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COMING SOON
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[24 Dec 2007|08:35pm] |
There is a first (or second) time for everything.
In this case, accidents. More specifically, in the car. I'd love, really love love to be a good driver, but this is quite the discouragement. Scraped a car today, and ended up having to argue my way to paying the other lady off since, I'd 1) be in trouble with parents, 2) be in trouble with insurance, and 3) be number one on the shitlist again.
I'm the type that's prone to feeling guilty, about everything. And right now I'm feeling it, so I'm writing it. And researching in the hopes that I can't be fucked by her having my license plate number.
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[08 Dec 2007|04:54am] |
What do I have to explain?
It seems to me like long, random absences are totally my thing.
I'd love anything but not to admit to my experiences as a budding alcoholic! But maybe I should! And not budding! Nah, I exaggerate teeny bits. The worst is behind us in that sense. Now I just gotta worry about other things, like that exam I have in about 7 hours that I am carefully avoiding studying for, just like I carefully avoided learning anything about the course. Since I spend so much of my life on the internets or drunk, I suppose I should get back on here again and create a dialogue with myself. I guess apologize for strange disappearances and/or moods. And say yay holiday season to everyone. How are you all?
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[22 Dec 2006|04:00am] |
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It may just be me, but I REALLY DISLIKE PARTIES IN MY HOUSE (when I'm there). And that goes for ANY PARTY. I just hate hate hate having people in my house (when I'm there), especially family parties like the one my Dad decided to have on the 24th and tell me about TODAY. One, because he expects me to sit there and magically entertain all the "kids" by myself. Just me. I wouldn't really mind if we had some form of universal entertainment, but unfortunately, we don't. Maybe if I had gotten a new Nintendo this week, but nope, sold out everywhere. And no one is going near anything I hold valuable. So I'm lost; someone suggested a movie -- if anyone knows any movies I can throw on and disappear for an hour or two with, please please let me know! I have a few toddler cousins, and about three others are 14-17. Disregard the toddlers, they make their own fun. Why don't I get along with my family?
In other news, Christmas holidays suck balls. As much as I am jealous of/want to be like happy people, I get reminded of them all over the damn place and I get moody. And bitter. I really belong a few centuries back. At least then, I'd have already been married off for two donkeys and a cheese wheel. If not, I would have died of scurvy. Thus, I'd have a life of note, and not be awake at 4 am. Again.
And to remind myself since I keep forgetting, 3 days until Christmas the Holidays.
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[14 Dec 2006|10:52pm] |
SDJASDFJ DONE EXAMS
I FAILED SOME BUT THAT'S OKAY
P.ESSS WHERE IS NEKOEEE?
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[27 Nov 2006|07:42pm] |
November 27th! Wow I lose at livejournal.
OKAY. So far at this rate, I MAY pass 4/5 of my classes with pure cramming, and studying, and doing work that should have been done a long time ago. The one class in question is Discrete Math, where no amount of bullshit will save me on that exam. Just ask the midterm. I still don't have a real motivation though, besides the inevitable wasting of money and the wrath of the asian fob parents. I suppose that's all up to me though.
( ISSUE 1 )
But you know what's bugging me right about now? PEOPLE CALLING MY CELL PHONE WITH A BLOCKED ID.
NOTE: I'm sorry I was so dead on AIM nekoee, I was at work at 8 until 5 yesterday and completely died in front of the computer, and then woke up at 4:30. I'm on now though! <3 But may be watching HEROES later. =D
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[19 Oct 2006|08:40pm] |
So the second week I've skipped class.
Just in time for midterms.
I really, really hate myself right now.
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[03 Oct 2006|11:29pm] |
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YOU KNOW WHAT'S BUGGING ME?
HAS ANYONE SEEN Tickle Me Elmo X on youtube?
...it looks like it's jacking off. AM I RIGHT or AM I RIGHT?
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I am still a corporate tool. :D The big crackdown of petty theft within the store that resulted in the firings of at least 10-15 part-timers (and 2 being taken away by the police) is (nearly) over. Guess what Kip? MAY IS NOT GOING TO THE BIG HOUSE. (And will not be someone's bitch, thank you very much.) Apparently I fit into the group of people that were caught but not penalized because of lack of "evidence." But fear not! I am a very good girl.
In other news, Kellogg's makes excellent cereal. I eat it for dinner now.
( <3 )
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[07 Sep 2006|01:20am] |
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THE REASON I DON'T POST IN MY LJ (in full sentences.)
By: May
The reason I don't post in my LJ is that I am unsure of wanting to bother people with reading my entries. This can be supplemented with being lazy, and my general insecurity and scrutiny of how I am perceived.
END.
Anyway, I too am in university now. There are three other girls in my program. That is all.
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[24 Aug 2006|03:55am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) the_firefly!!!!! <3<3<3
*loves*
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[27 Jun 2006|02:37pm] |
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Wow, an entry that's not at like, 4 AM.
Well, douched today by thinking my exam was at 12 when it was at 9. Not pleasant, lol. Got there at 10. And no, I didn't finish.
