urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch kelli <3 kelli <3 2006-11-09T23:46:12Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:42606 2006-11-09T23:46:12Z 2006-11-09T23:46:12Z tawni holland deserves a swift kick to the head. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:42269 2006-06-24T07:12:27Z 2006-06-24T07:12:27Z kelli misses her livejournal. :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:42048 2006-01-02T06:51:55Z 2006-01-02T07:02:35Z new years resolutions:<br /><br /><br />follow through.<br />do things because i want to, not because its whats expected of me.<br />care more.<br />try everything new.<br />be less 'high school'.<br /><br />*quit cheer. what the hell is the point of it anyways? 'lets stand around and wave metallic pieces of paper while everyone looks at our asses'. thats something to be proud of. i think secretly, even if its just a little bit, every girl tries out for cheerleading because they think it'll make people like them more. and sometimes it works. but it doesn't really matter if you make more friends; you still look stupid waving around pom-poms and pretending to care if everyone has their high v's straight.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />im happy. (thats a first). im glad that this year has let me realize that i dont need 20 friends and something to do every night. i dont care if people like me anymore; i think that if people can respect what you do, its not important whether or not they're really your friends. nearly everyone in high school is faking it anyways. i have robert, tawni, and nathan and they're real. they dont care if im a cheerleader, they dont care if i get straight a's, and they dont care how coronation turns out. having "friends" in the same things i'm in wasn't right; underneath it all there was always competition and no matter how many times a girl says they hate fakeness, they're just as fake as anyone. i hate fakeness, but i can be just as fake. at least i admit it. ;) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:41786 2005-11-26T05:54:13Z 2005-11-26T05:54:13Z dude. school is draining me and my grades are fucking slackinggg. i hate this. im sick of student council, and cheer, and ms blockhead and mr omels tests. i quit. im sick of work. im sick of everything. i wish winter break was already here. i dont see robert enough :(. i hate life. gahhh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:40448 2005-09-24T18:11:02Z 2005-09-24T18:11:02Z mmk i hate it when i miss things that i have to do. i feel like a loser. oh well. i think maggie gave me whatever she had last night LOL. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:40135 2005-09-15T04:53:35Z 2005-09-15T04:53:35Z i miss eljay. too insanely busy. ive already had like two panic attacks this week alone. sydnee makes fun of me for it.<br /><br /><br /><font size="7">ergh stress case</font><br /><br /><br />i loathe loathe loathe homecoming. ohmygah. forreals.<br /><br /><br />i am disapointed in robert and we dont hang out lately. it makes me <br />:(<br /><br /><br />i hope my job doesnt kill me. i mean it. i cant hate it or else ill really go insane.<br /><br /><br />cheer is super. lots of stuff and stuco is pretty insane too. i dont know. my grades are awesome right now though, i think ill keep my school drive for the rest of the year. i hope so. eek fourth quarter. think ivy league, oh yeah. <br /><br /><br />i miss my friends. and parties. and just like hanging out. i dont do that anymore. its retarded. girls are bitches. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:39916 2005-09-11T07:54:49Z 2005-09-11T07:54:49Z i havent updated in forever and a day.<br /><br /><br />-i got a job. finally. stress times ten here i come.<br />-school is insane stressful and i would die without kimberly duke.<br />-zach premack freaks me the hell out<br />-im in love with zack williams and we dance like black girls<br />-roberts mom turned his phone off and it makes me sad<br />-traffic jam dance was so much fun<br />-shooting at cheyenne football game and rapping with yoanna and rachelle and sandra<br />-no homecoming date. god im a loser.<br />-who knows what else. lots has happened but i am so lazy/tired to update. lame.<br /><br /><br /><br />patrick is officially off of my gay list. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:39599 2005-08-28T06:55:44Z 2005-08-28T06:55:44Z so i have lots & lots to update about but im lazy so all its going to be is a quickie, maybe tomorrow ill write everything. i always feel so, i dont know, like light after i write everything but im tired.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />**crazy ass car accident, totaled car, and all that ughh-ness<br />**let-down football game<br />**semi-cheer stress<br />**bonding on the bus<br />**my so-called "boyfriend" robert<br />**bmx races<br />**school ughhhh<br />**chase thinking i like him<br />**robert being totally whipped by nathan<br /><br /><br />uhm yeah. patrick is still gay. not like i care. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:38047 2005-08-14T07:11:08Z 2005-08-14T07:11:08Z shout out to my niggas fo life, my niggas since day 2: tawni, emalee, molly bagolly (moolly), tiffy taylor, jordinator/andy, mikey, and roboyto. i love you guys. caution: BIBO.<br /><br /><br />another shout out to my new friends: justin/shaun white, fro bro (josh), and my old niggas berlynnie mckinney and krystal. <br /><br /><br />stay real niggas.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />ugh my stepfather is a motherfucking idiot. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:35381 2005-07-28T23:05:14Z 2005-07-28T23:05:14Z <center><br /><img src="http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y203/kayrazzle/friendsonly.png" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br><br><br /></center><br><br><br><br><br /><font size="6"> all posts from here on out. comment to be added. </font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:34993 2005-07-27T19:06:03Z 2005-07-27T19:06:03Z okay. havent updated in almost 3 weeks. and i have alot to say so brace yourself. and if you plan on reading this whole thing, youre insane.<br /><br /><br />hawaii-<br /><br />ive come to the conclusion that i adore airports. i love how theyre so anoynymous. i just like them. they make me feel really relaxed. plane ride sucked major ass. layover at LAX. then 5 hours to kona. ew. i think i read two books on the plane ride. we went with our family friend family jensens. i sat next to the 8 year old livi on the plane ride and she talks alot. airport burger kings are insanely expensive. get in and were all sooo tired and our resort is absolutely gorgeous and all i wanted to do was run around and take pictures of the ocean. friday. ok im thinking we went to the black sand beach. yeah, because we had to take this 2 mile hike down to the beach which felt like a 45% downgrade. in flipflops. anyways the beach was so pretty, but i have tons of black sand like in the lining of my white bikini. yeah i know. so we hike back up and drive to this little home-y shopping square and ate at this cafe. the jensen kids dont eat anything. i dont know how they do it. all they ate the whole week was like, pizza. anyways, to get anywhere from our hotel you have to drive at least like an hour and usually past all ancient lava fields where people take white coral and make what i call "hawaiian graffiti" lol. its really cool actually to see what people wrote. saturday, hmm. hotel beach day. the beach outside the hotel was the most perfect beach i have ever been to in my entire life. i seriously could have sat there the entire vacation but my mom wouldnt let me. there wasnt even any seaweed, rocks, ugly fish, nothing in the water. and it wasnt as salty and cold as california water and it was all teal and clear and pretty. &lt;3. we went with the jensens and explored kona. went to the farmers market and bought tons of great jewelry and has hawaiian shaved ice and macadamia nuts. yesss. now sunday was an exciting little day. we went out to where all the volcanoes were. at least a 3 hour drive involving alot of hiking to get to anything. we went to some smokey thing first, i think it was just steam or something from the ground. then we went to the lava tubes which are little caves you walk through that are actually lava which was kinda cool but i got some awesome pictures on the way out, there was soo much greenery, it was like the rainforest. then we went out to the actual lava fields where you can watch the active volcanoes. hard to do in flip flops. im thinking or writing a hiking in flipflops book. i think i could make bank lol. anyways, it was soo cool, it was coming out of the rocks into the ocean and made really pretty colors and was flowing down the mountain...it was kinda scary though lol. monday we were supposed to go to a luau. so we head down to the place where theyre having it and it is absolutey relentlessly pouring rain. and would not stop. so they were handing out ponchos and we were all wearing them and hiding under them trying to eat under them, it was sooo funny. they ended up cancelling it and giving $$ back because it would not stop raining. tuesday i almost died. k not really, but it was scary. we went on this adventure to a green sand beach and had to rent a SUV with the jensens, right. and we have to drive for like 10 miles over totally bumpy rocks and shit until we get to the oceanside, which isnt even the beach. so james goes up this huge hill that looks like a steep ass sand dune from the side to try and turn around so we can take another route. and the SUV gets stuck at the top, and lucky me, is on the side that was slipping, and i could see the rocks sliding out