sunshine & sunburnt;;

____melissa @ 2005-10-27T17:08:00

2005-10-27T21:12:00Z

the
brace
is
gone.
:]

hi my names melissa nacy & i cant stop smacking myself :D

2005-09-17T23:13:33Z

i'm sick.
which makes this saturday real exciting.
probably i'm not gonna lie,
this week wasn't so great.

school is annoying.
& autumn comes up all the time
& i just want to forget it
cause im not gonna waste time reminiscing & missing her
when she doesn't even try to contact me.
i like apcomp i like the work & i like mrs jordan.
& i get to talk to katie, & julia. & JEB! yeah cute people.
i like the way the class & the teacher gets along.
i'm sure you care.
afternoon definitely is the best part,
trig is basically nonstop laughter.
& then francais with the youngins. 8)love you girls =*
& then physics with the scheffster<3 & einstien :O!
drafting.. eh. i should be falling completely in love with it, right?
but i'm not. it's annoying. & i can't stand the two hours in front of it every morning.. so why would i pick a career where i'd be in front of it 24/7?
basically i want to design & open restaurants.
my mom laughed at me for that.
but then again, she thought being an architect was dumb too & now she thinks its the best idea ever.
whatever im only 16 right :]

16 & no license fuck yes <3
i should look into segment two fo'real.
i know there's people out there to take it with,
but cheerleading gets in the way.

my classes arent too hard & arent too easy,
they keep me busy in school
& dont give me much homework,
perfect.

cheerleading. it's hard.
& time consuming.
but i love it more then anything.
& i work my ass off
& always try my best...
i can only hope it pays off.
i love you ladies
& i love my stunt group
& i know we can do this.
teamwork. :]

probably going to plan homecoming & not go. :]
that's the way to do it.
no boy
&.. no group of gals to go with
it's okay, no $ & i like the alternative plan. :]

yesterrrday was real fun,
with michael alan eric & matt all day.
seriously love them boys.
& thanks again, duh.
& WE WON THE GAME<3.
twas amazing. chouette.

tsl, fob, mcs, bno - ELEVEN DAYS. :]
probably should tell tina.
& i want to go to halloweekends @ cedar point real real bad.
end of october?!! :D
skiing on the sex train sooooon!
october 27 - back dr. :x
my hopes are way way way too high. this could be bad.

i dont want one,
but i know i need a job.
i was thinking about it & joann's would be probably amazing,
cause it's real close & i love that store, im not gonna lie. :]

i miss kristin & she better be fucking loving new york & hacing the time of her life.
i miss the picas.
i miss the elementary girls.
i miss gabriella!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't like being sick, it makes life hard
basically i screwed a lot of things up this week.

____melissa @ 2005-09-03T13:12:00

2005-09-03T17:24:36Z

____melissa's Word Usage

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Username:
Word Count by Hutta.

I found this incredibly amusing. Note the usage of dante :D.
& amazing & probably & basically. & three? strange.
albeans & i were probably amused by that for five minutes.

kristin leaves for new york tonight, at 5. it's so weird.
garden ct is just going to be... different. strange. sad.

i no longer want to go back to school.
i am basically kinda being a bum these days
because i know when school starts im going to go crazy

kthxbye.

____melissa @ 2005-08-25T14:34:00

2005-08-25T18:44:28Z

You knew this was coming, honestly.

01-02/ Adv Draft 1 [leahy]
03/ A/P Eng Comp [jordan]
04/ Trig [hodge]
05/ French 2 [batkins]
06/ Physics [scheff]

COMMENT BITCHES YOU KNOW THE DRILL ♥

cause youre not the first to say you're gonna be there for me

2005-08-12T01:40:11Z

so im not gonna lie
these past few days have been kinda depressing.

let's see.
autumn's not going to roseville.
i basically had a breakdown.
enough of that.

um this past weekend my parents went out of town
it was fun, staying at neys.
um yeah there was some trouble
but all my parents know is i showered here lmfao
but im grounded for oh forever.
nice, my moms sane i swear.
so guess whos covering for her sister like crazy
HM ME OH GOOD.

but mom & i got along good late in the day today
for once she's been absolutely crazy lately,
crazy fights the past few days.
& she said i can PROBABLY see dante tomorrow :]
thank god. i've seen him twice since he got back from cali,
that's horrible.
i miss him so much; ughhhhh.
it's just weird because there's no real reason we weren't hanging out,
we just weren't. it's hard. but we're okay. =*

basically cheerleading this morning went really well.
the last two practices were really hard
& kinda frustrating i won't lie
but roseville pulled it together &
today was our best practice ever.
toss doubles♥!
i bit my tongue & it's swollen & hurts to eat
but it's all worth it
it's all so worth it =*

after baby brooke came over again,
that child is crazy. she seriously NEVER stops.
i swam with her & stuff. 8)
since i have no life i hung out with her two days this week. :]
go me.

stupid stupid me rescheduled my appointment to get my braces off
for september first.
so i could go to practice.
wtf was i thinking.

pointless entries are my life.

