It's not like i dont deserve everything thats happenend to me.

BUT I REGRET NOTHING.
also i hate
sleeping supplements
counselers who dont know what the fuck they're talking about
and addictionoligists.
I dont need any of them.


I MISS BRICE H. Nelson.


I decided for my future i just want to be an indian and get my own casino and rip off rich white people with gambling problems
or i want to be somewhat of a bum and live wherever the fuck i want to and just not worry or know where or what im gonna eat or drink next i want to get out of this countr y and go to mexico or somewhere witha forest or jungle or some shit like that.

Im beginning to hate my family
biut who the fuck cares i don't care about any of this i just think about the good times i had and It makes me happy. There will never be anything like those days and i wouldnt give them up for anything.