it is amazing how fast dreams can be broken

i've always been a reject
i should be used to it now

things have been better. i suppose.
school is...eh, i really just go to fulfill the attendance requirement.
finished my research paper (!) [its not very good, but made it to 9 pgs]
no word on colleges
possibly may look into music as a major
but id have to wait anyway because i'd have to audition
on what instrument, i do not know
i want the whole science thing to work out.
i need some idea of another path to take
i plan my future way to accordingly
when i should live in the present
and not dwell on the past

i'm actually happy for valentine's day.
hopefully the weather won't be treacherous at night
i made him the most adorable ensemble of cute things.

i act like im 5
im perfectly ok with that
speaking of which, i'm wearing pjs with the feet attached to them
theyre comfy
you're jealous
i know i'd be

pleassssssssse let there be a delayed opening or snowday.
'cause i'm definitely not sleeping tonight.

see yah on the flip side

today in short was a living hell

1. locked keys in car at school -- had to wait a long time before getting spares
2. i go back to school and the car won't start
3. i get warfield and we can't open the hood
4. my stepfather comes and pops the hood -- car won't start
5. jump started it a few times with two different cables -- no response
6. had to call a towtruck

crazy.effing.day.

and i found out my stepgrandmother is in the hospital
her lungs are filled with so much fluid the medics said she wouldn't have made it into tomorrow.
please be ok...i love you :(

FRiENDS ONLY!



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