my milk is making me cough :[

2005-08-03T02:03:41Z

ugh im seriously so out of it lately
my sleeping is all messed up
& im really emotional
everything is really up & down
up & down up & down
i'm driving myself crazy
with my mom with dante with just my mood
UGH.
thanks michael though,
i SERIOUSLY do not know what i would do without you lately.
you basically keep me somewhat sane or something.

autumn tried talking to me today & i was sleeping.
way to blow it meliss.

cheerleading is amazing.
basically a miracle happened today
& i got my left & right libs
& started fulling from them.
i was so tired from cedar point
that i was just like, not thinking so much.
& IT WORKED. <3
idk, whatever works. ugh so much fun.
it makes me happy.

so i went to cedar point yesterday
with gab cat flowergod roberto becky
& pam jill cait kev dannimann matt jerry
& even though ive been 3453 times,
that was probably one of the best.
we road everything except the Blue/Mean Streak.
& I'm completely in love with the Dragster
thanks to Cait. What was I thinking before?
& the MilleniumKSDDFJ OMG always my favorite.
along with the magnum. but yeah,
it was a blast. Snake River Falls saved my life.
& at night, when the whoooole group of us was running
to the Milennium, & everything around that time was completely amazing.
Thanks Gab.

so basically something is wrong with me
because even with that amazing of a day yesterday
& such an amazing practice this morning
im so out of it
i wish i had money to go blow on a shopping spree

my mom basically told me she hopes i die before i went to cedar point
& now shes acting all Mother of the Year ish again.
I don't understand her.
She did ground me though, for not calling or some shit.
Maybe if I had a cellular I would. :]
i couldn't hang out with dante today thanks to her.
that's always good, we're both finally actually in michigan
& i get grounded.
she does this everytime. sdfkla

i definitely need to talk to dante
& i dont even know where he is.

held hands; held standards & grudges

2005-07-30T16:07:14Z

Deej comes home tomorrow & I'm super excited. It seems like he has been gone all of July, which he basically has. I'm so excited to see him & just be able to talk to him whenever I want & hang out with him again. I hated him being gone but it definitely could've been worse. I'm lucky.

Today is the Bruske Family Reunion. Ehhhh. I love Dad's side but I just don't want to go. It's Tina's 18th though, Happy Birthday T. =*

Monday I'm going to Cedar Point w/ the Passarelli's & I'm seriously so excited. I adorrrrre that place. I want to go to Halloweekends though, a bunch of us? Oui? IDK BUT MONDAY IS GOING TO BE A BLASTTTT <333.

I'm missing the first tumbling session for cheerleading, but that's okay. I'll go to another OpenGym or something. But Cheerleading is amazing & I'm completely in love with it. I'm getting closer to everyone so that's good. Sometimes I feel so seperated but I'm getting over that. & Practice yesterday, I just looooooved how everyone just worked together & idk, got along. It was like a tight little circle. I love you ladies. =*
I definitely need to push out my flying. Yeah I've improved, but I've got a long way to go. I'll get there. iwilliwilliwilliwillll

I've been a bum this week. When I got home from camp I seriously slept for like 24 hours no joke. & then I hung out with my sister because I seriously missed her like crazy at camp, it made me like homesick slkdfj. Thursdayy I was an employee of Kristin's garage sale "Buy my shit Buy my shitt.. y a r d s a l e. :]" & Friday I had practice, fought with my parents all day, & then went for an ice cream run with Michael. !! :D We're definitely doing that more often.

My parents are retarded. I don't understand how my... peers. what a stupid word. But how everyone in school & such can think I'm like this complete goodygoody... & then my parents have no trust in me at all. It's just retarded. They piss me off when they think I'm like the worst kid ever. ksdfjlFJ. Whatever, all I know is I need to find somewhere to stay the 5-7 because Kristin's isn't happening. & I know if I try just waiting til the last minute so "i have to go there" they'll ship me off to grandmas. I love my grandma I really do shes my best friend, but her smoky apartment for a whole weekend... Idk man. SLKDFJS Bern & I shall talk to Uncle Bob & aunt Michelle. <3

I talked to Kristin about Panera & she said her friend worked there & they didn't work around peoples schedules. Uh, with cheerleading & everything else that would definitely be an issue.

I'm not gonna lie, I'm excited for school to start. I can't believe July is almost over, It doesn't feel like it but Summer really is flying by. But school is going to be amazing. I'm going to focus & do good in school, not slack like last year. None of that. & FOOTBALL SEASON<333. I loooove it, I can't wait. Idk it's going to be an amazing year, with cheer & stuass & friends & deej & ugh. :]

I get my braces off in 10 days! :DDD
I need to talk to Autumn !?!
My back hurts reallly bad. Maybe I'm just growing a lot?
I want to go school shopping.
& go to Target.
There is absolutely no food in this house & it's driving me crazy.
i miss the treeOOO & the F4.
we all need to hang out soon?

enough crap update. ♥

____melissa @ 2005-07-22T17:29:00

2005-07-22T21:40:46Z

Basics
FIRST NAME: Melissa
MIDDLE NAME: Marie
BIRTHDAY: May 31, 1989. ♥
BIRTHPLACE: Crittenton Hospital
GRADE: JUNIOR this fall.

