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User:___girlafraid (6843304)
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Location:west columbia, South Carolina, United States
Birthdate:1988-07-17
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you meant the world to me. all i have now is memories. your love brought joy to my heart. you meant the world to me. tears of sorrow stream from my broken soul but i will see you again. when this world fades away i will see you again.


i'm your average antisocial outcasted (almost) 17 year old female. i believe in living life as simply as possible. if there's too much interference then shit gets out of control and i can't stand that. i want control of my life. i struggle with that (probably daily) because i like to know what's next. 9 times out of 10 when you see me smiling - it's fake. i hate fake, though. i hate posers. & posers who admit they're posers are even worse. i would say that i hate scene kids, but some of them are pretty cool. straight-edge is cool but it's not my thing. i love hardcore. music, that is. but porn is cool too. i love coffee. any kind, but my favourite is something really strong or really chocolatey. i choose friends wisely. i have a few friends that i trust with my life - everyone else is just there but they're loved. i have three sister's who aren't really sisters but they should be. kim, erica, and stephanie. kim's my cousin, erica's someone i've known since i was like 5 (but we weren't friends until later on), and stephanie is someone who saw through me like glass - even at my weakest point. the three most awesome people in the world. if you're looking for someone who will listen, then i'm your girl - but i'm not very open unless i feel a connection with you. i'm bisexual & i will date girls.. but i'm single.. maybe looking, probably not. i'm not sure. if something happens, it happens. if not, it's not going to bring me down. sometimes i can express my feelings better with music.. with lyrics. don't be surprised when you find lyrics posted in italics on my entries. musicislifetome<3. i don't play any instruments, but if you do then i love you. if you're a tall(but not-too-tall) guy with dark/black hair and you play guitar then you are god. if you add me, there's an 99% chance i'll add you back. my journal is friends-only for a reason: i don't want weird freaks reading everything about my life or my struggles with self injury, my body image, and how i perceive things. anyhow.. to sum this up- i'm a lover, a friend, a daughter, a dreamer, a thinker, a writer, and a listener.




Interests:92: 80's cartoons, ambulance ltd, ani difranco, army green, as cities burn, as i lay dying, atlanta, avenged sevenfold, biggie smalls, bisexual girls, black hair dye, black rimmed glasses, body piercing, boys in tight pants, boys who can scream, boys who play guitar, boys with long hair, busta rhymes, candles, chinese food, chino xl, christie front drive, chuck taylors, coffee, coffeehouses, coma eternal, converse, courtyard coffeehouse, dead poetic, devildriver, duct tape, eat your heart out, espresso, evergreen terrace, everytime i die, faygo soda, felt tip markers, finch, forever i burn, girls, girls with piercings, godsmack, guns n roses, hardcore, hardcore shows, hawthorne heights, headbanging, ice water, if hope dies, in flames, incense, indie rock, korn, lattes, lesbian pornography, long drives, long haired boys, mazzy star, mental institutions, messenger bags, mountain dew, myrtle beach, novels, old school adidas, passion fruit, pierced boys, prozac, radhiohead, rainy days, safety pins, salad, scarswillfade, sonic youth, southern rap, strawberry soda, sunny day real estate, super mario bros, sweet smells, texas is the reason, the buzzcocks, the deftones, the get up kids, the moldy peaches, thrift stores, thursday, tupac shakur, underoath, valium, vegetarian boys, vegetarians, waffle house, writing.
Schools:None listed
Friends:None listed.
Friend of:6: beingreatjusux, kaleidsoscope, lanka_darling, no_faerytale, platypuspunk13, sixx_rocks_me
Member of:11: _____add_it_upp, ___addme___, _dearsomebody, _knowyoulive, _makeafriend, _self_afflicted, add_me_im_rad, addme___, addmelovely, bassethounds, thecost
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