never been happier. no more lies, just love. like snow, like gold.

___westcoastin @ 2007-01-24T00:48:00

2007-01-24T08:53:44Z

in my life I have loved one person, and she now no longer loves me back. I dont know if i can do it all alone, the world is far too big.

___westcoastin @ 2007-01-22T01:22:00

2007-01-22T01:22:33Z

coming out and finding my car window smashed in -- the work of someone with lesser than I. Looking my old window, companion, friend -- destroyed. but not completly shattered, distributed into piece with no sharp ends, circles of death. I looked inside myself and realized i was a lot like my window. shattered, but held together by something almost invisible, almost non existant but definately there. Exposed for the world to see and almost functionable, but not quite. Waiting and waiting for that mend, that fixing touch i've been told about all my life.

___westcoastin @ 2006-12-06T06:29:00

2006-12-06T06:29:08Z

everyone in this town is a fucking liar working on their own secret agendas. how come no one can just be honest with me? i'm fucking sick and tired of being played and talked down to. I am not an object, believe it or not I feel things too. i dont care about your petty temporary bullshit. I'm not the one to give you the much needed attention you strive for by doing ridiculous shit. You plastic pieces of shit, have you no decency? I can't wait until all of your subcultures go out of style and you lead sad sad existences as people who dont contribute to society what so ever.
On a brighter note, my car is pretty much the best thing ever. Many crazy nights spent flying around. Me and oliver go to amsterdam for springbreak, i go to hawaii over summer, and up north to visit my cousin in a couple weeks. good bye los angeles, you will not be missed.
For those of you who care, I'd really appreciate some company for I have not been the happiest of campers lately. call me, it would mean the world to me.

___westcoastin @ 2006-10-13T05:57:00

2006-10-13T06:15:30Z

Stand still so I can edit the sad parts out of your mind and taste your grey eyes. Broken and bitter, a gem indeed.

___westcoastin @ 2006-09-07T03:19:00

2006-09-07T03:29:42Z

right now is about the time i could really use a hug.

___westcoastin @ 2006-05-22T18:30:00

2006-05-23T01:31:43Z

all i can do is just wait.

___westcoastin @ 2006-05-08T19:19:00

2006-05-09T02:22:54Z

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i feel 40 ounces closer to you

2006-03-29T05:46:49Z

where the fuck did it all go wrong? I hate change, but I suppose change is inevidable and it's that time again. Time always seems to steal everything from me. Time is my worst enemy. I'm unsatisfied and sickened by myself, I wish i was older and at the same time I miss the leisure of childhood. I miss being naive and having everything handed to me. I miss waking up to her. I took her warmth for granted -- I can never seem to get warm no matter how many layers I put on. I suppose it's the lack of my second half. I see how compassionate you were to me now. I read a book, i watch tv, but the void is always there lingering. I hope everything you said to me was genuine, because god knows i've been sincere with you the whole time. I always stayed real. You were so real in a plastic city, that's what drew me so close to you. it's one of the many things i found intriguin. My partner in crime, my break dancing exteroidinar, my best friend. It seems as fast as you came in my life you dissapeared. You gave me a little taste of what a real relationship could be, and for that i'm forever grateful. After september, evey thing seemed to have more purpose and meaning. I know you need to be alone right now -- after all, it is the prime of your life. I never wanted you to have boundaries restricting you from living out the crazy limitless life style you lead, and I dont blame you for anything ( i only wanted the best for you). The truth is, I understand your actions completely and i guess that's why it hurts so badly. The distance between us kills me, but I suppose that's what you want. And yet again, I dont blame you. You made me a better person and I can only hope I did the same. I can only hope that you'll think of me from time to time, when ice cube comes on the radio or when you find your self lost in hollywood.

___westcoastin @ 2006-03-16T18:24:00

2006-03-17T02:24:29Z

~~it was a good day.~~

___westcoastin @ 2006-03-02T19:47:00

2006-03-03T03:47:37Z

you destroy everything you touch

___westcoastin @ 2006-02-05T19:19:00

2006-02-05T19:21:06Z

fuck =(

___westcoastin @ 2006-01-11T06:05:00

2006-01-11T06:06:17Z

I love life right now. everythings pefect :)

___westcoastin @ 2005-07-08T17:22:00

2005-07-09T00:24:20Z

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