Am I Losing You?

___holdon @ 2004-12-23T00:07:00

2004-12-23T05:08:22Z

_method__acting

New LJ. ADD IT KIDS.

Take, take everything. And leave me scrambling.

2004-12-23T00:05:36Z

So I got my hurrrr cut today. It's a lot shorter . . . but I think I like it. I actually wanted it alot shorter. But whatever.

Tomorrow=me going to the Wellington Mall with mi madre.

GLUG GLUG GLUG. I'm so tired.

I'll post pictures of my haircut when I get my pictures onto a CD. Bye bye <3

I LOVE YOU MR!

___holdon @ 2004-12-22T00:29:00

2004-12-22T05:29:44Z

I am searching my name on Google again. This time under "Katie Rose."

I found this webblog place with pictures of Asians in retro clothes. It's great.

___holdon @ 2004-12-21T23:59:00

2004-12-22T05:00:17Z

Heheheh

___holdon @ 2004-12-21T23:33:00

2004-12-22T04:34:55Z

THE PRINCESS BRIDE.

Sigh. Great movie.

___holdon @ 2004-12-21T14:18:00

2004-12-21T19:27:46Z

The best of O' fo <3

-Rob Hunt <3
-First Fall Out Boy/Matchbook Romance show.
-Summer school
-Meeting all of my new friends and not losing the ones I have now
-Homecoming
-Second Fall Out Boy/Matchbook Romance/Taking Back Sunday show. FUCKING AMAZING. Getting Pete to sign our shoes and then talking to Adam Lazarra (spelling?) and Patrick.
-That one sleepover we had where we stayed up ALL night and then went to work the next day.
-Jessica's Christmas party where we sang along to Fall Out Boy and watched Weird Science.

There's way more, but those were just the best.

Meh.

2004-12-21T04:25:37Z

So I got in a fight with my mom tonight. She said she wouldn't care if I moved in with my dad because I am really unpleasent. Uhm, fuck her.

How to make a Rose

Ingredients:

1 part success

3 parts humour

3 parts joy

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of emotion and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

I am bored so I searched my name on Google. Here's the funniest stuff I found.

Cheer force, heh.

This one's my favorite. What a nerd.

Mehe.

Hahahahahha.

Hahahahahahaaaaaaa.

___holdon @ 2004-12-19T16:54:00

2004-12-19T22:26:22Z

LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed: Me.
x. Saw you cry: Angela, Chrissy, and Jessica.
x. Made you cry: Uhm, mom.
x. Spent the night at your house: Chrissy.
x. You shared a drink with (alcholohic)- Uhm, I don't drink.
x. You went to the movies with: Uhm, I can't remember. Probably all of da' crew.
x. You went to the mall with: Danielle, Jessica, Chrissy.
x. Yelled at you: Maja.
x. Told you they loved you: Rob.

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Uh, no.
x. Been to New York: Yep. 3 times.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: Uh, I don't think so.
x. Had an imaginary friend: YEP SURE.
RANDOM
x. Red or blue: Red
x. Spring or Fall: Fall
x. Are you bored: A little bit.
x. Last noise you heard: Uhm, I heard "AHHH HAHAHAAH." From outside.
x. Last time you went out of the country: Uhm, never.
x. Things you like in a the opposite sex: Hair, eyes, smile.
x. What book are you reading now: Uhm, no book.
x. Worst feeling in the world: Not being loved.
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: I don't really think. I just kind of groan.
x. How many rings before you answer: I hate when people call me. I hate the phone. If it's for me, I'll answer it whenever I found my phone. If it's for my mom, I'll let my mom answer it.
x. Future daughter's name: Autumn.
x. Future son's name: Colin I guess.
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Timothy Thomas.
x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: It would be an actress.
x. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: Righty.
x. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: No. I try sometimes but I hate doing that. I type really fast though.
x. What's under your bed: Uhm, gross stuff.
x. Favorite sport to watch: Cheerleading. I hate watching other sports on TV.
x. Siblings: Two brothers.
x. Location: Coral Springs, Florida.
x. College plans: God I don't know.
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Nope.

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: Hellz nah. Crack is wack.
x. Do you drink: Nope.
x. Who is your best friend: I have a lot of best friends.
x. What are you most scared of: Uhm, death I guess.
x. What clothes do you sleep in: Usually just a t-shirt and pajame pants. Or sometimes just my clothes.
x. Who is the last person who called you: Angela. Like, two times. :)
x. Where do you want to get married: Overlooking the beach.
x. Favorite number(s): 7 <3
x. What type of automobile do you drive: I don't drive. But, I have a Chevy Cavalier.
x. Are you timely or always late: I am always on time.
x. Do you have a job: Nope.
x. Do you like being around people: I hate being alone. So yeah.
x. Best feeling in the world: Being loved. Or being kissed.
x. Are you a health freak: Not at all.