from under the wheels, and jolana is cursing in czech and its madness. and were all freaking out and the car is like so close to rolling over down this stupid fucking hill. so we all get out and tom and james use teamwork to get the stupid car back down. scary. we end up doing some more off-roading and another hike to the beach, which had HUGE waves and no showers. lol. the sand got everywhere. i mean it. wednesday was a lazy day. i was going to go surfing but they had a spa in the hotel and i really wanted a facial. so i go get a stupid facial which was great at the time but had this effect of making the skin on my chin really tight for the day after, then eventually making it all peel off and making it look like i had horrible acne. it was terrible. thursday we took a plane to oahu to see pearl harbor, which wasnt as affecting as i thought it would be. i found it kinda boring. i was more interested in hearing about how we nuclear bombed japan back. notice how they fail to mention that while japan caused us minor devastation compared to how we killed tons of innocent people and theres still radiation in their country. good going, fdr. then we drove by waikiki beach and kinda walked along it, which was awesome becuase i LOVE crowded beaches for some odd reason. with lots of things going on. there was a pretty sailboat. haha, i sound like im four. friday we had to leave, but the plane departure wasnt until 8 so we drove around the island and shopped and ate. then flew home. i couldnt sleep in the plane, i cant sleep in any kind of moving vehicle at all. i read 5 books the whole trip. on the layover from kona to oahu (we had two layovers this time. hell.) i was sitting in the waiting room, which had really cool swingy chairs haha, and was like people-watching these two punks kids. they were really intersting, i dont know, i like to watch people. anyways one was like drawing some weird picture and the other was totally rocking out and the caught me looking at them and started talking about it, so i put on my sunglasses. at ten o'clock in a dark crowded airport. yeah. and i continued to people watch haha. the plane was HUGE. it was one of those double aisle ones. and soo many people i loved it. and huge movie screens. not that i even watched the movie, but still. and i ended up freaking 3 aisles back from punk kids. how embarassing. flight from lax to mccarran was nice and short. and i nearly had a panic attack waiting for my luggage to come in on those goddamned luggage things. im always paranoid the airlines will lose my luggage. i would sue. then alyssa and sherry came in and got me and we headed to san diego, yess. <br /><br />san diego/imperial beach-<br /><br />i had to pee really bad like an hour and a half in, so we stop at this dinky gas station in the middle of bfe and get ice cream. and the little tag on the strawberry was folded over so you couldnt read the whole word, so alyssa says to the girl working, ill have strawberry, and she looks at alyssa like shes totally stupid and says, "we dont have strawberry, thats <i> rawberry </i>" wtf. i was dying. how stupid can you be, seriously. anyways so we all started calling strawberyy rawberry lol. when we got in there was this huge sandcastle building competition and this street market thing. they had all this cool stuff, but it was expensive, ew. i got a hat and sunglasses. the condo was sooo cool. me and alyssa had the entire top floor it was awesome. and we had soo much food haha. we watched this huge fireworks show on the pier at night, it was pretty. i love fireworks. the next day we all went out and walked around the beach and looked all the sandcastles, which were crazy awesome. i wish i could make super sandcastles. we went and walked around the street fair thing. i think thats it. that night me and emalee and stephanie and alyssa went and stood on the balcony in the front, over the street and all the shops, becuase you could see the fair, and yelled at people walking by. it was funny. we'd be like heyyyyy to everyone that would pass. it was sooo much fun. it became our nightly ritual haha. on monday we went shopping at the huge mall in san diego, three floors yesss. i only had like 45 dollars so i bought this really rocker leather bag from nordstroms for school and a shirt at abs for like $13. score. it says "its not how you get up. its how you get down." i love it. on the way driving there we saw this car fukll of hot guys and me em and steph were yelling at them and they followed us trying to talk to us, but the lost us at the mall. we were like dang lol. they were like 19 though haha. we ate lunch at this place called dicks last resort. they were supposed to be mean to you but our waiter was very friendly. he gave us crayons and balloons, it was funny. we went to seaport village too, and rode the carousel. em got this funny princess bracelet for tawni. the whole