[Tuesday June 3rd, 2008 2:04pm] 6.2.08 Something strange is happening. I look out my window, and pigs aren't flying. Yet, there seems to have been a shift in the universe, a change in climate. The whole world is spinning so fast, and I'm just planted on my feet, straight to the ground. All these events are occuring to those who surround me. Odd mixups, verbal disconnection, self abandonment. My eyes are peering out onto others while others' eyes are no longer fixated on me. Past becomes present and present becomes past. Everything is coming full circle, and for a moment it feels as if there is a great sense of irony in the atmosphere. Spirits are getting lighter, as our heads get heavier. Sensations arise, as dejavu settles in. Something feels right, but its wrong and not having enough only leads us to indulgence. Perhaps it is this indulgence that has caused the planet to crack, to break, to dissapear. Whats ahead is right in front of me and whats in front of me is right behind me. There is a strange chill in the air, a warm breeze in the room. There has been a shift in the universe, a change in climate...but stranger things have happened. 6.3.08 The whole world has exploded into a million little pieces. I don't know if I can put it back together. Scream (0) It.

[Monday April 28th, 2008 11:02pm] How am I supposed to speak, when no one is willing to listen? Reality once escaped me, but now I need to escape reality. Scream (0) It.

It doesn't have to make any sense. [Thursday January 10th, 2008 9:00pm] 8.2.07 Tonight I felt Glorious. 8.14.07 All we talk about is "the future." Whoever came up with the concept of "living in the now" wasn't being very practical. Everything we do "in the now" affects "the future." All we live for is "the future." All we think about is "the future." All we talk about is "the future." 8.15.07 Dear Mom, Dear Dad, I have a few confessions. 8.21.07 I feel as if the soundtrack to my life is the buzzing of a cellphone when a text message is recieved. Only it isn't MY cellphone that is buzzing, its everyone else's. Everyone has someone to text. Whether it be their boyfriend, or someone who is apparently more impotant than anyone or anything at the moment. If I had a dollar for everytime (I've always wanted to say that) I'm talking with a friend and they recieve a text message and say, "Go on. I'm listening" but they're really not... well, I'd be rich. 8.28.07 I want to be brilliant. 9.18.07 I've noticed lately that every movie revolves around the concept of love. The love of money. The love of beauty. The love of power. The love of revenge. Or simply, the love shared by two human beings. Love is such a relative concept. So many people have tried to define it. I just want to feel it. 11.1.07 I'm suffocating. 11.14.07 Now I'm seriously contemplating if life is pure irony. 1.1.08 Happy New Years! its 7:30 a.m 1.9.08 Well, things are getting back in motion.

[Thursday September 6th, 2007 1:41am] "Don't look back in anger, I heard you say." Scream (0) It.

[Friday July 13th, 2007 1:28am] so I ask you this, Was it worth it? Scream (0) It.

[Tuesday July 10th, 2007 11:20pm] my lj, i think. Is retired. All my pictures are on Facebook if you're interested. My thoughts will probably be written on here. Speaking of which: A good little chunk of summer is gone, which is wierd to think about because everything i had planned fell through. Its been fun, and its been good, but now I'm at the point that I've been dreading. Two of my best friends are off in central america for a month and everyone else is hard at work. Speaking of which, i have an interview for an internship for a PR company tomorrow, and I already have a paid job for weekends as dressing up as a princess. Not to mention, helping my mom out at her Interior Design office. Thats right, three part time jobs. Pretty crazy. AP Lit homework is somewhere far far away and college essays are just haunting. Don't get me wrong, the past couple of weeks have been pretty amazing, but it wasn't what I planned. Who knows maybe a little spontanuity will do me some good. Who am I kidding? Of course it will. Scream (0) It.

[Saturday June 9th, 2007 9:37am] I love this time of the year. School is coming to an end and two months of pure bliss is up ahead. Summer gives me this sort of happy optimistic feeling. After all, the best times in my life have been during the summer. I had this whole summer planned out up until three days ago.Those three days were hell, filled with uncertainty. Now, with no solid concrete plan, I'm ready for summer. Last night, I got a little taste of what it will be like. Its going to be great. I fell asleep smiling, and woke up realizing how many truly amazing people I have in my life. Next summer, with the knowledge of what college i'm going to attend, I plan to visit four countries. Now thats something to look foward to. However, a spontaneous summer sounds perfect right now. Smile. Scream (0) It.

[Sunday June 3rd, 2007 10:10pm] Alright so I'm smiling for no reason, and I kind of can't stop. it's great Scream (2) It.

[Monday May 28th, 2007 12:07am] BIRTHDAYS! ( VladaMattGarrettStephanieCollapse ) Scream (0) It.

[Tuesday May 15th, 2007 10:51pm] Sometimes I read what other people write about their lives and I think to myself, Damn. thats my life. Scream (4) It.

[Sunday May 6th, 2007 11:06pm] i have a few secrets of my own. Scream (4) It.

[Sunday April 29th, 2007 8:25pm] I've come to a realization. It isn't sudden or anything, but its just a realization. In my 16 years of life, I've made a lot of friendships with people. Have I kept them all? No, for various reasons. People change and life changes. It happens. As I look back at all these friendships and relationships that no longer remain, I begin to wish that I still had them. I mean, there was a reason I started them in the first place right? I don't know, maybe its sentiment. Some people tell me that I become friends with everyone, let them in too easily. Which apparently, is quite detrimental. But at the same time, I feel as if it was worth it because at least they provided happiness, even if it was momentary. Am I making any sense? I doubt it. This is such an Ariel thing to write. I need to stop. My point is, i miss those friendships that dwindled away for no reason. yeah, that's it. Scream (4) It.

[Tuesday April 24th, 2007 4:59pm] Five generations still alive. Great grandmother. Both grandparents. Eight aunts and uncles. Fourteen cousins. Five children of cousins. I miss my family ( and what a great family it isCollapse ) Scream (8) It.

[Monday April 23rd, 2007 4:24pm] The past four days have been some of the craziest of my life. The past 24 hours have been the scariest.

[Friday April 13th, 2007 8:00pm] This spring break, I went to Israel and it was one of the greatest experiences ever. This entry is soley dedicated to Maayan and her friends. pictures of family will come later. ( Short, but sweet.Collapse ) Scream (3) It.

[Tuesday March 27th, 2007 7:20pm] 11th grade is said to be one of the best and worst years. Here's a reason why its the best: ( ROPESCollapse ) Scream (8) It.

[Friday March 23rd, 2007 9:18pm] Today after school, Gina, Lotem, Corey, Vlada, and I decided to have a picnic at balboa park. It was a beautiful day, and we had the time of our lives. ( Why I love themCollapse ) Scream (10) It.

[Sunday March 18th, 2007 10:12pm] On Saturday March 17, 2007, an anti-war protest was held on Hollywood and Highland. Thousands came out, some full of demonstration, and others just for the cause. Hundreds of people stuck up peace signs in unity as Ozomotley performed. Men, Women, and Children of all ages were united through one sound, and one purpose: Peace. ( What is it good for?Collapse ) Scream (19) It.

[Monday February 26th, 2007 6:49pm] These past couple of months have been prettyyyyy crazy. I can't wait for Spring Break, and for College Craze to be over. But for now, I'm just livin life. ( get out of my dreamsCollapse ) Scream (8) It.

[Thursday January 11th, 2007 3:38pm] What everyone has been asking for: soooo many pictures ( life is greatCollapse ) Scream (8) It.

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