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whispers.

Created on 2005-04-18 20:21:00 (#6843304), last updated 2005-06-05

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Birthdate:	07-17
Location:	west columbia, South Carolina, United States

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you meant the world to me. all i have now is memories. your love brought joy to my heart. you meant the world to me. tears of sorrow stream from my broken soul but i will see you again. when this world fades away i will see you again.

i'm your average antisocial outcasted (almost) 17 year old female. i believe in living life as simply as possible. if there's too much interference then shit gets out of control and i can't stand that. i want control of my life. i struggle with that (probably daily) because i like to know what's next. 9 times out of 10 when you see me smiling - it's fake. i hate fake, though. i hate posers. & posers who admit they're posers are even worse. i would say that i hate scene kids, but some of them are pretty cool. straight-edge is cool but it's not my thing. i love hardcore. music, that is. but porn is cool too. i love coffee. any kind, but my favourite is something really strong or really chocolatey. i choose friends wisely. i have a few friends that i trust with my life - everyone else is just there but they're loved. i have three sister's who aren't really sisters but they should be. kim, erica, and stephanie. kim's my cousin, erica's someone i've known since i was like 5 (but we weren't friends until later on), and stephanie is someone who saw through me like glass - even at my weakest point. the three most awesome people in the world. if you're looking for someone who will listen, then i'm your girl - but i'm not very open unless i feel a connection with you. i'm bisexual & i will date girls.. but i'm single.. maybe looking, probably not. i'm not sure. if something happens, it happens. if not, it's not going to bring me down. sometimes i can express my feelings better with music.. with lyrics. don't be surprised when you find lyrics posted in italics on my entries. musicislifetome<3. i don't play any instruments, but if you do then i love you. if you're a tall(but not-too-tall) guy with dark/black hair and you play guitar then you are god. if you add me, there's an 99% chance i'll add you back. my journal is friends-only for a reason: i don't want weird freaks reading everything about my life or my struggles with self injury, my body image, and how i perceive things. anyhow.. to sum this up- i'm a lover, a friend, a daughter, a dreamer, a thinker, a writer, and a listener.

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