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| User: | ___sexulant (4442703) Sweet Kisses.
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| Name: | ___sexulant | |||||
| Website: | http://www.livejournal.com/users/___sexulant/ | |||||
| Location: | Whites Creek, Tennessee, United States | |||||
| Birthdate: | 1987-04-10 | |||||
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| AOL IM: |  GenericLove (Add Buddy, Send Message) | |||||
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| Bio: | My life could never be summed up briefly, my life has been fulfilled with many different events inwhich I have learned from. Since a young age I was brought up never to dwell too long, but to always be yourself and stick with your beliefs. I'm not the one to sit and not let my opinion be heard, because I've learned that in the long run it never helps. Over several years I've encountered many friendships which had ended badly, and sent my reality for a spin. But I never allowed it to pull me down, or to hurt me too much, I'm too strong willed for that. I'm very independent, but have found myself to lend on others for help, which is rare. My trust has been broken many of times and I've become rather sheltered with my feelings and who I allow to see behind this mask I hide behind. I will not cry in anyones present, it shows weakness that I do not care to show anyone. Although I may be just hitting a legal again, I have had my equal share in life of experiences, some of which people have shared, or some I've had to deal with myself. In this journal I will never fully express myself, I've grown to know that when I do this..I open myself up to people. I guess you could say that I'm just careful, and extremely picky with those I allow to be in my life. I come off as a sweet person to most, but I am a bitch and I can honestly admit that. I've lost a lot of important people due to this, those who didn't know how to take my words kindly and that have decided to toss me to the side. I've been abused, used and torn which has made my heart and mind extremely timid and fragile. I am a dreamer, I like to sit and day dream of better days, the future..happiness. No, I'm not another depressed teenager, but I know that things will get better with time as long as I don't cling to bad memories. Photography and music are what keep my heart going, as well as my family, friends and boyfriend. I will attend a art college as of next fall to do learn my passion, something that speaks from my very soul and expresses my thoughts. Music has been a favorite thing of mine since I was kicking in my mothers womb, expressional lyrics touch me and makes me smile. I compair myself a lot to music, it helps me through life and at times gives me answers. As far as family, I don't have much left..my father hates me, and the only two people I believe that truely love me are my younger sister and my mom. Over the past year my mother and I's relationship has become strong, without her I'm not sure where I'd be or the person I would've turned into. My friends are a big part of my life as well, those whom I consider friends are very few and far inbetween. I depend on these people, for they are the only ones I believe I can trust. Brian, my love, my heart and soul..is my bestfriend. He brightens my day with just his voice, his touch and words. He has completed me in a way noone could possibly know...he has made me whole and helped me through the past two years. Most say that love is blind, and that someone of such a age could never truely understand the concept..but I have more than understood, I'm living it and I've never felt more alive. Love is the most wonderful feeling, and without it..I'm not sure how I would be looking at life right now. In the past couple of years I've tried to fix my mistakes and put things in past, because that is where the past belongs..in the past. As far as personality goes, I am extremely loyal, blunt, honest, trustworthy, aloof, sarcastic, funny, expressive, gentle, caring, loving, touching, daring, fun, and so many other things. I don't tend to take well to being told no, I suppose you could blame that on being spoiled and hardheaded. I make rational decisions, because I do know what I want in life and do no expect anything short of it. I live for the moment, and try my hardest to make those around me as happy as possible. Seeing a smile on someones face makes me feel accomplished, happiness is the main key in life and everyone should obey by that. My favorite color is purple, I enjoy movies, reading and anything that makes me happy. I love hard rock-metal, and the 80's..some jazz and classical as well. I like dancing in the rain, kissing under the stars and cuddling. I've always wanted that romantic moment you see from the movies, and hopefully..I will get that one day. My life is like a movie, full of plots, ups and downs and endings...I've accepted this. With every wrong, comes a right..and every bad a good. I like to be positive, but at times, I fail. I do have many mood swings and fall into depression, but who doesn't? I guess I am just another girl in this world, fighting for her beliefs and trying to make something of herself. Take me as I am.. Now, if you plan on adding me..make sure that it isn't just because you want more friends to look popular. I advise that you atleast comment one a week, and that is AT THE LEAST, and vice versa over this way. If not, I will remove you..plain and simple.  ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} themoreiloveyou is couples love I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!  Layout made by silent2thegrave  | |||||
| Interests: | 59: acting like a lesbian, alcohol, animals, blushing, body spray, butterflies, candles, circle pits, concerts, dancing in my undies, drawing, fireball ministry, fruit loops, funny jokes, gay bois, getting my way, god forbid, hand touching, hard rock, headbanging, hemp, hopelessly wishing, horror movies, humping, incents, jewelery, kissing under the stars, lambofgod, laying in the rain, laying naked, leg stroking, long hair, lotion, make-up, masturbation, moshing, mountain dew, movies, muscles, pantera, photo editing, photography, piercings, pot, reptiles, sex, sexulant hair, shit like that., shyness, singing in the show, slam dancing, smiles, smiling, stuffed animals, tattoos, unearth, vodka, weeping roses, white zombie | |||||
| Schools: | None listed | |||||
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| Friend of: | 11: 1945_layouts, bhsoj, cumfountain, decomposedstarr, drugaddict, flutterbyflames, gaijintenshi, highmagedrake, khaliamonique, misterrareza, zoe_luvz_you | |||||
| Member of: | 15: 0promotewhore0, 0promotewhore0_, 1_2_3_rate_me_, _0promotewhore0, __________promo, _____promote, _____promotion, ___promotex, _answer_this_, _p_r_o_m_o_t_e_, _promotion_, ohboy_ohgirl, picturewhores, themoreiloveyou, wicked_layouts | |||||
| Account type: | Basic Account | |||||