Appearance
HEIGHT: psh 4'11" maybe. :]
HAIR COLOR: brunette baby
SKIN COLOR: um pale. freckles.
EYEBROWS: not thick not thin ya know
EYE COLOR: hazel
ABOUT EARS: pretty average
ABOUT LIPS: kinda small? idk they work for me.
ABOUT TONGUE: it seems normal. what a strange question.
ABOUT CHIN: it's breaking out a little right now. :[
MUSCLES: what muscles?
STYLE: UM I HAVE NO CLUE.
PIERCINGS: NONE.
TATTOO (S): grossss

Right Now
WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: light blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: im waiting for the number one in the sixpack @ 8
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: pepper steak
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: hot
HOW ARE YOU?: im alright. i want someone to talk to.

Do you...
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: oui.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: eh. it's a very up & down relationship. :]
LIKE TO DRIVE?: eh sometimes. not with my mom.
SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?: nah, but my pillow f/ deej sometimes.
DRINK: rarellyy
SMOKE?: gross no never
ANY OTHER DRUGS?: nah.
WEAR CONTACTS?: nope :]
HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?: yes.
THEIR AGES?: 14, what a yougin.

Favorites
RELATIVE: bern, duh/da.
TV SHOW: friends, boy meets world, oprah
SHAMPOO: hm tresseme, garnier, herbal
COMMERCIAL: the nfl one in the supermarket. cashier says, IM OPEN OVER HERE. man in aisle very quickly pulls pineapple out of his cart, chucks it at her, knocks her out. :]
MAGAZINE: hm, cosmo, cosmogirl, arch digest, GQ LMFAO,
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: lemon propel, juice, chocolate milk, water, sunnyd,
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: hm mikes
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: be with my friends. my boyfriend. not that hes ever AROUND SDKJ
MOVIE: my best friends wedding, hitch, titanic, school of rock, cinderella, the new peter pan,
FOOD: prime rib, pasta, pasta, pasta,
ANIMAL: MONKEY LMFAO <333
SCHOOL SUBJECT: drafting? astronomy. i liked history but hannifan ruined that with his stupiiiiid tests
CLOTHES: idk i like a lot of different things. i like boho right now
HANGOUT: um gabs backyard?!
RESTAURANT: olive garden, macaroni grill,
FEELING: happiness duh. when caused by someone else because theyre telling you how much you mean to them how much they lvoe you how amazing oyu are etc etc
COLOR: green
ICE CREAM: chocolate chip cookie dough; reese blizzard
VACATION PLACE: summerhouse♥ WHAT VACATION!?!?!> SLDFJ
SPORT: cheerleadingggg!! &hearts!!
MUSIC: hm that emopunkish w/e stuff? & country :]
STORES: target, borders, starbucks, panera, barnes & nobles, abercrombie, ae, pacsun,
DAY OF THE YEAR: my birthday i suppose. first day of school is always fun too i wont lie.
MONTH: um may & june, that whole time period.

Have you...
BROKEN THE LAW: duh
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: lmfao bern <33
EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: yes
STAYED UP TILL FOUR ON THE PHONE: HAH YES UNBELEIVABLE
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: hm i dont think so. kinda.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: up northh
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: probably so
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: GROSS THATS JUST HORRIFYING
USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: um yeah
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: with moms permission.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: i do not recall
FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: maybe snacking?
FELL ASLEEP WHILE DRIVING: noo, but ive been in an accident thanks to someone else doing so :]
DRIVEN A CAR: ouii
EVER MET SOMEONE FAMOUS: a brady boy @ jacks!
WANTED TO DIE: eh not really
BEEN ON A PLANE: yes :]
BEEN ON A MOTORCYCLE/BIKE: um i dont think so
WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: i think.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yeah.
CRIED IN PUBLIC: psh probably.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: basically.
EATEN SUSHI: no! i shall.

Love
BOYFRIEND: yes ♥
GIRLFRIEND: GAB.
CHILDREN?: later.
CURRENT CRUSH: does deej count :]
BEEN IN LOVE?: now. :]
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: nope.
BEEN OUT WITH SOMEONE: hm yess
TOO SHY?: im not?
BEEN HURT?: lmfao not really :]
HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?: yes.
CHEATED ON SOMEONE: no
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: pshhh
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: nah.
WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: smile?

When/what was the last...
TIME YOU CRIED: um day before deej left. monday.
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: kicking&screaming♥!!
TIME YOU WERE GROUNDED: my mom grounded me on wednesday for a week for drinking apple juice. thats why no listens to her :]
PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: um samanthas cell?
PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: samantha i think.

