shit [ 7/26/08 - 4:13 am ] proanorexia [breakingher] So its 4:15 am and if i go to bed now i'll never get up. an di have a hair appointment tomorrow.. well today and 130. but my gym opens soon! so i think i'll go work out. woo woo! kepp posting! keep me occupied

[ 7/26/08 - 10:54 am ] proanorexia [ana_lalala]  are apple cider vinegar tablets any good apart from hoodia what appetite suppressants are good? thanks!! why can't we lock posts?!

[ 7/26/08 - 5:28 pm ] proanorexia [28570] YAY I reached my first goal weight today. I'm 117lbs (52.9kg) from 119lbs (54kg)!! My end goal weight is 110lbs I also joined the school athletics team!! Oh and I'm now 5.9 and a half feet lol I grew half an inch!! Yeowwwwwwwwww Bella Xx

UGW? [ 7/26/08 - 3:24 am ] proanorexia [breakingher] So if you lovely ladies dont' mind me asking.. what are some of your UGW i'm just wondering.  OH ! and sorry.. your heights as well :) sorry

Yes! [ 7/26/08 - 10:06 am ] proanorexia [dreamy08] I reached my first goal weight today - 105 lb.  Yeah I know it's still huge compared to the rest of you lot, but still I'm happy. Only 5 more lb to go until my second goal weight!  :)

[ 7/26/08 - 5:00 am ] proanorexia [askingforflaws] im drunk again! yay. hahhaa i yelled at alex and said i oved chiton, but i loved him too and i miss dating chiton ause he pays so much attention to me but i love alex, who is my curren tbofriend. i cheated on alex with chiton! haha im a whore! wait does phone sex count as cheating?????????????????????? im socnfused! and wasted hhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaa ive never been so goddamn drunk its excellent alex is busy puking right now caus ehes drunk and highh hhhhhhaaaaaahhhhaaaaaaaa i love both of them alex= aawesome amazingly funny but a cheaaaaaater chiton= annoying, funny and completely devoted and obsessed hes sweet alex is funny and sweet im sweaty ew? im a whore i got alex back for cheating thou

tthis is going to be really random. [ 7/26/08 - 1:56 am ] proanorexia [kxannalise] but whenever you have sex. do you feel pleasure EVERY time ? or am i just weird. ha because with the boyfriends I've slept with, I didn't get the experience i was hoping for;

[ 7/26/08 - 8:35 pm ] proanorexia [lonely_ednos] arg  i feel like such a slut has any1 else ever slept with some one purely 4 the exercise it is so stupid and yet ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

today was hard. [ 7/26/08 - 1:11 am ] proanorexia [kxannalise] [ mood | lonely ] I was just walking around, and I don't know why, but I believe i saw about 43284932789 couples. It makes me sad,  My boyfriend passed away about a year ago by a hit and run and its days like these that I wish I was willing to move on and find someone who made me just as happy as he did. You guys keep me going. How are you ?

[ 7/26/08 - 1:02 am ] proanorexia [illremembersun] I was feeling shakey. It's 1 AM =/ I had a dannon light&fit yogurt so I wouldn't feel so awful. Bringing me to around 370 for the day? I still feel awful. But I'm trying to drown my pain with a can of cherry coke 0. someone please tell me it's possible to see a little bit of difference in 5 days. that my pants could fit just a little bit better? otherwise i feel like i might just stop trying alltogether and B/P until i either eat or puke myself to death. ='[

[ 7/26/08 - 3:43 am ] proanorexia [askingforflaws] sometimes i get so hungry it makes me nauseous. =\ im nauseous. its 3:45 am. and my boyfriend said he didnt want to talk to me because hes drunk and stoned. i said : k. whatever i get mad when he doesn't want to talk to me. i need a drink.

[ 7/26/08 - 3:42 am ] proanorexia [bells1492] ahhhhh control feels so good :D question: if you guys could change any one part of your body, what would it be and why?

My baby's got the lonesome lows. [ 7/26/08 - 12:22 am ] proanorexia [xoxanna] I'm 115 or something right now. And i'm really sad. Really lonely. Really fat. You know who I just love? Lupe Fiasco. If I ever meet him i'm gonna give him a hug. I swear his music saves me. :[ Hope you girls and guys are having a better daaay~ and good luck to you all. ♥

[ 7/26/08 - 1:18 am ] proanorexia [pro_fection16] what are good  work outs to make you lose weight and not get muscel?? or anyone know how to lose weight really fast. don't care if i get sick or anything. just need tips(=

[ 7/26/08 - 8:17 am ] proanorexia [insomni_ana] if i havent been to sleep in 2 days and ive just had breakfast does thta make it just a super long and super fat day ? haha

WOO!!! [ 7/26/08 - 1:17 am ] proanorexia [breakingher] So i definately am not a runner.. but i've been forcing myself every day to run. and yesterday i doubled my best time.  and today i DOUBLED my course and did in the same time as yesterday!!!! i am so happy!!! i think i asked htis already but i forget the answer do caffine pills supress appetite? because if so i am defo's picking some up tom hope everyone is doing well. Add me on msn i can't sleep and would love someone to IM fallen_lies66@hotmail.com think thin and stay strong ladies!! <3<3

[ 7/26/08 - 3:13 am ] proanorexia [askingforflaws] community hug. xx

Huge Thighs! [ 7/26/08 - 12:03 am ] proanorexia [lovehungryone] My thighs are disgusting...not that this just occurred to me, it's always been my fattest part. But I was just taking measurements, and I realized that my thigh is only 4 inches smaller than my waist. That's right ladies, ONE of my thighs is almost as big around as my waist is...wtf! I already have a lot of muscle (and flab!), so it seems like when I try to "tone" my legs they just get bigger :( Help! I know there is no miracle, but has anyone had success in thigh slimming exercises/lotions/magical potions?? lol

There is a boy. [ 7/25/08 - 6:28 pm ] proanorexia [illremembersun] I can't believe this happened. He is crazy about me. We barely know each other. We have been seperated by the end of our show's run and then vacations planned right after. But we've been talking non stop.. He wants to see me on the 3rd. I'm fat and always wore huge shirts and tights at rehearsals & was costumed in large clothes. I've got a pair of pants that barely fit right now. They can close but are very tight. too tight to comfortably wear. I'm going to work out hard and not eat much until then. i hope SOME sort of tiny difference can be made by tuesday so i can at least wear the pants and sit down in them. I dont know what to do with myself ='[

[ 7/26/08 - 12:03 am ] proanorexia [omguxie] FUCK ME I ATE A COOKIE.

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