you can have the best of me. [05 Jul 2004|02:23pm] [ mood | chipper ] the firework festival was awesome. we watched them on a boat they were so pretty against the water. we hosted an after firework party at our house. it was fun. i ate too much. i love my best friend. i love trampolines. i love stars. i love swimming at midnight. i love competitive volleyball games. even if you can barely see the ball. but i love the dark too. i know i sound so happy go lucky. i know it sounds like everything is perfect. but this is just what i reveal. you dont know me at all baby. its better than drinking alone.

hey little darling.! your love is legendary . [09 Jun 2004|09:43pm] [ mood | flirty ] ah. busy busy busy. summer is here. f-i-n-a-l-l-y -- ! ive been waiting so long. pool is open. pool is nice. i went to the beach with the fam yesterday. it was fun. i got pretty sunburnt though. so much for sunscreen. we stayed at the beach until nighttime. which means i watched the sunset. preeeetttty. i took pictures of it so i can paint it later. ooh i feel so artsy just thinking about it. the other day a bunch of us went for a bike ride we rode our bikes all over the city. then we stopped for icecream. i had a good time. of course. i love my best friends. bonfire tomorrow niiight. that's right baby ;-) i will see you there. <3. you make summer go by so fast. its better than drinking alone.

you're calling me crazy. all i ask is that you tell me something i dont know. [17 May 2004|05:14pm] [ mood | grateful ] ive learned to appreciate things a little more. something to be proud of. everyone , including me , gets so hung up on the bad stuff. count your blessings. that's what i do whenever i am mad. i count my blessings. and then i think. why the hell am i so mad? look at how great everything is! and bam. sometimes it doesn't work of course. bubble baths, punching pillows, running, throwing rocks at the lake. something will do the trick. last night i had a dream that i was swimming in this river, and something grabbed my ankles and pulled me under. i tried to scream and i kept thrashing, but whatever was pulling me was strong, and it pulled me under and under, through the sand. i woke up when i was neck deep in muck. my covers were all twisted up, i was halfway off my bed, and my arms were around my neck. crazy. i have a ton of homework to do, and i want to get it over with so i can do some painting before i go to bed. painting is a new hobby of mine. im not very good, but maybe i can get in some classes. maybe not, its more fun when there are no rules, and when its not so technical. its more fun when the outcome doesnt matter too much. so xoxoxo for now. its better than drinking alone.

[16 May 2004|09:01pm] [ mood | artistic ] i love bike rides. i love cold showers. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. i love silky shorts with ducks all over them. fruit punch and sunshine. <3 <3 <3. sundays are my day to be with me. im always surrounded with people. its nice to get away. i guess im a social person. a people person. i dont mind people. as long as they are the right kind of people. but there are time slike today when people are the last thing i want to see. just because. so. here's to a day. of just me. and only me. and fruit punch. its better than drinking alone.

clear as a crystal. sharp as a knife. [16 May 2004|08:48pm] [ mood | artistic ] i love bike rides. i love cold showers. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. i love silky shorts with ducks all over them. fruit punch and sunshine. <3 <3 <3. sundays are my day to be with me. im always surrounded with people. its nice to get away. i guess im a social person. a people person. i dont mind people. as long as they are the right kind of people. but there are time slike today when people are the last thing i want to see. just because. so. here's to a day. of just me. and only me. and fruit punch. its better than drinking alone.

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