1. ONE WISH? mom wasn't nuts :]
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? i'll go with lover.
3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? facing life alone
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? maybe not a maniac
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV? some of its okay :x
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? rarely
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? fuck yes
8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? i definitely dont mind it but i couldnt be happier now :]
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? ugly beige
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? sometimes :]
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? NO I SHALL LETS GO
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS? hm probably not?
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? right now cali :]
14. Is Jay Leno Funny? no.
15. CAN YOU SWIM? yeah.
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? i dont believe i have
17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE? sure
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE ROLL POP? no one cares ill kill you bitch
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? nahh
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? yes. florida
21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD? no :]
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS? um electric
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? um its the food chain so i dont have a problem when people do it, but dont expect me to be able to go kill something like that :]
24. IS THERE MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? hopefully.
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? when its neat
26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? nothing?
27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"? a few minutes ago to my mommy :]
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE? no
29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? no
30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? sunny side up scrambled
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB? fuck yes
32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP? yo mamas face
33. WHAT TIME IS IT? eight forty three pm
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? yeah, mostly lis & lissa
35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? sometimes.
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? about an hour ago.
37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? showers these days.
38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL? yes.
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED? gosh yessss.
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? nope
41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? um, friends. biting my nails. music. propel.
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? CRUNCHY!
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK? sometimes
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? no<3
45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? 2 or 3 ?
46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? for me
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER? um rarely.
48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? hazel
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? most days :]
51. LIQUOR OR BEER? liquor fo'sho.
52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC? no i am not.
53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"? um i dont think so
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? clarinet in the past
55. HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN MONEY? no, maybe change from dad.
56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD? psh im no good
57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING? yes :[
58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN U LAUGH? hahahaha its real funny if i do
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC? not so much
60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? they can be
61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? GOD PLEASE!
62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? probably not.
63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES? nah im basically perfect
64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY? noooooo.
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? pepper steak!
66. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH? at times.
67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED? yes =*
68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL? omg theres so many.
69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? sometimes :]
70. DO YOU SNORE? i dont think so.
71. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT? too many. maybe something soco or rascal

____melissa @ 2005-07-22T15:42:00

2005-07-22T19:47:05Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01/ Melissa
02/ Meliss
03/ Lis[sa]

THREE SCREENAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01/ melissa x nacy
02/ marie nace
03/ something with cheer, I am sure.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
why do we have to do just physically?
01/ my face lmfao
02/ developing muscles can be easy for me
03/ this is hard. Um my shoulders?

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01/ scoliosis
02/ boobs
03/ hair, grows slow

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01/ polish
02/ german
03/ french

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01/ needles
02/ being alone forever
03/ failing

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01/ food
02/ clothes
03/ sleep

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01/ pink shorts
02/ sports bra
03/ socks

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE MUSICAL ARTISTS(for right now):
01/ rascal flatts
02/ fall out boy
03/ something corporate

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
01/ Breakaway - Rascal Flatts
02/ Dirty Little Secret – All American Rejects
03/ something more by .. im drawing a blank

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
01/ sex; good answer mike, bffl intuition
02/ getting a job
03/ car + license

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (besides love):
01/ trust & honestly
02/ friendship & laughter
03/ sexual attraction/ chemistry; bffl intuition

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01/ smile; bffl intuition
02/ hair
03/ laugh

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01/ cheerleading
02/ computer
03/ sleeping

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
01/ talk to/ see dante.
02/ stunt more 8)
03/ EAT.

THREE CAREERS YOU WANT:
01/ structeral engineer
02/ architect
03/ teacher

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
01/ europe, italy, england
02/ california
03/ japan

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01/ skydive
02/ fall in love get married have kids ya know, happily ever after story
03/ be successful in my career, design amazing sturdy buildings :]

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR ELSE:
01/ bernn
02/ gabb
03/ troy?

so tomorrow i leave for cheerleading camp :]
im pretty excited.
The only thing I’m a little worried about is rooming, but it will be okay.
I mean theres not anyone I would be upset if I got stuck with :D
I love all them girls but I definitely need to get closer to most of them.
Oh and the fact that my clothes are huge. It’s horrifying.
So mom tries to shrink them and puts them in with towels and now theyre big and linty YAY. Heh. Its easy to take in the shoulder but will she NOOOOOPE. Slkdfja

at the beginning of this week i was definitely not looking forward to practice,
but they went so much better then i thought.
The first day I was with Si, Chels, & Heather,
& I fulled from elevators & extensions. :]
I was super proud of myself.
Considering I didn’t do that all last year.
By yesterday I had a solid Lib with Jaimi, Che, & Alew,
Even with one arm letting go & stuff.
We’re gonna get one man REAAAALLL SOOON.
I can’t believe how much progress I’ve made in four days
Last season I couldn’t fly to save my life & now, idk, I get it.
Pull up push off big toe ya knooow
I enjoy it now! Its incredible
I’m pumped for this season & this year & I love those girls.
& Seriously, thank you everyone who believes/d in me.
It means the world to me. Gab & Als & Moons, duh.. you guys are amazing.
Thank you for believing in me when I didn’t even believe in myself.

Dante is in Cali & I miss him like crazy. It’s annoying, I can’t even talk to him.
My parents decided to ground me the first two days he was home from that dumb boat.
But I spent Sunday & Monday with him. :] Definitely a blast.
RedRobin<3 & Kicking&Screaming.
& raaaainnnn yyaayyy.
Ugh I just want him to come home.
6:33 7/31 his plane comes in. he’s coming to see me..
I can’t wait. I love & miss you deej.
& THEN IM GOING TO GABS.
Because we’re going to cedar point the next morning. :]

When I get back from camp the treeOOO needs to hang out,
& also I need to hang out with MichaAEl.

