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Deliverance n. : 1. the act of delivering someone or something: the state of being delivered; LIBERATION, RESCUE
[Merriam-Webster, 2005-2006.]

Reality is perception, perceptions change, therefor reality is fluid, so if by "reality" you mean reliably tangible objects and imutable events, there's no such thing. - Deliverance Payne

known as: Beck, Becky, Rebecca, Beckster, Boo-boo

Tall. Mature. The Baby. Elegant. Single. Virgin. Non-smoker. Childlike. Sweetheart. Intuitive. Abstract-thinker. Natural. Emotion-driven. Slightly Sensitive. Perfectionist. Procrastinator. Open-minded. Down-to-Earth. Quiet. Recover of Severe Shyness. Reserved around new people/things. Lazy. Clumsy. Introverted. Klutz. Irritable at times. Spontaneous on occasion. Kindhearted. Vivacious when hyper. Disorganized. Ambitious. Intelligent. Dedicated. Unique. Flirtatious. Sarcastic. Extremely Loyal. Easy-going. Atrocious Speller. Vague. Borderline-walker. Slacker. Clever. Caring. Moody at times. Trustworthy. Trusting, but not Foolish. Honest (as long as it doesn’t cause hurt). Forgiving, but never forgets. Peacemaker. Animal-lover. Giving. Easily amused. Amiable. Night Owl. Listener rather that a speaker. Petrified of Public speaking. Speculative. Overactive imagination. Friendly. Warm. Subtly passionate. Female yet independent. Dreamy yet serious. Mischievous and nice. Sensual and down to earth. Approachable. Comfortable. Giver, not a taker. Unconditional lover. Extremely attached after time. Predisposed to sulkiness and brooding. Given to pensive thoughts. Easily becomes reserved and withdrawn. Has difficulties making decisions. Introspective. Conflict avoidant. Spiritual.

Destroyed jeans. Meaningful conversations. Songwriting. Wide silver rings. Henna tattoos. Angelina Jolie. Quotes. Originality. Italian guys. Mythical creatures. Dinner Dates. Combat boots. Elves. Spooning. Autumn. Muscle cars. The 60's. Art Nouveau. Indian style prints. Literature. Blank books. Pen & ink. Chocolate brown nail polish. Toadstools. Trees. Latin. Roses. Thunderstorms. Intelligence. Snow. Anatomy. Elephant figurines. Cats. Rooftops. Unicorns. Cuddling. Hands. Dancing. Live shows. Hand holding. Photography. NYC. Blown glass. Woods. Bookstores. Singing. Cuff bracelets. Acoustic guitars. Genuine people. Chapstick. Pasta. Large Italian families. Insomnia. Peace. Empty movie theaters. Arthurian history. Russian language. Lampposts. The faint smell of cigarette smoke.

Abortions. Animal Cruelty. Early Mornings. Linen. Loneliness. Rudeness. Bluetooth headsets. Giraffes. Coffee. Fickleness. Excessive girlyness. Olives. Stupidity. Depression. Shallowness. Chest Hair. Conflict. Egotists. Eggs. Needy guys. Justin Timberlake. Breakouts. Yellow. Arrogance. Cramming for exams. Reality TV. Headaches.

tunes: Johnny Cash. Brad Sucks. Sigur Ros. Jethro Tull. Red Hot Chili Peppers. Pink Floyd. Led Zeppelin. Tool. Placebo. Coldplay. Radiohead. Simon & Garfunkel. Dean Martin. Tony Bennett. Milla Jovovich. Kaki King. Kelli Scarr. Patti Smith. Bob Dylan. Smashing Pumpkins. PJ Harvey. Blue Oyster Cult. Fiona Apple. Incubus. The Doors. The Postal Service. Jack Johnson. Peter Paul and Mary.

visuals: Jack Yerka. Michael Parks. Svetlana Valueva. Gustav Kimlit. Alphonse Mucha. Yositaka Amano. Susan Seddon Boulet. H. R. Giger. David Ho. Marc Fishman. Edward Gorey. Mark Ryden. John Waterhouse. Van Gogh. Kurt Halsey. Marc Chagall. Jackson Pollock. Maxfield Parrish. Charles Bragg. Remedios Varo. Redon Odilon. Jan Tourop. Christophe Vacher. Daniel Marriam. Sandrine Gestin. De Es Schwertberger. William Blake.

films: Spirited Away. Series of Unfortunate Events. Narnia. Edward Scissorhands. Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas. The Nightmare B4 Christmas. Constantine. Fight Club. SLC Punk. Donnie Darko. The Usual Suspects. Garden State. Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind. About a Boy. Star Wars. Amelie. The Virgin Suicides. Igby Goes Down. The Royal Tenanbaums. The Addams Family. The City of Lost Children. Heathers. Peter Pan. Thumbelina. Ghost World. Interview with the Vampire. Ferngully. WS Romeo & Juliet. Girl, Interrupted. Picnic at Hanging Rock. Ghormanghast. Monty Python and the Holy Grail. Seven. The Secret of Nimh. Merlin. Sleepy Hollow. Equilibrium. Dazed and Confused. Bram Stokers Dracula. The Mists of Avalon.

reads: Peter Hoeg. Neil Gaiman. Gregory Maguire. Michael Ende. Charles de Lint. Mervyn Peak. Samuel Taylor Coleridge. CS Lewis. Keats. Kerouac. Ginsberg. Lewis Carrol. Ralph Waldo Emerson. Poe. Rimbaud. Sylvia Plath. Palahniuk. Vonnegut. Oscar Wilde. Edugenies. Henry David Thoreau. J.D. Salinger. Laura Hamilton. Kaftka.