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[August 31, 2006 // 11:18am] |
girls are lurks. get out of my journal i don't know you nor do i care to get to know you
so, thanks to a special someone
im friends only again
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[August 22, 2006 // 4:30pm] |
a year ago and a half ago

it seems as though i have come full circle
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[August 10, 2006 // 5:12pm] |
some things are coming up.
Saturday night Bryan and I are meeting Kevin and Erica at the Spectrum so we can witness how much The Matches have fallen. Free show?! Whatev- we're going.
Later Saturday night I will be trucking into Orange to bid farewell to one of my closest friends, Mike Jarowski (aka Boston Mike) who is moving back to , where else, Boston.
Sunday afternoon Bryan and I will be heading to LA to see Death Cab for Cutie and Mates of State at the Greek Theatre. This I am very excited about. Im going to wear a party dress.
Monday Night Bryan and I are also going to see Coheed and Cambria at the GlassHouse. I like Coheed- hate Glasshouse. Its okay, I'll deal.
All this and I still have to manage to go to school for eight hours on Saturday and watch Rose's Stupid dog.
In other news.
Janel, if you're reading this- I love you, that picture was horrid. I hope you're okay and call me when you are feeling up to it.
HCBA kicked Sommer out of our class for "disruption issues" last night at school. I think think this is utter bullshit considering the "disruption" that they are refering to is a direct respose to Jenny's racist jokes and she didn't get kicked out.
SCC is giving me a grant and paying for all my whole beauty school bill. Hello- I'm excited about that. One less bill to pay.
I have managed to max out 2 different credit cards. I knew getting those would be a bad idea. But thats okay. the limits were low. I just don't like getting bills for them in the mail.
Brian O'Leary is emailing me again. Thats a whole story unto itself and those who know about it can ask me about it and believe me-- Ill tell.
My hair is long enough to get into little (very little) pig tails again. But the black is leaving fast. Brown showing everywhere. I need to do this shit again. ERIKKKAAAAA.
I'm thinking of applying at the American Apperal in Huntington Beach. Nicole, who works at the Santa Ana location said that their staff is full. but I do'nt know if I can live and pay bills on $9.50 an hour.
Okay thats the update. Comment. Don't Comment. I have to go to school.
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[August 02, 2006 // 3:38pm] |
i kind of miss my hair
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[July 30, 2006 // 11:59pm] |
i love jeanne.
thats all i have to say.
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[July 03, 2006 // 4:15pm] |


es un robo
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[June 16, 2006 // 2:02am] |
i used to know a girl who drank from the clearest water and walked on the path with the overgrown grass. this girl, she often smiled, her blond hair twirling in the breeze.she had no worries she only entertained pleasant thoughts.and though her dreams were alarming, she moved onward. up new roads and down new paths, ones less grassy but more trodden. and every dead end her feet lead her to left her tired and weaker. after moving many times, both with her feet and with her heart, this girl, she decided to slow. and while she rested an intruder entered and made them self at home. and now this girl you see, this girl that was me, is dead and no longer alone.
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[June 13, 2006 // 12:04am] |
i am seriously fed up with a number of people right now. i find it incredibly sad that you feel like you can look me in the eye and lie like that. at this point i have pretty much given up on the entire human race.
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[June 12, 2006 // 1:33am] |
maja and i were in a car accident. its been about 10 hours and my neck and back are now hurting.
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[June 03, 2006 // 6:33pm] |

i am his Emmylou
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[June 01, 2006 // 11:49pm] |
IF ANYONE KNOWS ANY BASS PLAYERS. PLEASE CONTACT ME IMMEDIATLY.
quick update:
-school is amazing. -bryan is leaving for michigan in one week. -back combing is my favorite thing to do. -my nails are pink -tomorrow is "shorts day" at work. -i don't own shorts. -i've spent over $200 on ebay in the last month. addict.
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[May 28, 2006 // 3:19pm] |
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maybe things are better this way.
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[May 20, 2006 // 8:07am] |
last night Emy and I saw The Davinci Code.
And like all books turned movies, it didn't grasp the shit-your-pants, can't-stop-reading-or-i-might-die feeling that the book had. But it was good nonetheless. I love doing things with Emy because she always makes me feel like anything I have to say on the subject, no matter how completely off the wall, it always makes sence. She has never once made me feel like something I said was too stupid for human ears. And lately, thats hard to come by.
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[May 18, 2006 // 9:43pm] |
its funny how if you don't look in the mirror for long enough you just forget who you are. i swear i don't know anyones name anymore. blurs of faces and thats pretty much it. i've lost touch with everyones lives. my own life for that matter. i feel like if i stop for just one moment, i might explode.
i don't want to know a thing. the pressure is building. i've come undone.
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[May 15, 2006 // 5:15pm] |
family.
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[May 08, 2006 // 4:49pm] |

This is the first day of my life Glad I didn’t die before I met you Now I don’t care, I could go anywhere with you And I’d probably be happy
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[May 06, 2006 // 8:04am] |
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i hope im ready for this.
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[May 04, 2006 // 11:42am] |
i wanted to be further by now. i wanted to be better by now. i wanted to have greived by now. i wanted to have cried more by now. i wanted to feel better by now. i wanted to have finished by now. i wanted to have told you by now. i wanted to you have realized more by now. i wanted to have loved more by now. i wanted to have accomplished more by now. i wanted to be more grown up by now.
tell me im not the only one in a pit of self loathing.
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[April 30, 2006 // 1:42am] |

i know were different people then. but we were always the same.
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