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dear someone, i had a dream about you last night. i hardly ever have dreams about you anymore, heck, its been 3 years since we've been together, its been 3 years since i have seen you, its been 3 years since ive told you that i love you. i mean we both know i still and always will love you, you were my first love, and they never die.
in the dream we were at your house, and you were sitting there and told me we didnt have enough sex. so we went to the bedroom, and it was us having sex for the first time again, like in my dream we had went back to that first time. and then later on in the dream, we went to this festival, where all these girls had to do certain competitions to win your heart, and i asked you if i could be apart of it, and you said no.
it was very discouraging. then i woke up. and i missed you all over again, like the night we went our seperate ways. and it hurt me all over again, and the pain of loosing you was just as hard as it was, that fateful night 3 years ago. i miss you. and i wish we talked still. even if your with someone, as am i, it would be nice to remenise of the past sometimes, it would be nice to hear your voice, because even though i havent heard it in 3 years, i can still hear it when i close my eyes.
-your ex girlfriend
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