
i have come up with too many ways to describe who i am, and i've come to the realization it's all been about who i wish i could be. i am not numb. in fact, i feel so much for so many people and things, i constantly get caught up in both too easily, and lose myself in the process. i am trying my best to better myself, and surroundings, and each day i realize my potential more and more. i'm passionate about everything, especially music, and would bend over backwards for anyone i felt was deserving. i am eager to please, and hard to forget. i regret a lot, and am bitter about a lot, but my life is only beginning, and i intend to take my time with putting it all behind me. i can be anyone you want me to be, just pay me attention. i will yell and swear and sing a lot to disguise what really goes on in this head of mine, but that's only because there's only one person i can think of who deserves to know more of me. my intentions are always good, but i let my heart get in the way of what's best for me most of the time.
i used to be a good person,
but i guess i got lost somewhere.
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