User Profile
Add Friend
Add Note
Track User
Send Message
Send V-Gift
ciao bella
and the days go by like a strand in the wind.
Created on 2004-12-05 07:45:45 (#5360353), last updated 2009-07-12
295 comments received, 1,193 comments posted
Plus Account [Gift]
94 Journal Entries, 95 Tags, 4 Memories, 0 Virtual Gifts, 84 Userpics
Basic Info BioEighteen year-old girl. I don't drink, take drugs or have sex. I don't know how to drive a car and I don't plan on learning how to anytime soon. I take the bus and train to school. Cigarettes, writing and food are my vices. My disorders do not dictate my every action in life these days, I am not debilitated by them, though they do carry some influence from time to time. You could almost call me recovered, as I'd rather be known to you as normal than not. I've been fatter and I've been thinner, and right now I am content as I am. My projected image is important, though not in the conventional way that other teens obsess over their looks to fit in. Sometimes I want to be feared, but most of all I want to be seen as an intellectual. I look and act younger than I really am. I should be in university by now, and I most likely would be had my illnesses not reared their ugly head 4 years ago. I feel as though I am stuck in my childhood, attempting to try it all over again because mine was so shitty. I am a multi-faceted fraud; I am a different character to each person I encounter. I refuse to eat anything that has lived, breathed and had a soul. The person I most love in this world is my mother. The person I most hate is my father.
"Love don't make things nice. It ruins everything, it breaks your heart.
It makes things a mess. We aren't here to make things perfect.
The snowflakes are perfect, the stars are perfect; but not us.
We are here to ruin ourselves and to break our hearts and to love the wrong people and die."
- Moonstruck
It makes things a mess. We aren't here to make things perfect.
The snowflakes are perfect, the stars are perfect; but not us.
We are here to ruin ourselves and to break our hearts and to love the wrong people and die."
- Moonstruck
ConnectInterests (150):
200 cigarettes, 24, agyness deyn, amphetamines, angelina jolie, animal activism, animals, ano-fauxs, anorexia nervosa, anti pro-ana, anti-ana, art, art deco, atheism, avant garde, ball pits, bangs, barack obama, beaches, behati prinsloo, billy joel, biographies, black and white photography, bob dylan, body dysmorphic disorder, books, borderline personality disorder, brie cheese, brite crawlers, bulimia nervosa, celebrities, cemeteries, chloe sevigny, cigarettes, coco rocha, comedy, corona beer, david bowie, depression, diet coke, eating disorder awareness, eating disorders, ebay, exercise, falafels, fashion, feminism, fiction, films, freja beha erichsen, frustration, fyodor dostoyevsky, geminis, georgia frost, girl interrupted, green tea, grunge, happiness, health, history, horror films, irina lazareanu, jason statham, jazz, jenny lewis, journalism, kittens, laughing, laura hollins, learning, leaving las vegas, leonardo dicaprio, life, lj, lolita, long hair, loofas, lulz, maine coons, major depressive disorder, marlboro lights, meds, melbourne, memoirs, men, modeling, models, moonstruck, music, mustangs, my bedroom, my cat, my family, my mother, my sister, myspace, new zealand, nineteen eighty-four, obsessive compulsive disorder, old bicycles, outpatient treatment, pansexual, peppermint tea, photography, polaroid cameras, prison break, pro-recovery, prozac, psychology, record players, ridgemont high, rilo kiley, river phoenix, sarcasm, schadenfreude, sean penn, secondhand clothing, secrets, self mutilation, shelby mustang, shoplifting, sour peach hearts, starbucks lattes, starvation, stephen colbert, stilettos, stories, summer, summertime, tea, the beach, the doors, the gold coast, the simpsons, travel, traveling, trifle, trypophobia, veganism, vegemite, vintage clothing, virginity, vodka, watermelon, weight loss, wentworth miller, white oleander, writing, ziggy stardust, ♥
