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The only revenge I know is self-destruction.
[one by one, she'll kill the days, but the memory will never fade.]
Created on 2004-12-15 16:38:00 (#5461161), last updated 2005-08-22
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Basic Info| Name: | ___stoic |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 11-28 |
| Location: | Orlando, Florida, United States |
BioI don't have a ♥ to wear on my sleeve, so I wear this, this display of vulnerability, of constant dreaming, of the regret at living each new day without him. This one amazing girl asked me if she was pathetic if she held on and I did my best to scream "it's okay" to dedicate yourself to something you can feel is right in your chest. I'm a scientist and I'm a romantic and I've sacrificed nothing for love, but I've sacrificed everything.
I am nervous all the time, to the point of shaking, to the point of losing my mind and being unable to speak, to the point where I forget who I am. It's a good thing I'm a liar, or else I wouldn't be such a successful social whore.
I'm forced to isolate myself. My processor works at slower speeds and I need 'me' time just to comprehend my everyday experience. I love life, I fight to stay in it. Sometimes the only way to deal with being sick is by becoming the cause.
"I'm not like the girls that you've known, but I believe I'm worth coming home to
kiss away night. This girl only sleeps with butterflies." ~ Tori Amos
I am nervous all the time, to the point of shaking, to the point of losing my mind and being unable to speak, to the point where I forget who I am. It's a good thing I'm a liar, or else I wouldn't be such a successful social whore.
I'm forced to isolate myself. My processor works at slower speeds and I need 'me' time just to comprehend my everyday experience. I love life, I fight to stay in it. Sometimes the only way to deal with being sick is by becoming the cause.
"I'm not like the girls that you've known, but I believe I'm worth coming home to
kiss away night. This girl only sleeps with butterflies." ~ Tori Amos
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7:17, aesthetics, algorithms, bare feet, calculations, challenges, cigarettes, cleansing, disconnection, french films, heartlessness, josie, keys, nerves, nothingness, patterns, photography, pohgoh, raw emotion, renewal, secrets, shells, silence, solitude, sonic youth, strangers, temperature shifts, unrequited love, wrists, ∞, ★, ♥, ♪
External Services:
 | ___stoic@livejournal.com |
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