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[29 Aug 2006|09:43pm] |
life is honestly just so weird sometimes. i mean, at times it just knocks us completely on our asses and leaves us wondering why we are even here. other times, we can't help but feel overwhelmed with luck and happiness. that's life though, cycles of emotions. i'm such an optimist about everything though..i believe everything happens for given reasons, whether we ever find them out or not. i believe that we are put on this earth to find as much joy in "life" as we possibly can, to do things that make ourselves happy & those around us happy, and to most of all...love. when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, all you can do is show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. after days of worries and tears, i got my smiles back.
"live your life for those that you love."
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[19 Aug 2006|11:50pm] |
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i like being lazy all day at work & random late night milkshake stops. rollercoaster days are tough, but somehow always worth it.
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[08 Aug 2006|12:33am] |
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life has been amazing lately. new job, new car, new friends..pretty niiiice. i pretty much love preordering cd's..i'll forget that i ordered it & then suddenly it just arrives & i can't stop listening to it for probably a day or two. this happened with the hellogoodbye cd and i think it's still in my cd player. i'm sure nobody can listen to that cd and be in a crappy mood after. i also love how i can't get enough of my boyfriend. it's been almost a yr & a half...and when i look into his eyes, that sparkle is still there. YAY! my parents reaaaallly need to go out of town again :] by the way, it's seriously such a small world.
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[01 Jul 2006|11:29pm] |
there are days & moments, that no matter what...you know you'll never forget them. whether it's a intimate moment full of passion or a simple, silly time..50 yrs from now, chances are..it'll cross my mind and i'll smile. i'll smile because of how much i love you, because of how i can be myself with you and how i've learned who the person within me is, only because of you. it's amazing when you find a love..one that is secure, that you don't have to doubt. i feel more than lucky to have found this. not a night has gone by that you haven't told me sweet dreams, or i love you. for that, i thank you. it's always the little things.
( Photos.. )
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[28 Jun 2006|04:07am] |
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smallville has consumed my life lately but that's completely okay because it's amazing. i'm going to MOSI this weekend with the boyfrand & i am EXCITED. summer has been grade A fantastic!
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[11 Jun 2006|02:25am] |
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i had an orientation at paul mitchell cosmetology school the other day, and the second i walked out, i told my mom that's where i was going. i just knew at that point that it was what i needed to do & the only thing that will actually make me happy. for such a long time i had family telling me i need to go into business or do something in the medical field, but at the same time "do something that makes you happy!". going to cosmetology school isn't about working at fantastic sams anymore...i think people underestimate how successful you can actually be. i'm just reaaalllly excited about it & can't wait for it to begin. the hours are pretty shitty but it's only 9 months long, i can handle that. now i just need to keep having an awesome summer & by november i'll be reaaaady :)
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| DEAR LJ, |
[01 Jun 2006|01:06am] |
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I'm currently on hiatus.
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| it's a jungle out there! |
[14 May 2006|10:07pm] |
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monk marathons are a great ending to a greaaaat weekend! i'm in a really good mood and i can't believe i'm going to say this BUT, i'm so frickin' excited to go to school tomorrow, considering it's my last day of highschool. YAYYYYYY!
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[11 May 2006|01:55pm] |
yay. today is a reaaaally good day. i got to sleep in & later i'm going to spend time with my boyyy because it's our 14 month anniversaaary. woop woop. i love him and i wrote him a long, silly haiku so i'm reaalllyyy excited to give it to him. i can't believe i only have 2 more days of highschool left, holy shit. this is great! :]
ps- HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAREEED! you get that licenseee boyyyy! haha.
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[09 May 2006|06:54am] |
With smiles on both our faces
We spit their faulty ammo to the ground
And remind them once again that you can't kill heroes.
that whole cd honestly never gets old & really, i don't think i could get ready for school without it.
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[19 Apr 2006|02:31pm] |
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gaaaaah! i just spent 5 hours getting college crap situated, walking around a campus lost, and taking a ridiculous test; and i STILL have orientation and classes to register for. blaaaah! i wish i had one of those easy buttons for days like today. everyone was super nice + helpful though so that's a plus & made it a bit better. i have this obsession with the fact that if my day is going crappy, shopping is a must. i only came home with a tank & a purse but it made my mood go from about a D to a B+. YAY! i'm so excited for next weeeeeeek! the all-american rejects, fall out boy & october fall concert. YEAAAHAAA. yesss, i do like those bands, i have for a long time even if it makes me "uncool" or whateverrrr. :D
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[13 Apr 2006|11:29pm] |
i love long weekends!!! and ramen noodles. and fruit 2o. and my boyyy. and the fact that i pretty much have 19 days left of high school. goshh life is good!
today was REALLY satisfying. :D
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[11 Apr 2006|06:53am] |
"i remember most of seventeen. i remember the day we met; his smile, his laugh, his touch. you can be anywhere when your life begins, the future opens up in front of you and you may not even realize it, but it's already begun." -crazy/beautiful.
♥
today marks 13 months. 1 year, 1 month. 395 days of love, happiness, fun, sillyness, inside jokes, & passion. lucky? that's an understatement.
i'm as happy as happy comes. except i don't think i'm going to prom anymore, which sort of sucks considering my dress is amazing.
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[04 Apr 2006|06:57am] |
i guess i find that simple, small things touch my heart much more than anything else. for instance, david made me a poster for our one yr anniversary that says "what exactly is one year?" and on it he put almost every single movie & concert stub on it. when i saw how much effort he put into it and how adorable the whole idea was, my heart basically melted. OR- when we were walking through best buy yesterday and while around the appliances, they had a pretty amazing "kitchen set up" thingy, and we were talking about everything we want in our kitchen when we move in together, haha. it was so cute, and it made me realize more than ever before that this is it. this is exactly what i want and need to be completely content.
panera days always make me happyyyyyy. i love the fact that when you go to a certain place a lot and always see the same workers, they eventually know what you order and don't even ask anymore. except today the lady made my chai tea latte wrong. it was gross & it burnt my tongue. bummer!
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[02 Apr 2006|12:10am] |
"Hey Lets get crazy how bout' we just get married" She said,
"Hey Baby Baby Boy i've loved you from the day that we met, don't care what mom says or if we're ready just yet because this don't mean a thing if you're not next to me.
You're who i want to wake up to every morning."
la la laaaaaa! :]
i did some hardcore 'spring cleaning' today. my room feels all nice now, yay. sometimes, i'm really selfish with david & i feel bad about it so i'm going to work on that. i guess i just love spending every extra minute with him & when i am missing him i get really whiney about it, haha. what a baby. but whatever i'm going to stop that. he's always so sweet to me, even when i probably don't deserve it, i can't even explain how much i appreciate that boy. it's almost been 13 months :) my prom dress came today and it's even more amazing than i anticipated it being. it looks a million times better in real life & especially on, woo hoo!
♥
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