car ride we were singing at the top of our lungs to kelly clarkson to anyone that passed by. it was soooo much fun. i love san diego. its so cozy. and the coronado bridge is fun. i didnt realize coronado was the town we walked around in last summer when tawni went with me. i remembered where all the little stores were, and recognized it from the place we bought antihistamine for my jellyfish type thing sting and the pollyanna store haha. either tuesday was sea world or tuesday was rest day. im thinking sea world. we went on the raft ride and i got completely drenched. i was wet the whole time. we decided you could live at seaworld. "theres showers, laundry, food, bathrooms, pets, swimming pools, and lots of friends" lol. and me and emalee were HUNNNNNNNNNNNGRYYY. we had to have a snack every hour haha. really. shamu scared me. i hate whales. it was fun. wednesday was lazy beach day, yesss. i need to go over all the friends we made lol. first there was robert. he was a punker in a leather jacket and jeans on the beach who posed like britney spears. never saw him again. lol. then there was adam...who had a big butt, and his friend flurr who was a jackass. they were little boogey boarders and reid gave them a ride home. funnyyyy. at the beach we met cameron, stephs lover. we all went boogey boarding and then later met his stepbro who was totally weird, named carl, and his friend austin who em loved, and was super cool. we hung out with them on the pier. that night i had a scary dream and woke up and thought reid was standing in the corner of our room watching us from behind the blinds. i hid under the covers for like 20 minutes until i finally looked up and realized i was crazy. thursday we went to belmont park and rode the rides. emalee got soo scared on the roller coaster lol. me steph and lyss rode it like 3 times though. and this super fun huge teeter totter thing that made my chest hurt. and bumber cars like no other. and the tilt o' hurl haha. and we ate frozen bananas. soo fun. then we went to the tide pools, me and emalee hate nature. then we went to the beach! yes. lol soo many jellyfish EVERYWHERE. stephanie got stung and i got too scared and had to get out from boogey boarding. cameron and stephanies love affair blossomed haha. went to the pool/jacuzzi at their condo complex thing they were staying in and swam. made more friends from out balcony. me steph and emalee did andy milonakis out on the streets. it was sooo much fun. "know what im sayin?" i called tawni and did that whole thing then talked to robert and nathan. yay. friday was our last day. beach yesss. cameron rubbed steph the wrong way LOL. emalee never got to say bye to austin. aww. me and steph collected jellyfish all over the beach and made a HUGE pile it was crazy. alyssa had to go to the doctors because she had swimmers ear and turned into hitch and kept saying HSHHHJKSHDFJKLHN like he did in the movie haha. no b-day dinner out, me and emalee were sad. i relaized that i hung out with em and steph all night thursday and all day friday haha. we ate a HUGE pizza. it was 28". last night yelling off th balcony, sung to everyone and met cali wade, said goodbye to adam lol. cali wade...hmm horny kid. he was kinda hot i guesswe made 19 friends from our balcony all in all. and i have like 4 numbers haha. oh man i forgot to talk about garland! him and his roller blades and job at mervyns... oh well. next morning packed up and left. i miss california and beaches soo much. and nice weather. it was hard coming back to vegas after two weeks of that. it really makes me depressed. im sooo tann though. like tan lines are soo dark. and i had sooo much fun in san diego i cant even describe. anyways so now im home. i have a dog now. my mom named it boozle. night i came home tawni spent the night and we babysat my sis and rachel and livi while my mom was out for the james' bday dinner. talked to robert and nathan on the phone. tawni made bomb frappucinos. i miss nick. ill update what ive been doing in town later and whats being going on while ive been gone and all my stressed out feelings and whatnot. im tired of typing now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:34721 2005-07-06T06:29:48Z 2005-07-06T06:29:48Z oh yeah. and nick called me but my service was being suckish so he said hed call later and never did. sadness. it sucks because i couldve seen them before i went to hawaii. so now itll be another AT LEAST 2 weeks before we hang out again. grrr. lol. and im pissed because some of my nails are already starting to lift. gay. they better last my vacations. lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:34429 2005-07-06T06:27:01Z 2005-07-06T06:27:01Z hmm i havent updated in a couple of days. i dont think ive done anything except yesterday. ive been going like insane with freaking spanish and packing for a two-week trip. eek. so yesterday we have