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So, I'm still really stressed. To add to my stress I got a job at Coldstone... I guess I really like icecream. it's 7.75 an hour plus tips ... tips are nice. Get paid every two weeks. So it's going to be nice to see money come in... I just feel like I have no spare time and it makes me miss some aspects of home.. which sucks because Chicago is the most amazing thing that I could ever have. All my roommates are super homesick and crying a lot. It's strange. It's like they all starting missing home out of no where. I don't think I'm homesick because I would rather be here.. but it would be nice to have an escape. Classes are super busy.. I have all these papers due but no time to do them... especially with a job added on. I miss hanging out with Jade and Dan and everyone on the weekends and just partying and enjoying myself being a blurry mess... or something. I'm going home this weekend... so this week is going to go by way too slow. I have way too much laundry to do... I have no clean socks. Fuck.
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Critical Mass on friday was nuts/really fun. Biked around 35 miles 6 of which were down Lakeshore Drive. Insane? I kind of think so.
The past couple days I was in an emotional funk. Today, I felt much better. The sun's out, it's chilly, the leaves are changing colors. So I bike down to 7 11 to get cigarettes and my foot slips into the spokes of my front tire. I flip over the handle bars and then the rest of my bike followed. I came home and got drunk at 10 in the morning passed out by noon and woke up an hour ago to study for my art history quiz. Today has just been all kinds of fucked up and it's not even 2 yet.
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Brennen has been here all week. We've been communicating with squirrels a lot.
it's been interesting.
i've been so bitchy this week. fighting with dan, a lot. getting annoyed by everyone, a lot.
i am super stressed because i still don't have a job and i'm living off my loan, which is nice... until i think about how i have to pay it back someday.
so, i need a job... i also need to write a paper for monday morning and i have to have a design drew up for my class on monday night.. i haven't started either.
i really don't know what i'm going to do for my design... it's just all stressful and obnoxious... like i said , everything and everyone is annoying. haha.
also, i've got the ex sending me really depressing texts lately... saying he misses me and how things used to be... and i just don't want to deal with it.. i'm 6 hours away... blaahhh. it seems like he only texts to tell me bad news or that he misses me and feels like shit. i don't understand why. then, whenever i text him something good or something in general.. he doesnt' respond or he is negative... he is one of my best friends... but he is such a rollercoaster.
anyhow.
last night brennen, dan, jade and i ate coldstone and then went to lindsay's and watched freaks and geeks and partied a little.
it was pretty cooool. came back and watched the big lebowski. dan and brennen left and i slept until 2:00 today.... i think i'm going to try to write my paper maybe before i do anything... but who knows.
i really want fall to come stat. it's still hot as fuck... and fall is my favorite season. it's very comfortable.
i get a break from school life soon and dan and i are going to michigan on october 10th-12th to see some people.
we really only have saturday to do anything because we get in at 11:30 on Friday... to Detroit... two hours from home... then leave sunday at 6:30... i think.
so, it's just gonna leave enough time for seeing some people, seeing angel's baby, my parents, my best friends... yeah... idk.
it'll be weird not hearing the train pass by every ten minutes.
and driving a car. and not having to take elevators up in a high rise building everyday.
haha.
Blaahhhh, life. shower.
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