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[01 Oct 2005|02:53pm] |
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i have been trying not to feel this way for a long time, seems like the only thing that makes me smile now a days is long night conversations and a cute teddy bear. ASB is so stressful and is taking up so much time, but its all worth it. friends are just weird too, there seems to be so much rude and crude comments and bittering that it makes me frown. there are still more good times than bad, its nothing toxic, but it really makes me think about everything. last night was really fun tho, i do admit. i saw alot of people that i havent seen in forever and a day. i miss everyone. i wish i could organize my time better so i could hang out with everyone i want to. NONE of my friends nor i made homecoming court, it was so weird. courtney, kelsey, cilla, moody and i were not called. wow. not sad at all tho. ha! i am excited about homecoming, it should be great. :) im in a writing and creative mood, i think that means i should be making a birthday card for mark but whatever. i want to go shopping, not sure where tho...alemany messed up my schedule so much that i almost wasn't allowed to graduate! but i worked it all out, i just can go to a 4 year, but i wasn't planning on it anyway. if i wanted to i would have to drop out of yearbook and pych. and take all real classes and early morning class and a semester at night school...okay no thanks. thats a joke for me. i can barely handle the classes i got now. ha! but that didnt bother me at all, because that wasn't in my plans but art school was and my dad said he doesn't see going at an art school or to San Francisco, so i am kinda still angry about that. okay, its card time now. haha. <33 sorry for talking about nothing important.
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[04 Sep 2005|10:40pm] |
anyone up for a photoshoot?
i really want one, and i need models...
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[21 Aug 2005|12:37am] |
so i just got back from san fran and camping at a lake...i havent been home for 2 weeks and when i FINALL Y get to go home...i see THIS!!
its allll mine. its so cute. haha. jfkdlsa!!
san fran, pockys, shopping, my dream college, new friends/people, camping, drunk people, uno, lets get it on, then staying at kelseys for a few more days, going to the beach, seeing my girls again!, hooka, then seeing vinster! and everyone else that i havent seen in ages, then i get home and JTRKLASDD! i get a car! i love it! WOOO!
<3 <3 <3
the best 2 weeks of life ever. now school starts on wed...
MANY MANY MANY MORE PICTURES TO COME! :)
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| i wanna come FIRST! |
[05 Jul 2005|02:29pm] |
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So I'm at Courtney's casa, we are just chillin', talking and updating each other on our lives and that reminded me to do so on here...
I want and looking for a job and I am still awaiting my car (i know i am getting one soon...some family members can't keep secrets for shit, i love it.) I ended something that was going no where..i hate liars. why "see" someone if they don't want something serious? goshhhh..ha. (inside joke but true.) i wish i could be a wonderful writer like Carrie Bradshaw. i just went shopping and i love EVERYTHING then of course i brought more when i was job hunting...im dumb. i love my friends more than life itself even when they fustrate me...like courtney and her love life and when she says "fatty wants a figgg." (another inside joke.) i lost all my numbers out of my phone, so feel free to call me, i need your numbers :) so we can hang outtttt. yesssss. gjahjdfsal.
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[20 Jun 2005|04:46pm] |
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watch out road, im on it now. thats right, i got my license ! <333
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[11 Jun 2005|01:43am] |
i love summer
i love my friends
i love my cell being off because of hourly calls.
i love pictures (posting soon)
i love sleeping over
i love being seniors
i love "wheres the beef??"
i love india and indonesia
i love card cards
i love the beach
i love swimming
i love sleeping in
i love baking (yes, baking)
i love coldplay
i love license (june 20th)
i love gelson's
i love tonight and the rest of my time to come.
<333
i hate boys
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[01 Jun 2005|06:38pm] |
this shit is bananas.
too much work for the end of the year...
senior year is gonna rock my world, i cannot wait!
this weekend was so relaxing, palm springs with one of my best friends.
so sometimes i fall outta golf carts...so what?
p.s. im driving sooooon :)
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[15 May 2005|07:11pm] |
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im a nervous wreck and this room is close to that too. fgdsjkl wish me luck!!
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[14 May 2005|02:43am] |
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Friday nights are bad, thats what we have come up with. so we saw my friend scott perform and then hung out at cillas with nat court kelsey danny and joey, we missed shay shay tho! CONGRATS TO COURTNEY AND CILLA!! here are pictures of my night and p.s. court and i had fun PHOTOSHOPPING. ha. people... DIRTY MINDS courtney, you win....pervert. i love you. PANCAKES! danny wins second. BUGS SUCK! no reallys, they are eating us. why are we up at this hour? im sick. goodnight.
( friday nights ROCK! ...notCollapse )
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[05 May 2005|10:21pm] |
ready
set
go!
im off again to see my sister tomorrow. i havent packed still. i love my new camera, i printed my first picture off it tonight, it looks perfect. ahhhh. pictures of baby b when i get back. this coming week is work work work thanks to apol and then that weekend is filled with good doing, community service and then thank god, memorial weekend where i and hopefully cilla will be off to my humble home in Palm Springs for 3 to 4 days. pleaseeeeeeeee say i get tan, i will die if i dont. now a days, i am having a harder time expressing my feelings. no clue why...really hope it goes away tho...i feel bad!
when is the next gossip girl coming out?!
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[01 May 2005|02:16am] |
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my bday was actually really good. i love my dad, my mom, my friends -cilla, kelsey, frankie, shay nat court danny and stud, my new camera, my shopping spree (part1), my money, my shopping spree that awaits (part 2), everyone that called me to wish me a happy birthday, starbucks, surprise visits from one that was supposed to be in arizona :) and courtney because she will sleep with me tonight...woo. <3333333fhesa934890fsankld. the end.
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| i think hitler was a hippie |
[21 Apr 2005|11:29pm] |
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yesterday was a random day but it was fun, 420.
my wife came over today and made me dinner and then my gay boyfriend came over to join me for dinner. then 3 wonderful friends stopped by surprisingly and we got a little crazy, watched the OC and it was great. my mom is gone and my little sister is on a trip. my older sister is in the hospital as of today...im ready to see a baby soon. im going up there this weekend. im very behind in school...damnit i need those grades, my car awaits. i have too much homework to do. i have stupid driving tomorrow after school. at this point i am typing anything. i want a new camera....jklgd.
my birthday is next weekend...what to do? any suggestions??
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[13 Apr 2005|05:38pm] |
this week is getting worse as it goes on, and its only half way over.
thank god for 4 day weekends.
fuck this shit, i hate people.
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