I need to find something to do today.
My mom wouldn’t drive me to the movies.
Me & Bern are supposedly lazy. Mmmhmm.
Her mood swings are getting out of control.
& her and dad have gotten along for over a week now?
REALLY WEIRD.
Also annoying, because mom will yell about something stupid,
& now he backs her up. Pisses me off.
They should divorceeeeeeeeee ksdjfl;!

I’m super sore I hope it goes away by tomorrow.
I need to go get Propel. :D
I want my license.
I’m really hungry.

____melissa @ 2005-07-16T12:43:00

2005-07-16T16:56:49Z

tuesday jamie came over,
we slept in the basement.
yeah we're exciting fo'sho.

wednesday went to the ortho
we were gonna ride our bikes because mom hates us
but dad felt bad :D
went home, layed out, got ready..
& then rode our bikes to brooke's birthday
@ macomb mall.
that was exciting i love my cousins.
seen the pacifer or whatever its called
it was cute.
& then biked home.
got bored,
went to 7-11 & then jo-ann
& bought boxes
lmfao, painted them?
my sister & i are kool

thursday i went & seen
War of the Worlds
w/ Troy & Scott.
Thanks for everything Troy :] :]
It was a good movie,
Scott was late so Troy & i ran around empty theaters.
Lmfao that was so much fun.
Um, after we went to BigBoys.
I got in trouble because my mom doesn't like picking up her phone.
So I was grounded yesterday, & today.

Yesterday Bern & I biked everywhere.
Kamie's house, they weren't there.
So we just walked in & left a message on her computer. :]
Taco Belll, & then dropped Bern off @ tanning
& went to DJ's. Talked to him for like 20 minutes.
God I missed him so muchhhh. =*
Bern picked me up, we went to WaldenBooks,
I got books for APCOMP. frederik, lucky, & some bad girl book lmfao.
Sallys. & went in Panera, they'll have apps next week.
I want to work there oh so baddddddddd.

Today was suppose to be a Block Party,
but no ones sure thanks to the weather.
Tomorrow & Monday I'm with Deej. :]
Practice all next week!

Mom's still drunk this morning from last night.
It's kinda amusing I guess.
She's selfish & stupid. :]
BUT IT'S OKAY LIFE IS STILL AMAZING.

i want to go to a concert.
i want green nail polish.
i want to not be burned.
burn + brace = OW.
i want round two.
i want to take pictures of my friends. :]

ALRIGHT IM BORED. BYE.

____melissa @ 2005-07-12T19:45:00

2005-07-12T23:54:16Z

Gab & AliCass tagged me.
Ten Things I Strongly Dislike
This should be fun, I do love complaining. :]
01. Smoking. Second-Hand Smoke and the person being inconsiderate & selfish.
02. Alcoholics. Drunk Drivers.
03. Strict parents, especially with trustworthy, responsible kids.
04. Growing apart, moving away, losing touch.
05. People who aren't trustworthy or honest.
06. SLUTS. SKANKS. WHORES. ya know.
07. Trying your hardest & failing miserably.
08. Anything less then All A's.
09. My Mom throwing away or destroying my things for no reason. :]
10. Being Broke.

just one more, growing up. :]

1. Ali Curtis.
2. Troy Maniaci.
3. Troy Geier.
4. Jon Acord.
5. Alex Golembiewski.
6. & I know we all want to hear what Samantha hates. ;]

so random. :]

2005-07-12T19:35:27Z

so yesterday was really amazing.
i went to gabs a little after six.
we played volleyball for oh 785 hours
enjoyed lovely hamburgers & such compliments
of the amazing roberto & becky.
warm brownies omggg.
seriously i was SO TIRED.
volleyball for like, 4 hours.
i was like blacking out.
michael alan angela scott troy
and the other troy.
and our amazing host gabriella,
THANKS!
LITTLE BOYS. FEELINGS. HAVING A MOMENT.
and um a broken volleyball net. way to go buddy!
at like ten we all went a little crazy & went swimming,
some even in our clothes.
sat on the porch for a while:)
and then my mommy came and we drove scott and troy home.
diane was with her.
they really started to anger me
my mom is freaking out again.
all she points out are my faults liike im the worst kid ever.
im 16 and ive never made a major mistake or even close.
im responsible.
and yet she doesnt trust me. & ughhgh all she points out are my faults.
i talked to diane for a while in my kitchen
almost cried, gross. i love her though.
wasnt allowed to sleep in berns room
how dare your daughters get along right kim
so today we tried to "talk during normal hours"
like she said
and she wouldn't let us leave
and go to taco bell and tanning and pick up jamiebaby.
so nowwwwwwww
jamie is coming over
and we shall watch dumb & dumberer and other movies in the basement.

ill call samantha later.
but physcho mother will probably say "its a work night"
I DONT HAVE A JOB MOM.
dad will get sick of her soon enough i hope
and divorce her
and everyones lifes can stop revolving around her :]

ive never been so lost ive never felt so much at home

2005-07-11T21:23:43Z

She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities. She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway. She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion,, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark. She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink. Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child.