like family or whatever over for fourth of july. crazyyy people lol. tawni came over and nathan and cris visited us to invite us to james/cris little fourth bash haha. they all rolled up on jeffs little 50 haha. soo funny. so we go to nathans house and get thrown in the pool with our clothes on...niice. so we stayed there for like 2 hours trying to dry off while nathan and james left to james' house. we still didnt get dry like the whole night. haha. then we went to james/cris' house and like jeff and eddie and nathan and d rad g and robert and mikey and mike williams and jamesy-poo like all came and went the whole night. it was way fun though there was this hella hella funny black guy named like julian or something that they found at 7-11 haha and he rides a moped omg he was foo f-ing funny. like cris still had tawnis guitar so they were messing with it and like singing disses at each other and by the end of the night like everyone was saying everything in song without even realizing it it was hilarious. and they had all these f-ing bombs they made that were sooo loud and they were all trying to blow stuff up. and there were pretty fireworks lol. krista kurth came by for like ten minutes and said ryan got in another like fender bender in the explorer...i was like oh shoot man. if he did. lol. and robert was like sitting on me and hes all "hold me like a man" im all robert are you gay...lol and hes all talking about designer purses and i dont even know. but it was funny. and nathan thinks i like robert now because we kept holding hands but it was just like a thing, we dont like each other lol. and cris was all drunk and acting all stupid haha. and nathan was being a butthead. and me and james are engaged now. lol. cris decided we should get married. and i think eddie and jenn m are going out now? thats what he said who knows haha. then me and tawni went to her house and roberto called her and i was sad because he told me he wasnt in love with me lol. so now hes going to prove his love lol. and we were all trying to figure out nathan. but who knows about that boy. lol. today i finished my spanish yesss and did shopping for my trip and tomorrow i have a dentist appointment and have to do more errand running. im sad because jeri and syd and them went to fao schwartz tonight but i like hadnt even showered so i wasnt ready to go and i doubt ill have time tomorrow to hang out so thats sad. but i love you guys!!! lol. and now im burning some cds for the 8500 hour flight and all this ish. peace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:34236 2005-07-02T06:30:40Z 2005-07-02T06:30:40Z eek yesterday was soo fun. so first me and jeri had this whole thing planned out to call my buddy daniel and go to fao schwartz and all this ish. well didnt work out. so we decided to have a water balloon fight haha. so we go on this hunt for water balloons first to...i think the 99cents stores. the first we played with these super cool noisemaker things but the lady yelled at us haha. and the second one sold underwear...weird. anyways. no water balloons yet. so we go to WALMART. lol and we see this greaser boy and a fat kid. and were all flirting with them in the parking lot then we see them in walmart..oh man it was soo funny. i was all peeking at them around the aisles haha. still no water balloons. so we go to BIG LOTS haha and get trapped and like cant get out bc theres a fat lady in the aisle. gosh. no water balloons still. so we go to smiths and shaboom find some ballons. yesss and we see patricks dad in the self checkout buying all this diet coke. lol then we head to albertsons for more and see patricks dad again in the self-checkout buying MORE diet coke! lol crazyness. then we go back to jeris to fill them up and sydnees faucet didnt work and so we had to use some teamwork on the hose in the backyard haha. we finally got them filled up. then we saw like brandon lowe and some other mormon boys and totally bomb on them with the balloons. i got brandon soaked yessss. then we ended up at sonic becuase were fat and morgan and felix and eric and justin met us. and then we went to the park and jon came too and had our little fight but the balloons lasted like seriously two minutes. gayyy lol. after two hours of trying to blow them up haha. then were like ok this was gay lets go swimming so we go to morgans and get hit in the face by felix while trying to have a group huddle with jon and morgan lol. so we swim for like two hours then got hungry and went to sonic and saw kim ram and annie working and we all went home. lol gayyy. i found out i had a free ticket for the red hot chili peppers concert. i dont think ill go unless i find someone to go with. then tawni spent the night and talked to freaking daniel and patty for like two hours and wouldnt give me my computer lol. thennn this morning i went to alyssas to help her pack lol. then i went