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Created on 2005-10-30 03:40:30 (#8668681), last updated 2008-12-30

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Name:	tanya
Birthdate:	11-04
Location:	New Hampshire, United States
Website:	the m-space yo

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"Here in the bathroom with me are razor blades. Here is iodine to drink. Here are sleeping pills to swallow. You have a choice. Live or die. Every breath is a choice. Every minute is a choice. To be or not to be. Every time you don’t throw yourself down the stairs, that’s a choice. Every time you don’t crash your car, you reenlist. --Chuck Palahniuk

"You never come back, not all the way. Always there is an odd distance between you and the people you love and the people you meet, a barrier thin as the glass of a mirror, you never come all the way out of the mirror; you stand, for the rest of your life, with one foot in this world and no one in another, where everything is upside down and backward and sad."

stare hard enough at your reflection
and maybe you'll crack down the middle
like this whole time it was just a joke
run your fingers over the glass
over and over less and less sober
listen to the symphony of failure darling
i do believe you might be losing your touch
though i must say those blue eyes of yours
are emptying and fading into gray with style
choking back those tears your trying so hard
every time you blink the room shakes
the words that form in the back of your throat
never make it past your teeth these days
fragile skin interrupted by marks of rage
purge the feelings you can't suppress
until your bones protrude from your hollowed skin
cold and lifeless just paying the price
scared little girl hasen't anyone told you
dying from the inside out isn't fashionable
and neither are the knives stabbed through you
not nearly alive but not quite dead
you're fully drained but fully charged now
confined to the innermost hole in your mind
you'll lack sunlight but scarred skin shines

♥

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Pinkerton Academy - Derry, NH (2004 - present)

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