urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___synthetic that i can't explain <3 dancing teapot 2007-02-18T22:35:03Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___synthetic:65904 2007-02-18T22:34:17Z 2007-02-18T22:35:03Z it is amazing how fast dreams can be broken<br /><br />i've always been a reject<br />i should be used to it now urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___synthetic:65470 2007-02-14T03:20:49Z 2007-02-14T03:20:49Z things have been better. i suppose. <br />school is...eh, i really just go to fulfill the attendance requirement.<br />finished my research paper (!) [its not very good, but made it to 9 pgs]<br />no word on colleges<br />possibly may look into music as a major<br />but id have to wait anyway because i'd have to audition<br />on what instrument, i do not know<br />i want the whole science thing to work out.<br />i need some idea of another path to take<br />i plan my future way to accordingly<br />when i should live in the present<br />and not dwell on the past<br /><br />i'm actually happy for valentine's day.<br />hopefully the weather won't be treacherous at night<br />i made him the most adorable ensemble of cute things.<br /><br />i act like im 5<br />im perfectly ok with that<br />speaking of which, i'm wearing pjs with the feet attached to them<br />theyre comfy<br />you're jealous<br />i know i'd be<br /><br />pleassssssssse let there be a delayed opening or snowday.<br />'cause i'm definitely not sleeping tonight.<br /><br />see yah on the flip side urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___synthetic:64899 2007-01-30T23:28:53Z 2007-01-30T23:28:53Z today in short was a living hell<br /><br />1. locked keys in car at school -- had to wait a long time before getting spares<br />2. i go back to school and the car won't start<br />3. i get warfield and we can't open the hood<br />4. my stepfather comes and pops the hood -- car won't start<br />5. jump started it a few times with two different cables -- no response<br />6. had to call a towtruck<br /><br />crazy.effing.day.<br /><br />and i found out my stepgrandmother is in the hospital<br />her lungs are filled with so much fluid the medics said she wouldn't have made it into tomorrow.<br />please be ok...i love you :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:___synthetic:440 2004-06-19T01:40:29Z 2005-12-31T03:06:25Z <center><br /><img src="http://mi0.aacdn.us/xoxp/d7.gif" border="0"><br />FRiENDS ONLY!<br /><img src="http://mi0.aacdn.us/xoxp/d7.gif" border="0"><br /></center><br /><br />+ add & comment +