My new blog can be located at utter-clunge.blogspot.com/ if you're at all interested.
Lots of lurrrrve and hugs,
Lexi x.
- Current Mood:
chipper - Current Music:None
Yay for friends, sun, wine and general fun.
- Current Mood:
exhausted - Current Music:Lenny Kravitz - I'll Be Waiting
Also.. also.. I feel like I have something massive to say, but the words are stuck inside somewhere and I don't know where to even start. I was watching The Edukators earlier, and the part in Bavaria looked so perfect, and I just wish I could go there for a couple of weeks, just me and the laptop, and some books and food. Recently, I've felt like I haven't had enough time on my own so I have some catching up to do.
x.
"There's a place I go
When I'm alone;
Do anything I want,
Be anyone I wanna be -
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I'm falling.
That's where I'm going,
Where are you going?
Hold it close, won't let this go,
Dream catch me, yeah,
Dream catch me when I fall,
Or else I won't come back at all."
- Current Mood:
indescribable - Current Music:Newton Faulkner - UFO
- Current Mood:
tired - Current Music:None
I'm not gonna to patronise you,
But trying to write down why I like you:
It doesn't make it any better
To just steal kind words off Phil Spector.
And I know all these tired clichés,
But I don't know which cliché to say.
Because clichés don't have any impact,
So I guess I will be matter-of-fact ..
'Cause it's so good to know you,
I just don't know how to show you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
I'm so sorry that I'm losing
When other boys would leave you swooning;
When I finally get my words together,
I choke and they are gone forever.
But words are words and they mean nothing:
Surely I love you counts for something!
So let's be hasty, and let's be reckless,
Just being with you leaves me breathless.
'Cause it's so good to know you,
I just don't know how to show you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
'Cause it's so good to know you,
I just don't know how to show you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you..
But trying to write down why I like you:
It doesn't make it any better
To just steal kind words off Phil Spector.
And I know all these tired clichés,
But I don't know which cliché to say.
Because clichés don't have any impact,
So I guess I will be matter-of-fact ..
'Cause it's so good to know you,
I just don't know how to show you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
I'm so sorry that I'm losing
When other boys would leave you swooning;
When I finally get my words together,
I choke and they are gone forever.
But words are words and they mean nothing:
Surely I love you counts for something!
So let's be hasty, and let's be reckless,
Just being with you leaves me breathless.
'Cause it's so good to know you,
I just don't know how to show you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
'Cause it's so good to know you,
I just don't know how to show you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you.
I love you, you know that,
Don't you?
I love you..
- Current Mood: okay
- Current Music:The Ordinary Boys - I Luv U
Can you see me
Floating above your head?
As you lay in bed,
Thinking about everything
That you did not do.
'Cause saying "I love you"
Has nothing to do with meaning it.
And I don't trust you
'Cause every time you're here,
Your intentions are unclear.
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come,
I used to think you were the one:
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all.
You ain't ever coming back to me,
That's not how things were supposed to be.
You take my hand just to give it back,
No other lover has ever done that.
Do you remember
The way we used to melt?
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you?
Oh 'cause I remember very well.
And how long has it been
Since someone you let in
Has given what I gave to you?
And at night when you sleep,
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two, do you?
You ain't ever coming back to me,
That's not how things were supposed to be.
You take my hand just to give it back,
No other lover has ever done that.
Heartache, heartache, I just have so much.
A simple love with a complex touch.
There is nothing you can say or do,
I called to let you know I'm through with you.
Floating above your head?
As you lay in bed,
Thinking about everything
That you did not do.
'Cause saying "I love you"
Has nothing to do with meaning it.
And I don't trust you
'Cause every time you're here,
Your intentions are unclear.
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come,
I used to think you were the one:
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all.
You ain't ever coming back to me,
That's not how things were supposed to be.
You take my hand just to give it back,
No other lover has ever done that.
Do you remember
The way we used to melt?
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you?
Oh 'cause I remember very well.
And how long has it been
Since someone you let in
Has given what I gave to you?
And at night when you sleep,
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two, do you?
You ain't ever coming back to me,
That's not how things were supposed to be.
You take my hand just to give it back,
No other lover has ever done that.
Heartache, heartache, I just have so much.
A simple love with a complex touch.
There is nothing you can say or do,
I called to let you know I'm through with you.
- Current Mood:
still worried - Current Music:The Beautiful South - Everybody's Talkin'
- Current Mood: sick and tired
- Current Music:Maroon 5 - This Love
This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends"
comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; this is for
never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make
you cry yourself to sleep. This is for the hugs you've received from your female
friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and
intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; this is for
the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that
that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy
bear. This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what
he was giving because at least he was giving something; this is for the
stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing,
though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted. This is for the girls
who have been satisfied with too little and who have learned never to expect
anything more: for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because
they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by
guys.
comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; this is for
never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make
you cry yourself to sleep. This is for the hugs you've received from your female
friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and
intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; this is for
the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that
that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy
bear. This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what
he was giving because at least he was giving something; this is for the
stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing,
though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted. This is for the girls
who have been satisfied with too little and who have learned never to expect
anything more: for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because
they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by
guys.
- Current Mood:
sad - Current Music:Still the radio
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
This is my life as a movie soundtrack...
Opening Credits: Kate Bush - Them Heavy People.
Waking Up: 5ive - When The Lights Go Out [lolz]
First Day At School: :wumpscut: - Ich Will Dich.
Falling In Love: Too Much - Spice Girls =D
Breaking Up: Avril Lavigne - Complicated.
1st date: Jamelia - Numb [Linkin Park cover].
Prom: McFly - Obviously.
Life's OK: Linkin Park - Faint.
Driving: Sunblock feat. Robin Beck - First Time.
Flashback: The Postal Service - Brand New Colony.
Getting Back Together: The Beautiful South - One Last Love Song.
Wedding: The B-52s - Housework.
Birth of Child: Kate Bush - Oh To Be In Love.
Final Battle: The B-52s - Moon 83.
Death Scene: Madonna - La Isla Bonita.
Funeral Song: Jack Johnson - No Other Way.
End Credits: REM - The One I Love.
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.
This is my life as a movie soundtrack...
Opening Credits: Kate Bush - Them Heavy People.
Waking Up: 5ive - When The Lights Go Out [lolz]
First Day At School: :wumpscut: - Ich Will Dich.
Falling In Love: Too Much - Spice Girls =D
Breaking Up: Avril Lavigne - Complicated.
1st date: Jamelia - Numb [Linkin Park cover].
Prom: McFly - Obviously.
Life's OK: Linkin Park - Faint.
Driving: Sunblock feat. Robin Beck - First Time.
Flashback: The Postal Service - Brand New Colony.
Getting Back Together: The Beautiful South - One Last Love Song.
Wedding: The B-52s - Housework.
Birth of Child: Kate Bush - Oh To Be In Love.
Final Battle: The B-52s - Moon 83.
Death Scene: Madonna - La Isla Bonita.
Funeral Song: Jack Johnson - No Other Way.
End Credits: REM - The One I Love.
- Current Mood: worried
- Current Music:REM - The One I Love
still confused