awe i love my sister. :]

i am so beyond excited for the bbq. i probably should be getting ready.
i need a job. armani exchange with troy?! lmfao yeah right i wish.
mom should take me to get apps fo'sho.
mom is dramatic.
dad is being dumb & using his connections to try and ruin my life.
i love samantha. we are proof of what best friends really means. we have gone through so much and still just talk it out and ah, if anyone will be my friend forever its her.
mom hasn't done laundry in 45 days.
my parents aren't going camping. no house for me. i'm sad.
i want to grow up and be independent.
maybe i could feel this way by having a job
& getting a liscense.
or maybe just growing and not wearing a brace and braces.
PROBABLY NOT THOUGH.
i havent watched school of rock in a long time.
TOMORROW IM TUMBLING I WANT TO TUCK I HOPE I STILL CAN.
no one is going to golf for $85 silly tina. i need to get more sponsers.
WHO WANTS TO SPONSER ME. :]

POST A MEMORY OF US,
one or 56,
funny or sad,
forever ago or yesterday.
I'll respond with my own. :]

& I will be strong; even if it all goes wrong.

2005-07-05T19:07:03Z

EDIT.
I don't know what to do!
Go camping for a week with my family
like I have every Summer since I was like, 6
@ Summerhouse, the most beautiful place in the world
& catch up w/ old camping buddies
OR.
don't go because of 4 cheerleading practices
tina said that will be getting
stunt groups and such together for camp
now stunting is what i need to work on most
so there are probably vital

what do i do?
i really want to go..
but i dont want to go & then regret it
@ camp, & possibly all season.
the other flyers have a major advantage over me already.
&.. empty house. :]
there's always next year, right?
your input is appreciated, yo. :]
/EDIT

EDITED.
1. Dante.
2. Michael.
3. Alan.
4. Gab.
5. Scott.
6. Troy.
7. Jamie.
8. Bern.
9. Ryan.
10. Samantha.
11. Autumn.
12. Katie.
13. Jeff.
14. Chelsea!
15. Kristin.
16. Troy Maniacii
17. Alexxx.
19. Beverley. :D :D
20. KYLE MEADE

[I'm so sorry, something is wrong with me.]

That got hard. That's probably an issue.
Or not. :]

Then, fill this out according to the people you chose

Who is ..8 going out with?: No one. :]
Is ..9 a boy or a girl?: Ryan would be a male, obviously.
Would ..11 and ..2 make a cute couple?: LMFAO, I'll go with no. :x
What grade is ..17 in?: He would be a junior next year, but he probably failed.
When was the last time you talked to ..12?: God, forever ago. School!?
What is ..6's favorite band?: I'm not sure. Troy likes lots of music.
Does ..1 have any siblings?: Yeah, 4 older sisters.
Would you ever date ..3?: MY TWIN!? That's... wrong.
Would you ever date ..7?: Oh no, definitely not. Bern's boy. Too weird.
Is ..16 single?:I do believe he is, at the moment.
What's ..15's last name?: Hoff.
What's ..5's middle name?: Paul! He's a pope!
What's ..10's fantasy?: Of all the things we've talked about, we've never gotten there.
Would ..14 and ..19: Definitely.
what school does 20 go too? ROSEVILLE WITH MOI. :]
Tell me a random fact about ..11: Autumn has a car and a licsense and is my Best Friend but hasn't tried to contact me all Summer. KTHX.
Have you ever had a crush on ..16?: We went out before.
Where does ..9 live?: On Voiland.
What's ..4's favorite color?: Frank Sinatra is all she cares about.
Would you makeout with ..14?: We're going to have sex in the air, duh.
Are ..5 & ..6 best friends?: They're buddies.
Does ..7 like ..20?: They may exchange words.
Does ..8 like ..19?: They don't know each other that well.
How did you meet ..15?: She lived down the street from me forever, she met my mom when she was pregnant with me. & NOW SHES MOVING TO NY. :[ :[
Does ..10 have any pets?: Samantha has a dog, Elmo. & 2 fish, Simba & Nala.
Is ..12 older than you?: Her birthday is in September, Mine's in May.
Have you ever given ..13 a hug?: Probably.
Is ..17 the sexiest person alive?: WHO'S YOUR DADDY. Hell yes he is.

Well, that was fun.
I don't feel like editing, I'll just make a new entry. :D

what are you waiting for
KISS HER KISS HER :]

____melissa @ 2005-07-05T13:52:00

2005-07-05T18:38:42Z

The last two days were a blast,
fo'sho.
Sunday I picked up Troy
& we went to BigBoy's to visit Scott.
That was quite complicated,
but finally us three ate.
& then we spent the rest of the day together,
walking around.
Patton for a while.
That blue spinny thing is my life.
Talked about a lot of things. ♥
Invaded personal property.
That's always fun.
So at like 11, went back to Troy's house.
Lemon Propel, thanks! ♥
Beverley gave me a ride home and we sat in my driveway
FOREVER just talking.
I walked in the door at 1:01am. :]
I love her so much, honestly.
Our little trio has to hang out again soon,
definitely. Amazing day.

