whats meant to be......

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 03:51:57 GMT

ahhhhh. jarrett and googie are my loverererers.

for real. mae show on sunday house of blues. those two people + mae =hotttttt damn bitch.

...hopeeeeeeefully.

STATE TOMORROWWWWW.

tonight was cute. even though i have like thorns in my ass. I gotta love TPing and walking down rapist alley. for the 3rd time.

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 23:46:45 GMT

you know who i <3, beaver parvis.

even though he got me into shit with layererer. oh poor layer<3 no sex for him

oh i love alyssa too.

stephanie should come back to school.

and i honestly hope i don't get raped/die from a car crash in layers car. its scary as fuck. it's sad that he's jens brother. so sad.

after layer dropped me off. i hun gout with ashley. it was especially nice.

goodnighty.

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 04:20:35 GMT

So whats with my new obsession with sex and the city.

it's pretty amazing. i must say.
I got 40 bucks so my dad doesnt approve but he said he'd buy the 1st season for me tomorrow after work.

Anyways...
yesterday I was pretty upset about how things are changing. and I was quite depressed. but then I went to band and I realized that maybe it's ok. and maybe i shouldnt fight it or get mad but more or less not care. become more laidback and let things go. So I'm trying to do that? Well So band was fun. but then again when isn't it. I'm getting close with some of the coolest people ever. brittany, juli, matt. Well gary finalllllllly asked brittany out. yay. and then brent and all of them made some bet that me and eric were having sex?! Well we werent and then on our way home our bus broke down....again. and me and eric got switched buses on to daves bus :/ but it was ok.

Then today I slept til like 3. hahaha. then around 6 me and dena went to susz's party. kinda lame so we walked around and came back and we hung out with brittany and curtis and then eric showed up. so it was better than being alone all night. Then matt came. oh wow I <3 that boy. who could've that that such a pervert would be such an amazing person. haha. and think its jen layer's brother. sicccccck. but we had a fight about who was more of a pervert. and needless to say i won. to the fact that he was yelling at me for making out on the bus when he fingered somebody on a bus. so. i think that was the breaking point.haha. and then I came home and I've been watching sex and the city. and its great. and now i'm talking to jarrett.sooooo.byeeeeeeee<3

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 22:56:05 GMT

"Of course I think other guys are cute-
But every time I see a cute guy I remind myself of how cute you are, how sweet you are, how you can always brighten up my day.... and suddenly, that other guy doesn't look so good anymore"

<3333333

Today was uninteresting. to say the least. at least no drama? well alright, there was a little.
chelsea and I talked about the whole big spinelli/her/jason...dealy. haha. that is messed up
and then after school I hun gout with eric for a little bit we went to the park.

Tim called me last night... I didn't answer :/

I'm really tired.

I can't wait until lessons tonight. oh cute guitar boyss<3

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 01:03:19 GMT

<3I'mma go all the way to hickville missouri<3
seriously best years of my life.
well, not really, maybe, i'll decide that later.

should I have some serious section unity???!
hmmm. probly not. but that might not stop me.

oh ya, matt layer=extremely nice, considering i thought he was perv. I sit with him at lunch. and we were talking and I find him very nice. one on one. maybe not in band. simon said he was only being nice to get in my pants. but believe me. i know when people are hitting on me. and he wasn't at all.
assembly tomorrow, ditching, i think yes.

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 20:48:25 GMT

i have no idea what i want.

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 00:29:49 GMT

i dont feel good. i have a sore throat.

i hope this week goes well. stephanie packel makes me so happy :)

I saw mr. j today. and not jake. but a different j, my j. hahhahaha. ya but we talked going down to lunch it was cute. i wish eric was tall.

goodnight

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 01:54:57 GMT

no doubt=my new best friend.

um
ya
so
people
are pretty cool
i think jarret is pretty cool. so is eric. i <3 new friends.

oh my short term crushes <3

g'nighty.

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 23:34:08 GMT

wowowoow.
let me just go into detail.
bout all the people that i <3

first of all.
their like all boys...how cliche is thaT??!?!

eric penicka-because who doesn't want to hit that?!?! haha. no but for being the only cool kid in my algebra class.

beaver and mark-cause marching by them is hysterical. and plus they talk to me, who the fuck does that?

jackie jaje-cause being with her during the show is amazingly mad fun<3

tim-because he's a guy. and he knows how to be macho, when i don't want a sissy boy around. honestly. i talked to him for the first real time since school started and i was telling him about dave. and he was like "tell him to go fuck himself" and then he asked if we'd had sex. and i said no. but he wants to know how far we've gone. so i told him we'd talk later. haha.

sam-because hes cool and scene. and hes probly why i've been up on aim until like 1 am.

jack- because wow even though hes dating a ho. and he knows i dont like it hes still like really like there for me. wow. that kid. surprises you. the biggest dick. or the sweetest guy. honestly when he IMs me and asks how life is and i tell him good, he wants know why and he cares.

and mariah carey-even though you too ghetto ho for me. you're music has a very good theme to it. ha. probly cause im going through it. oh shake it off<3

and jack's mannequin- im probly gonna marry you.

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 01:11:14 GMT

Karen

Which Mean Girl are you?
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THATS CUTEEEEEEEE. I wish i was gretchen though. I <3 gretchen && the funny thing is that I did not even try to be stupid filling that out.

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 22:34:37 GMT

woooo,

Partys

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 01:41:17 GMT

Bold what you have saw

Napoleon Dynamite
Saw
White Noise
Anger Managment
50 First Dates
Jason X
Scream
Scream 2
Scream 3
Scary Movie
Scary Movie 2
Scary Movie 3
American Pie
American Pie 2
American Wedding
Harry Potter
Harry Potter 2
Harry Potter 3
The Wedding Singer
Little Black Book
The Village
Donnie Darko
Lilo & Stitch
Finding Nemo
13 Ghosts
Signs
The Grudge
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
White Chicks
Butterfly Effect
Thirteen
I Robot
Dodgeball
A Series Of Unfortunate Events
Along Came A Spider
KingPin
Never Been Kissed
Meet The Parents
Meet The Fockers
Eight Crazy Nights
A Cinderella Story
The Terminal
The Lizzie McGuire Movie
Passport To Paris
Dumb & Dumber
Dumb & Dumberer
Final Destination
Final Destination 2
Halloween
The Ring
Practical Magic
Chicago
Ghost Ship
From Hell
Secret Window
I Am Sam
The Whole Nine Yards
The Day After Tomorrow
Child's Play
Bride of Chucky
Ten Things I Hate About You
Just Married
Gothika
A Nightmare on Elm Street
Sixteen Candles
Joy Ride
Seven
Identity
Lone Star
Cujo
A Bronx Tale
Darkness Falls
Christine
AI
Children of the Corn
Maid in Manhattan
Frailty
How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
She's All That
Jeepers Creepers
Jeepers Creepers 2
Catch Me If You Can
The Others
Freaky Friday
Reign of Fire
Cruel Intentions
The Hot Chick
Swimfan
Miracle
Old School

I was bored to the max

first entry

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 18:37:01 GMT

woot! party!

my new journal....

i need some help with this thinger mabobber........

somebody...... anybody?!

help!!!!

your mom.