___kimberling

___kimberling @ 2009-02-06T22:58:00

2009-02-07T06:58:03Z

I guess I just feel like I'm never good enough.
so pathetic how my emotions change drastically so easily

___kimberling @ 2009-01-19T19:04:00

2009-01-20T03:06:02Z

i feel tiny and pathetic

___kimberling @ 2008-12-16T20:32:00

2008-12-17T01:34:03Z

until there's nothing left to hold, until there's nothing left to hate

___kimberling @ 2008-12-10T21:16:00

2008-12-11T02:17:07Z

i tried to do hand stands for you but every time i fell on you
i'm permanently black and blue for you

two more months

2008-11-26T04:09:48Z

and all i need is a sign that you think of me
cause all i do is think of you

i've got these perfect pictures in my head

2008-11-17T01:21:25Z

holding so much in. for longer than a while now.
but it won't happen not even a chance anymore and thats just fine i'll say.
i'll make you believe but it's getting harder to hide

nhs

2008-11-14T00:43:14Z

waiting too

___kimberling @ 2008-11-09T21:24:00

2008-11-10T02:24:51Z

___kimberling @ 2008-11-05T22:24:00

2008-11-06T03:29:51Z

out west and under the sea. gray skies deep in my head
i shouldn't want this no i can't but i do i'm sorry i do

___kimberling @ 2008-10-27T00:54:00

2008-10-27T04:55:05Z

all i see scares me
please save me

___kimberling @ 2008-10-13T21:15:00

2008-10-14T01:19:51Z

waking up from that dream with tears in my eyes
you looked so good up close entangled with me
but you walking away is a sight i'd prefer not to see.

eyes are blurry and i'm holding it back

___kimberling @ 2008-09-30T20:50:00

2008-10-01T00:50:29Z

Love makes you bold, makes you bright, makes you run real risks, which you sometimes survive, and sometimes you don't.

___kimberling @ 2008-08-20T19:27:00

2008-08-20T23:28:27Z

are you there, or are you just a decoy dream in my head?
am I home or am I simply tumbling all alone?

friends only again and all the time.

___kimberling @ 2008-08-17T19:30:00

2008-08-17T23:34:16Z

over thisthisthis and that
not even sure why i wasted all the time
and my mind, filled with those

___kimberling @ 2008-07-31T18:08:00

2008-07-31T22:08:52Z

those nights I get high just from breathing, when I lie with you I'm sure that I'm real. I could stay there all day but that's not how you feel.

what did I do that you can't seem to want me?
what makes it so easy for you to be walking by?

___kimberling @ 2008-07-23T23:04:00

2008-07-24T03:09:04Z

finding treasures, being away, thrill hill and the howard franklin. fish kissing my hands, laced hands. no one i know and my own words. 110120126127sx707070707007070. plans that sound so good, they never follow through

___kimberling @ 2008-07-17T18:06:00

2008-07-17T22:07:19Z

capturingwhatmakesmefeelinfinite

___kimberling @ 2008-07-11T17:19:00

2008-07-11T17:21:11Z

I'm losing my comfort of this heat
of this place

all those songs I know the words to

2008-06-29T23:50:54Z

uneven tan, harsh mind.
numbers of what's left
I'm counting down the days

___kimberling @ 2008-06-20T11:36:00

2008-06-20T16:37:54Z

i'm never stationary
"home" doesn't mean a thing to me.

this is old, now new. wow

___kimberling @ 2008-03-05T01:24:00

2008-03-05T01:26:21Z

i want to love you well, i want to do this right.
during the day it's so easy, but it gets hard at night.
i hope you can believe that i can't go on at this rate.
somethings gotta change, i just hope it's not too late.

___kimberling @ 2007-10-25T10:06:00

2007-10-25T14:06:47Z

This feeling is overwhelming and I want nothing more than for it to go away.

Its all about the past. I can't stand to be reminded of these memories any more.

___kimberling @ 2007-09-02T13:35:00

2007-09-02T17:36:28Z

i want to feel important.
i need to feel needed

___kimberling @ 2007-07-18T12:22:00

2007-07-18T16:22:48Z

everything just needs to work
i'm breaking up so slowly

___kimberling @ 2007-03-19T18:27:00

2007-03-19T22:30:01Z

for the millionth time, i am.

this thing just seems kind of pointless now.

i hate 90% of the people in st. pete