So i celebrated the 4th w/ Scott.
"Happy 4th" :]
Mall, no shoes or Kiki's Delivery Service. :[
Red Robin for lunch. :]
Kidnapped Gabriella! Died in her house.
Your wall looks amazing, btw. & I'm really excited for tomorrow! :D
Went to Patton.
Sat around there until it rained lmfao,
& walked home in the rain. :]
His HILARIOUS father drove me home in a Korean van lmfaoooo.
Thanks for everything Scott. ♥

I enjoyed the past two days a lot.
My feet kill though.
But good times & good laughs & good friends are worth it.

I miss Dante. He comes home today thank godddd.
I hope it's early enough to see him.
I want to talk to himmmmm so baddd & just lay with himm.

That's it.
Mom & Dad are crazy like always,
& I love my sister, like always.
I should find something to do besides waiting for Dante all day.
Maybe I'll go outside.

♥

spinning uncontrollably & gaining altitude

2005-07-03T17:58:03Z

Most boring entry I'll ever write, probably so.
yesterday was
um boring?
i was a bum.
but today i might hang out with troy?! hopefully.
tomorrow is a for sure busy day with scottie boy. :] :]
i do like my journal quite a bit right now
it's simple. :]

hey baby. is that you. wow your hair got so long.
yeah yeah i love it i really do.
norma jean aint that the song wed sing in the car
drivin downtown top down makin the roundsssss

basically i miss dante.
i want to talk to him.

michael gabriella scott
i love those threeeeee.
they're true. ♥♥

I miss Autumn. I don't understand her.
Why can't she stop by!? Or something.
I need to stop being like, mad at her though
because i do this everytime & then I talk to her
& there's a good excuse so I feel bad. :]

I love my sister. I'd be lost without her.
I want to talk to her.

MY TWIN. Jamie. Jeff.

oO basically I'm happy with my friends.
I feel like I'm growing up. Or something.
Nothing is even happening but I feel like I'm realizing things
& things are falling into place.
Or something.

I really want to talk to DJ.
sdjf;laksdfj;lasie.
lasie, hahaha.

yeah life throws you curves but you learn to swerve
me I swung & i missed and the next hting ya know
I'm reminiscinnn dreamin old dreams
wishin old wishes
like you would me back again :]

♥♥♥♥♥♥

i must end this nonsense.
I'm eating a turkey sandwich
& swimming.
Maybe I'll run.
I should.

____melissa @ 2005-07-01T23:14:00

2005-07-02T03:48:30Z

Yesterday, Mom & I went shopping
to a billion different places.
I need money / a job real bad.
But theonly place I want to work
is Panera. Idk we'll see.
Then later, Gab came over.
I seriously love her.
Talked; TV;
In Good Company.
The usual.
She's amazing & definitely my best friend.
Old Ladies.

ANYWAY.
Today after NaziMom was finally done with us
I met Michael & Alan up @ Huron Park.
I seriously had so much fun with them today.
Swings, walked to McDonald's, visited Shannon,
lmfao. :]
Back to Michael's. DREW IS KOOL. & so is his car.
michael's, i mean.
& then we walked all the way to my house. :]
sat in my basement like bums for quite a while.
for not doing anything really, we sure had fun.

tomorrow im not doing anything.
mom said we were gonna go buy some furniture for the basement
but shes out right now
so she might not feel so well tomorrow.
sunday, hanging out with troy? its a possibilty.
next week is booked and i love it ♥
troy, scott, DANTE, gabs birthday!!!, jamie.
oh and tagday. how happy.
and im gonna work out.
starting tomorrow.:] :]
i love how i feel when i do that.
swimming + running + STUFF.

yeah im real tired.
end.

____melissa @ 2005-06-30T20:08:00

2005-07-01T00:13:16Z

who the hell am i kidding.
i can't fly.
i'll never make round two.

someone
who doesn't want it
nearly as bad as me
is going to get it

& i'll bawl like a baby :]

or maybe
by then
i just wont care anymore ?

oh yeah.
so today i go to the back dr.
he tells me i have to wear the fucking peice of shit
until october 27 the earliest.
oh joy.
the happiness grows.

right.
dante come homeeee.

____melissa @ 2005-06-29T11:28:00

2005-06-29T15:43:53Z

Mom wants to sit down & talk about the "rules."
lmfaaaaaao,
whew that should be fun! can't wait!
Yesterday she was bitchy for the 4th day in a row.
SHE NEEDS TO TAKE HER PILLS.
SO she decided to yell at Bern & I for every little thing she once had a rule about.
Like, we got in trouble for using the sliding door
because when we were like 4, we had to go around to the side door.
& she wonders why we have no respect for her.
IT WAS RAINING YOU IDIOT.
So she yelled at me for bringing bathing suits and towels people have left over here like they have diseases or something, HOW DARE I DO SUCH A HORRIBLE THING!?!
& I told her everyone else gets along here, everyone gets along withe everyone, BUT HER. Don't you see a problem with that?
She told me to fuck myself. :]
dsfklajsld i just dont know what to do with her
theres no way to make her happy

anyway im suppose to go over dantes today :]:]:}
& then he leaves to go up north. :[ :[ :[ :[
ahhhh i hate it when he leaves.
& then hell come back for THREE WHOLE DAYS
and leave for a week.
tomorrow i have to go to the back doctor &
then i have a one night stand. ;] 1126<3
FRIDAY IM AM HANGING OUT WITH MICHAEL & ALAN <33333333333
i'm seriously so excited.