to rite aid with jer and tawni and attempted to dye her bottom half of hair black but it didnt work too well. and me and tawni went to syds house to watch degrassi and raid her fridge while jeri packed up the fireworks booth. and then we went to albertsons and discovered the bags were 10 cents each and then to sonic again, second night in a row haha, and saw lex jon morgan felix kim ram jill and court and were like heyyy! lol. i wish i had money to go see movies, jealousss. lol. so tomorrow i have four hours straight of fireworks. then the concert is at night too but i doubt ill go unless i get someone to go. like jon and morgan wanted to but i only have one other ticket and like that would be kinda weird. haha. and i dont have anything to do on the fourth of july! lol gayynesss. and i dont want to stay at home with the fam at all. so hopefullly i get some friends. haha. well...if anything exciting happens tomorrow guys. holla. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:33987 2005-06-30T21:36:57Z 2005-06-30T21:36:57Z last couple of days have been funnn. yesterday i went to the fireworks botth with rachelle and jeri and syd and britt w. were there and we painted the big sign and i wrote honk if you &hearts; cheerleaders so we get all these random honks now lol. and this hella freaky guy came and like sticks his head right into the booth and was like all checking out rachelle and came out to the back where we were painting the sign and is all do ou guys have bfs...rachelles all yes. lol were like not even looking at him and he was like standing there staring at us it was freaky. my mom came back and was all uhh were selling fireworks not girls. then i went to the gym and saw patty and rene and joe lol and wrote i &hearts; rene on renes car haha. and they couldnt get it off like a bunch of nerds. and then syd and jeri and lex came over my house for a little while and basically all we did was eat haha. i love it. and then me and syd were bored at night so we called alyssa and made her ask her mom if we could go over there and her and reid said yes miraculously so we hung out there for awhile. then at like midnight we all got into a buddy chat and were showing each other our convos with like jordan harvey and this guy syd knows from texas we were all messing with them it was soo funny we were all rolling on the floor man. then today me and rachelle worked again and ate chicken burritos afterwards like fatties lol. and now im home and im gonna party with jeri and syd and alyssa and tawni i think tonight and hopefully call daniel and make him bring all his friends haha. so well see. i hope itll be fun fun. haha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:33569 2005-06-29T05:26:24Z 2005-06-29T05:26:24Z heyyy guys. so scandia. me tawni syd morgan felix ryan and jenn. alyssa was supposed to go but got grounded like a fag lol. me syd and tawni got lost and took like 3 wrong freeway exits and i had no gas and we had to stop at the most ghettoest gas station on earth and got like 12 honks before even getting out of the car lol. finally get there and ryan breaks a little lamp thing with his oh so powerful swing haha. we didnt even finish the round. saw two really hot boys. uhmmm...went to sonic. had no money. went and saw maddy. went home. i really really need a job. and im so pissed because every place already has like a full summer staff. ugh i need money so bad, like if i seriously cant get a job then my bank account is gonna be empty by the end of the summer from sneaking money out and that is soo bad. today i didnt do anything. stayed home and took spanish lol. tomorrow i have a fireworks booth with rachelle and im prolly go to the gym. im sad i missed yoga tonight lol. this week is gonna suck i doubt ill really do anything unless nathan or nick calls me bc lyss is grounded and tawni is out of town. i hope i hang out with nick before i go to hawaii/san diego. maybe ill call him. i never call him lol. i always make him call me haha. and now i have daniels phone number so maybe ill call him next time i go out with a group of people. and this girl aleece from cali who i guess is my friend lol and wants to move here, is coming into town on friday and i might like bring her along to meet people so if she goes to vegas next year shell have friends lol. but yeah. def. need to call nick sometime. and possibly daniel. lol. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:33343 2005-06-28T05:44:24Z 2005-06-28T05:44:24Z i hate my mom. i hate alyssas mom scandia took up all my money and gas. blah blah. i dont feel like writing about my night, ill do it tomorrow niggas. lol. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:33066 2005-06-26T04:49:31Z 2005-06-26T04:49:31Z ew i feel like such a loser. first night not being grounded and i stay home bc my mom is out and im too scared to ask her to do anything. since whenever i go out we really never plan anything to do stuff just happens, and shell be like no figure out what youre doing blah blah. ugh i hate this. lol. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:32974 2005-06-25T06:42:59Z 2005-06-25T06:42:59Z nothing to write about. life is blase. i ran five miles today and i tanned yesterday. i washed my car and then it rained. yeah i know boring life in jail. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:32637 2005-06-24T01:11:34Z 2005-06-24T01:11:34Z and boredom sets in.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />eww i wish i was in havasu. sooo sad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:32486 2005-06-23T04:49:53Z 2005-06-23T04:49:53Z ugh worst summer ever. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:32213 2005-06-22T01:37:53Z 2005-06-22T01:38:23Z shin splints ewwwwwww.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />missed brandos surprise bday party. and all my boys. im sad. groudnation sucks. <br /><br /><br />they leave for the river tomorrow. as i become more depressed and hateful towards my mother. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:31818 2005-06-21T05:36:26Z 2005-06-21T05:36:26Z i have fallen in love with photography. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:31714 2005-06-20T23:44:16Z 2005-06-20T23:44:16Z <font size="7"> AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. </font><br /><br /><br /><br />watching the oc season one and trey is on there. different guy from second season. weirddd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:____oh_so_fetch:31438 2005-06-20T03:57:57Z 2005-06-20T03:57:57Z ok soo update on the past days since i dont know...thursday?<br />yeah.<br /><br />thursday night i went to the mall and moneytree haha with alyssa tawni and syd and tawni wanted this shirt at forever 21 that she tried on then came back for and they lost it and we were there for like an hour and then finally as were leaving we see the stupid shirt lol. and then we went to jillys pool party and didnt swim lol. jon and morgan were bald haha. then we decided to check out vannas party. and saw yeldarb and pluta and nicky and zat and yazy and rene there. and at tawnis we hung out with nathan and robert and mikey and i bonded with them three and let them drive my car and robert tried to seduce me and ran over his bike lol. and then friday...ugh the day my life was ruined haha. went to tawnis at like 5 to get syd bc tanwi got in hella trouble and we couldnt crash at her house anymore. so i said the girls could spend the night at my house. so we go to alyssas dads house to update her and eat pizza haha. then we meet up with jeri and all go to nathans to get ready. and we opened the door on nathan when he was in the shower and jeri walked around in her bra haha. then we went to bobs friend zach from his soccer teams house. and...funny things happened. and i broke the seal haha. and zach was hot and had hot friends named kylie and...sam or something? i dont know he smelled good. then robert and nathan kept bugging us to go to charles party so we took bob home and went to their party. so at charles...anyways. so yeah. my mom calls at like 11 and is like where are you...and im like tawnis (bc thats where we told her we would be) and shes like whatever get home now. and im thinking but my curfew is twelve...anyways. so i round up all the girls haha so i can go get my car from nathans and we like race home trying to avoid all the cops everywhere crashing parties lol. and i get home and shes kicks my friends out(but eventually lets them come back to sleep) and she had called tawnis houes and talked to john and fuond out we werent ever there so i had to make up this lie...ugh. and then...crazy night, all the phone calls. lol. so anyways...i ended up grounded for a week and no river and possibly 11 oclock curfew even on weekends for a little while. and i have to call from house lines to check in now. gahhh. but yeah so i had to miss lex's bday...so did tawni and alyssa and josh. but not for being in trouble. tawni never really gets in trouble...so annoying, im so jealous. lol. and im so upset that i cant go to the river...ugh i cant even talk about it. but uh, on saturday when i get off groundation...i so know what im doing haha. but yeah. grounded for a week sucks. i hope my friends dont do anything too funn w/o me. yeah. sooo. well see. it especially sucks bc after i get off being grounded i have only a week and a half left until i leave for hawaii/san diego for two weeks. so i have to do lotss, esp with like nick and zat. so when i get back im still talking to everyone. bc like if i miss a week with those kids i dont talk to them forever. and ill hang out with like nathan and robert and them and my d.h.'s tawni and jeri and sydnee duhhhhh.so yeah. lots of comments and inspiration while im in jailllll!!!!