( big damn cut )
So I'm not going :D Mom's gonna be pissed especially after all the shoe shopping XD.
But I feel better this way. Not so much like a tool and happy that I don't have to see those fuckers ever again. Might as well go out with a BANG. Somehow, it just figures I'd end up getting in shit by everyone and everything SOMEHOW. No one ever believes the person involved. But, by now I probably have enough anger to get my muse working again, right Wendy?
Anyway the stereotypical asian thing to do now is avoid your parents for however long until they decide to start talking to you. Which sucks since my dad hangs out in the kitchen. When they act like they hate you it means they love you but think you're fucking retarded XD
Okay, since it's all ff people, reccommend me some fic now that I feel like reading again. (I'm e-literit.) I may read Inuyasha, Bleach, Card Captor Sakura, Champloo .. pretty much it. Or, music :D I'll listen to anything.
Final thought I promise. Do you ever feel like you're just in the wrong zone or something? Bad analogy. The wrong umm...element. Like I don't feel like I'm 18. Or going to college. Yet I feel a little more intelligent then others. I'll have to think about that somemore. Bye lovelies.
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[18 Jun 2006|03:36am] |
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It's hot. And I miss the_firefly.
Now that that's out of the way, hello. =)
This is my graduation dilemma.
( Big damn cut. )
Essentially, because I won a scholarship, the school wants me to attend their graduation. If I don't, she'll take my name off the program and I will be a nameless, faceless entity, just like I have been already for 4 years. If I do go, I won't have to pay the $70, I'll have to walk the stage and have people wonder who I am and have that stupid place take credit for something they had nothing to do with, to make themselves feel better and look better. And I'll be a big damn tool. Yes? No?
Anyway, what's new and exciting? I'll ask you a question then. What was/is your college major?
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[24 May 2006|12:04am] |
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Okay, okay. I'm over it now.
AND! After this totally painintheasspieceofshit school year, and I GRADUATE!1 I'll have a whole two months to waste. I wanna write (dude! who reads IY fanfiction anymore, lol) and do some stuff that I never got around to doing. And NO I'm not bitter one person remembered my birthday, lol. Thank you to said person <3. I'm not bitter. Yeah. And then I'm off to major in IT. Gah.
Around 22 days left, counting exams. Everyone count down with me.
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[04 Apr 2006|01:30am] |
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Damn UofT wants to be different from the others. They'll crack. I know it.
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[04 Jan 2006|10:37pm] |
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AHHhhHHHHHhhH HEAR THAT? It's the sound of neglect. =(
But! AND I mean BUT! I have finally finished applying to university (grr) and fighting with my family. Did any of you in the states have to pay for applications? Here it was 100$ base fee for three programs, and every program after that was 33$ more. If it was free I would have applied to everything. So yeah. But only four. 133$.
I feel like a lazy underachiever. The sad part is that I don't need anyone to tell me I have potential. =( Because I know I am capable, but I'm just not motivated/bitter/lazy. I also sleep funny. Like I wake up at nighttime. And sleep in the morning. Like a vampire. Can't imagine why my parents hate that. :)
And I've been avoiding AIM because of an incident which involves an internet crazy.
I know I've been making my superloverly nekoee wait for her presents but =(. I'm working hard and now that I've applied I can probably get to you know, sending them over if I could stop freaking out about thin envelopes with my name address on them and REJECTED! REJECTED! and stamped all over.
<3<3<3
Oh and watch bleach. =D
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[30 Nov 2005|12:33am] |
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Does anyone have this problem with strapless bras where they either:
a) Don't stay up (possibly caused by lack of boobage) and you end up always looking like you're grabbing your boobs in public.
b) Have to wear them so tight they chafe (plus itching) and once it comes off you have a nice bra imprint around your boobs.
c) It's padded all weird so once you have the shirt on there's some visible seams or alot of air space (again caused by possible lack of boobs) where if they press against something there will be dents in the cup part.
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[26 Nov 2005|02:16am] |
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I lost my goddamn cell phone.
IN THE SNOW
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[23 Nov 2005|08:59pm] |
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Who wants a prezzie?
I'll give you one if you . . .
Solve for n if P (n,5) = 120C (n,3)
OR/AND
Find n if P(n,3) = 3n x C (n-2,2)
<3
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[09 Nov 2005|10:29pm] |
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After forever awhile, I decided to do homework and then wanted to write instead. I haven't opened those documents in a while and I must say, WOW. I'm E-literit. Still, I will perservere, haha. But I wanna post alot of things and once and then disappear so sit tight for that, lol. But titles are fun so look for Stardust and Polaris in your inbox soon my loverly nekoee.
OKAY I've narrowed it down to Wilfrid Laurier, Guelph University (which means icky RES) and York University, University of Toronto, University of Ontario (domestic).
Whether I'll get in is another story. =D
Anyone like girl guide cookies? I love the Mint Thins HOWEVER there seems to be a girl guide cookie inflation rate! From $2.50 a box all the way to a whopping $4!
And as much as I hate law, law class, and the two words "law" and "class" in any order, it has opened my eyes to the evils of wal-mart.
(But I will still shop there because of their low, low prices)
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