STUFF
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Not loved someone. Liked someone.
x. Want someone you don't have right now: Nope.
x. Are you lonely right now: Yes.
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: Yeah.
x. Do you want to get married: Yes.
x. Do you want kids: Yes.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: No, surprisingly. I usually cry like, once a day.
x. Bought something: Yes, cheese fries.
x. Said "I Love You": Yes.
x. Talked to someone: Yes.
x. Missed someone: Yes.
x. Hugged someone: Yes.
x. Fought with your parents: Yes.
x. Dream about someone you can't be with: No.
x. Had a lot of sleep: Yes.

___holdon @ 2004-12-19T11:59:00

2004-12-19T17:00:27Z

Searched "Kaitlin Rose" on Google.

Eh oh, oh eh.

2004-12-17T21:49:37Z

Uhm it's Christmas break lyk omigee!!

Yeaahhh budday.

So like, tonight=me sleeping over Smessica's house with Missy Chrissy.

Saturday=Day time=Danielle+Rose+Jessica+Chrissy=Paintin' da town!!!! Nighttime=PARTAY AT SMESS' HOUSE YEAH!!!

Sunday=Probably teh walk with Danielle and Missy Chrissy. YAY!

___holdon @ 2004-12-16T16:35:00

2004-12-16T21:35:18Z

Hahah YES! But I'm a way better kisser than 42%.

___holdon @ 2004-12-15T16:44:00

2004-12-15T21:48:14Z

It's the three year anniversary today. Mom won't let me go to the cemetary. Fuckin' midterms.

Oh GAWSH. I have too damn much to do and not enough time. I'm too fuckin' lazy.

___holdon @ 2004-12-13T20:02:00

2004-12-14T01:05:29Z

I hope this thinger isn't too small. It's CUTE.

edit: yeah it's not supposed to be that small.

___holdon @ 2004-12-13T18:31:00

2004-12-13T23:32:53Z

Uhm hi I hate cheerleading practice.

But I love Danielle Pinto!!!!

I also love ROBERT HUNT.

___holdon @ 2004-12-12T17:14:00

2004-12-12T22:16:18Z

It's cold all over the place. In my room. In my living room. Outside. I hate it.

Uhm, I wish I was a hippie.

___holdon @ 2004-12-11T22:23:00

2004-12-12T03:26:47Z

Uhm I hate cheerleading.

GAH. Why has your away message been on all day!?!!@^%&#*$#

___holdon @ 2004-12-08T13:01:00

2004-12-08T18:06:02Z

Uhm I am sick.

It's probably THAT TIME OF THE MONTH TYPE THING. But anyway. I am so sore all over my body and my head hurts and my throat hurts and I feel like I'm going to throw up but I CAN'T.

Also: I always chew on the insides of cheeks. And I've been doing it excessively lately. Well, it hurts like hell now. And I have a hole-type-thing in the side of my cheek. I can only feel it with my tongue, not my fingers. And so I go and alot of nastyness came off onto my finger. Now I'm bleeding. Okay I need to stop chewing on the insides of my cheeks.

___holdon @ 2004-12-06T21:01:00

2004-12-07T02:03:51Z

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. What makes me happy?
24. What makes me sad?
25. What reminds you of me?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
27. How well do you know me?
28. When's the last time you saw me?
39. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
30. Do you think I could kill someone?
31. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
32. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

I can't tell people exactly how I feel inside. You'd think I was crazy.

___holdon @ 2004-12-05T20:38:00

2004-12-06T01:39:50Z

Sorry I've updated 3 times today. I get really bored.

But anyway. Today sucked. I hate Sundays. I also hate Nickolodeon on Sunday's cos none of the good shows play. But whatever. So my mom made me wake up at 11:00 when I really wanted to sleep in later. She wanted me to do my chores. So I cleaned my room. And I faked dat bitch out yo, cos I didn't clean my bathroom. And then I sat in my room all day and talked online cos I'm a nerd and have nothing better to do. And then we went to get our Christmas tree at Lowe's. Man oh man. I love the smell of that place. And then I went out to dinner. And it sucked. I hate Applebees.

OKAY BYE!! <3YEAHYEAHYEAH

___holdon @ 2004-12-05T20:06:00

2004-12-06T01:09:44Z

OkayIhatetoday.

___holdon @ 2004-12-05T13:49:00

2004-12-05T18:54:02Z

Okay, Sundays are always really boring. And I hate Nickolodeon on Sundays cos they don't play the good shows.

And I was at Erica's last night and we went to Blockbuster and I saw the movie "Godsend" and it made me really sad.

___holdon @ 2004-12-05T00:50:00

2004-12-05T05:51:53Z

I try to make you happy and you fucking shut me down. Whatever. Everything's my fault. Even when I try to make things better.

What's the price to pay for glory?

2004-12-04T20:15:24Z

Meh. I just keep making the same hair over and over again. I have no inspiration.

___holdon @ 2004-12-02T20:51:00

2004-12-03T01:52:25Z

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___holdon @ 2004-12-02T19:21:00

2004-12-03T00:23:05Z

I am lucky to have my friends. That's all I have to say.

I love you guys and I hope we're still close when we get older.
And you're all beautiful and smart girls who make me feel better when I'm scared of grades and you care that I'm thinking of moving in with my dad. I thought you might not. I love you. Thank you for being so amazing. I love you.