External Services:
 | ciaobellakate | |
Schools:
St. Richard's Primary School - Melbourne, VIC, Australia (1996 - 2002)Luther College - Melbourne, VIC, Australia (2003 - 2007)
Swinburne Institute of Technology - Croydon - Melbourne, VIC, Australia (2007)
Box Hill Institute of TAFE - Melbourne, VIC, Australia (2009 - present)
Friends [View Entries] Friends (73):
____abercrombie, ___ciaobella, _clochette_, allie_said, allomate, allthatjazz3088, amongthelivingx, ana_mia_niac, baristress, bekahrooney, bullet_goes_in, carviangli, cherri_suga, colormeskinny, cupcake_and_sun, ednoskinny, elysesewell, freedomthieves, gemxpink, hairnetparadise, hello_lub, hxartcore, in_n0sense, inspirationpls, jadoremaigre, just_noticeable, justabear, kiskimee, lifeismycatwalk, linz_ballerina, lolita_flower, lost_energy, luce_bytch, m3_mys3lf_ana, madid, mellaxbella, missjennalee, modelnation, myaneexperience, neverxenoughx, ohdara, panicparade, peu_girafe, podunkchic, popgothepeaches, proof_of_faith, purpleplague, purplestarfish1, rebeccawonteat, regalis, ribcage_diagram, samus2, sarah910328, silentstones, splinds, taheem, teacup_x, thatkategirl, thin_as_edie, thinforthewin, thinsilhouette, thinspirationmy, threebarfire, totalrapture, twiggysnakez, tzarina, unstarve, vena_cava_x, vikusias, whitegulls, xhitxmexclown, xolily, ymioikn
Mutual Friends (64):
____abercrombie, ___ciaobella, _clochette_, allie_said, allomate, allthatjazz3088, amongthelivingx, ana_mia_niac, baristress, bekahrooney, bullet_goes_in, carviangli, cherri_suga, colormeskinny, cupcake_and_sun, ednoskinny, freedomthieves, hairnetparadise, hello_lub, hxartcore, in_n0sense, inspirationpls, jadoremaigre, just_noticeable, justabear, lifeismycatwalk, linz_ballerina, lolita_flower, lost_energy, luce_bytch, madid, mellaxbella, modelnation, myaneexperience, ohdara, panicparade, peu_girafe, popgothepeaches, proof_of_faith, purpleplague, purplestarfish1, rebeccawonteat, regalis, ribcage_diagram, samus2, sarah910328, silentstones, splinds, taheem, teacup_x, thatkategirl, thin_as_edie, thinforthewin, thinsilhouette, thinspirationmy, threebarfire, totalrapture, twiggysnakez, unstarve, vena_cava_x, vikusias, whitegulls, xhitxmexclown, xolily
Communities [View Entries] Watching (59):
agynes_deyn, agynessfans, anamia_drama, animalactivists, animalrescue, anorexia_speaks, ask_a_nurse, bathroomtile, beautyremedies, borderline, bpdawareness, cheapvegan, coco_rocha, corykennedyy, depression, diet_cookbook, draw_a_heart, dylandetective, ed_friends, ed_positivity, ed_seriously, ed_ucate, fiercified, fuck_and_sex, guessmyheritage, iheartmyroom, iicons_jetaime, irina_lazareanu, irinafans, jennylewis, joshhartnett_, kitehigh, la_ot, lentils_rice, leoandkate, lol_anaz, lol_teenz, matineeidols, michaelandsara, mission101_2009, naturalliving, noirfacade, ourbedrooms, overanorexia, overheardinmelb, pbreak_icons, pinkdandylions, premade_ljs, purgatorium, ranoutofcreativ, rilokiley, splodefromcute, stupid_ljsecret, sudsalot, trcopyright, trypophobia, vegetarian, vegetarians, wentpicoftheday
Feeds [View Entries] Watching (0)
