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[11 Oct 2011|03:25am] |
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You know what? Fuck you, man.
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[02 Sep 2011|11:06am] |
Here, Livejournal, I did this now I'm going away again bye!
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[06 Jun 2011|08:42pm] |
HA! THIS IS ALL I FUCKING DO NOW! Get on my level.
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[06 Jun 2011|08:40pm] |
Elf Tower, New Mexico
Thank God, you're still angry at me
I've got a better chance of seeing you dead and buried
Thank her for this one last big mistake
It's your turn, come shoot for it.
If you win, well you can lead the way
Mid-day subway into New Jersey
Did you think that maybe I,
Was doing quite well, without you in the frame?
Still, killed in defense.
I can't believe you're cold here after
I'm giving you up, go on, find someone new
Till then pretend
I've touched before you asked her
I'm giving you up, go on find someone new
Dear Nikki, what...
What if I could have found that better half
Here in you
Oh, Nikki, here In Elf Tower, New Mexico
Stay here, in a last standing hourglass circumstance
Devoted here in the midst of weary eyes
Lost and buried here, in your big surprise, again
Will your fingers find my bag?
Familiar I fit in the questions that I had to ask
Did you think that maybe I,
Was doing quite well without you in the frame?
Smile, turn around, you are home
I'll give my words in one lesson
Good God, before I heard this was your intention
Before I could've figured out, over and over.
See there's Coheed, and Cambria, in innocent merger
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Thank God, they've recovered your body in New Mexico
Three days you're spoiled
I miss you in every way, you could have been dear,
Wish you were here, still in the frame...
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[01 Apr 2011|03:14pm] |
Your self destruction has become mine
Your reflection contains nothing but vacant eyes
Those vacant eyes tell the stories, tell the stories
You forsake all loyalties for lies
You're too late to decide
This can't go right
Cause I got this tonight, I got this tonight
I wondered how hurt you'd be (the words we've become)
After you read this (were they yours or mine)
Did it even speed your heart beat (is that what you thought)
Or make you nervous? (thought that you would find)
I need say this, the best parts were hush, hush (what you waited for tonight, tonight)
The best parts were pure luck
But I swore that this time I was more than your hook up
Those vacant eyes looking back
To see your words under my skin
And I am more than a moment
But I had to give in
A person gets just one chance
To say what they really mean
You said yours, I'll say mine
It's all wasted, so fake it, at 19
The best years have passed you by
The best years have already passed
You forsake all loyalties for lies
You forsake all loyalties for lies
Your penny thoughts of leaving (I can still hear the sound)
Together from this town (we can work this out)
Convinced the boy inside me (with the last of my strength)
To let his guard down (I said everything)
You played me so well (enjoy your time left)
I didn't notice when the floor fell (without the blame)
From underneath my feet
I thought we were floating
Those vacant eyes looking back
To see your words under my skin
And I am more than a moment
But I had to give in
A person gets just one chance
To say what they really mean
You said yours, I'll say mine
It's all wasted, so fake it, at 19
Is this the world passing by?
Or is it turning, turning?
This is the first time that I have ever looked inside myself
It was the first time that I ever looked inside myself
Now the world beneath my feet is turning, turning
Oh, this silly world keeps turning, turning away
All this time the world I knew
Was turning, turning
All this time that I loved you
You were turning, turning away
The new Emery album is beautiful.
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[18 Mar 2011|03:02pm] |
As I stare through these tears,
I see your lips start to turn.
This world is so un-perfect,
this love is so un-worth it.
Won't be mistaken for another love song,
I won't go away, I won't be done wrong.
Tell me, tell me to, to live like you,
tell me, tell me, and I'll follow through.
Get up, get up, He's calling your name,
you don't have to be something you're not.
Someday came suddenly and now I'm standing here.
Get up, get up, He's calling your name,
you don't have to be something you're not.
Someday came suddenly and now I'm left standing here.
As I stare through these tears,
I see your lips start to turn.
This world is so un-perfect,
this love is so un-worth it.
When you're here I don't need all the things I had,
Once before I was someone but that's not who I am.
I'll be the best I can for you,
I'll take this chance you will be true.
Tell me your reason why,
tell me why you're alive.
To give to you my sin,
to give myself again.
And this is my call to the faithful,
I'll be for only you.
Doing what you, have called to me,
no one could ever understand,
my shame you took with those nails in your hands.
Here's to selfish living out the window,
here's to the Holy Ghost, I will be faithful.
Here's to you I bring you new life.
Here's to you I bring you new life
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[02 Feb 2011|10:39pm] |
Just a little ditty for anyone on LJ who may care. I'm gonna have a new song up at http://www.myspace.com/parisblue
Tomorrow at 3:30 pm.
So check that out if you'd like to hear it.
I really miss talking to you, Livejournal.
;)
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[22 Nov 2010|03:19pm] |
Where has all the bro gone?
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[18 Nov 2010|03:25pm] |
I still wish you the best of luck baby
And don't go thinking this was a waste of time
I couldnt forget you if I tried
You killed what was left of the good in me
I'm tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that's in front of me
No other words may be spoken
And I've got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of my past mistakes down inside
I'll live with regret for my whole life
I confess, that I brought this all on my self
Condemned to suffer alone, like there's nobody else
When you're gone, it's like a whole part of me's missing
So I'll keep living the lie and just hope that your listening
What doesn't make us alive here
But our foundation was built for sin
Now stop and run until the damage was done
And I've never had the upper hand
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[17 Nov 2010|02:51pm] |
You're afraid, like I make my deals with the devil
You've been at it for years
But couldn't reach the next level
Let's keep it real, this is no competition to me.
Even if everyone around you acts like they don't see.
Is anybody else listening?
Outta sight outta mind is what you'll always be.
I hold my cards to my chest. I laid my life on
the line, so I expect nothing less from you.
I speak the truth and everybody else knows it,
So set your ego to the side and just get the fuck over it.
Can't waste my time on hateful people like you.
So keep wishing you were me and I'll keep making you have to.
Is anybody else listening?
Outta sight outta mind is what you'll always be.
I hold my cards to my chest. I laid my life on
the line, so I expect nothing less from you.
I just can't believe it's really come to this
Because without me, you would not exist.
Still got something left to say.
Only one in the world that I depend on is me.
I need nothing from no one; I take what I need.
Get a hold on yourself, and keep away from me.
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[04 Nov 2010|04:48am] |
He's standing alone with his gun in his hand
Wondering why he's the man with the gun in his hand
Brother of mine please don't take this choice
Drop the gun and follow my voice
Is it just enough for you to breathe?
I'm begging
Is it not enough to just have me?
Whoa
He's standing alone with the gun in his hand
Why am I the man, why am I the man?
Brother of mine take this away
I'm sick of this life of pain
Is it just enough for you to breathe?
I'm begging
Is it not enough to just have me?
Is it just enough for you to be?
I'm trying
To be the person that you need
Please don't pull the
He's dead on the floor with his gun in his hand
Why was he the man, why was he the man?
Is it just enough for you to breathe?
I'm begging
Is it not enough to be just me
Is it just enough for you to breathe?
I'm begging
Is it not enough to just have me?
Is it just enough for you to be?
I'm trying
And where I go you will follow
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[07 Oct 2010|03:21pm] |
Crucify me, nail my hands to a wooden cross
There is nothing above, there is nothing below
Heaven and Hell they just row the boat
And I'll be captain for me
I am an ocean, I am the sea
There is a world inside of me
Lost in the abyss, trapped in the deep
No set of rules could salvage me
Don't need a shipwreck, no we don't
Failure to radio, fend for ourselves
We just watch the waves crash over
We all get cast to sea
There is a Hell, believe me I've seen it
There is a Heaven, let's keep it a secret
No one needs to know
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[04 Oct 2010|08:27pm] |
I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
Too late I'm sure
And lonely
It's just another night
Another dream wasted on you
So just be here now
Against me
You know the words, so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now, you'd never be the same
I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
Moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across your key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
I'd give my heart as an offering
And I will always remember you
As you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now
So sleep alone tonight
With no one here by your side
Sleep alone tonight
How does he feel, how does he taste
How does he taste when he's on your lips?
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure, baby.
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[04 Oct 2010|03:28pm] |
A musical mind and a shell of a man
Gonna post a live cut track of my new song The Art of Waiting (Five Years) sometime in the next week.
It's getting hard to write.
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[29 Sep 2010|11:35pm] |
Just one fix
To keep me in the mix
And I'm still strung out on you
Drove all night, I'm a deer in your headlights
What's left of me you'll swallow soon
Too much of you is never enough
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[31 Aug 2010|02:01pm] |
The best thing about a picture is it never changes
Even when the people in it do
Unfortunately for me today
I can't find any pictures of you.
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[25 Aug 2010|10:46pm] |
How about me posting this here too.
Gonna have a pretty good new Ukulele song I recorded up on http://www.myspace.com/parisblue
Check it out I think you'll like it.
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[24 Aug 2010|07:03pm] |
For those who still read livejournal that might be interested
I re-recorded my song "Find Yourself"
I'm much more pleased with this and hope you will be too
http://www.myspace.com/parisblue
Go listen :)
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