um yeah, i turned in 3 sponsers already $225
& sold $205 worth of pizza
yay cheerleading fundraising.
im seriously so pumpeddddd kdfjlsK!
"you guys seriously have like a really pretty team this year .."
UGH I FELT SO OUT OF PLACE.

i miss being confident.
really i do.
im not confident in like, anything anymore.
anything.
gross.

i think i'll go shower so mom can sit us down and tell us how much we suck for a while & thennnnnnn i can go to dantes :] :] :]

dante, i love you baby.

thanks gab and mooney. !! & DJ toooo♥

2005-06-28T17:58:57Z

So yeah.
I've never been more pumped about cheerleading in my life.
I want this so bad it's unreal.
I need to prove it to everyone I can do this.
I know the whole team was sitting there thinking,
yeah Melissa will never get this she sucks at flying.
I'm going to prove them wrong.
I'm going to prove it to everyone
TO MYSELF
that I can do this.
I will be in Round Two.
I'm not doing last year again.
I'm not.
I will tuck.
LAYOUT?!
How fucking sweet is that!?
& these practice coming up,
and at camp,
and all of August,
I WILL WORK MY ASS OFF.
I will gain confidence im my flying
because I know I can do this.
That's the only thing holding me back.
I have nothing else to worry about.
I CAN FLY. :]

just you and me, no one else. just you and me.

2005-06-27T18:48:12Z

So Friday I ended up going to SCS Fireworks
with Dante, Troy, Ryan & Samantha.
It was fun, obviously. :]
Mostly I enjoyed myself with DJ & Troy & Becca.
I'm violent. Sorry about your arm. :]
But anyway, Troy & I should definitely hang out more.

Saturday my Mother & I went to Lakeside.
We enjoyed ourselves together, for once.
We got these modern, um, drawings of me, bern, and my parents framed.
I got an amazing shirt for $10 @ Weathervane,
& this skirt which ended up being $40.
I'm thinking about returning it but I only get in store credit.
& I got two tanks.
OH AND A GIFT FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL.
Picked up Dante, stopped by a couple places.
At home, Nick + Jess were over.
Swam with them,
IT RAINED. :]
Hung aorund in the basement for a while,
until Ry + Sam came & picked us up for Roseville's Fireworks.
Now those were amazing.
Just sitting and talking with Deej before they started. :]
I loved it.

Yesterday, Sunday, us 4 went to the zoo.
That was cute.
I love frozen lemonade. :]
Dante came home with me.
We watched Coach Carter, very good.
Ate 35 things of Ramen.
He left in the middle of Hitch.
I love that movie.
You can't know where you're going, if you don't know where you've been.

I basically loved the past three days a whole whole lot.
Today shall be a slackish day, I think.
I'm motivated but there's not much to do.
Tomorrow, Cheer Mtg. + out with mom.
Thursday, BACK DR!!
I'm so scared.
sdkfj;aslkf. i hate it.
i cant hand le thishtlisdhf;l!
um but then im hanging out with gabriella :]
sorry about yesterday.
BUT HAPPY TWO YRS & SEVEN MONTHS. :D

mom told me if i get a job and am responsible with it
[like i wouldnt be]
shell get me a new car.
how kind of her.

MichAEL Joseph Mooney comes home today!!!!
Welcome home baby, I've missed youuuuu.
We're hanging out ASAP!
& Alloyd.
July 6th - GAB's BIRTHDAY :DDDD

I need to redo Bern's journal. Oh joy.

WHERE IS MY MOFO REPORT CARD!?!?!
this is killing me.
it needs to fucking come.

I do believe that is all for this pointless update. :]
I love you Gab.
Welcome Home MichAEl.
Dante, I love you baby.

CMT!?
kthx!

Detroit loves you anyway, boys.

2005-06-24T18:22:05Z

So the Pistons lost last night.
Dang.
It was shocking, upsetting.
Deej came over,
we sat outside & talked,
funnn. :]
Bern & Deej & I went to Embassy,
um, that was different.
entertaining.
Came home, watched the game.
Ryan & Andy showed up?
They all left.
Mom came home.
Wasted. Cute.
Bern slept in my room.
Mom tried waking me up
so I layed in bed til 1 to piss her off. :]
Then drove Bern + Kam around.

It's so fricken hot out, gross.
But the radio said that if you're outside
you're gonna be scorched.
So I definitely need to go get some sun.

Later, SCS fireworks with parents + Uncle Bob & Aunt Michelle.
I love them, but 4 drunks plus me?
Idk, I wouldn't mind getting out of it.

Tomorrow, Dante, fireworks. Sunday, zoo.
Monday, MICHAEL COMES HOME!

So my Mom is the biggest bitch of all time and I hate her.
& if I didn't hate her enough already,
she told me she's gonna get plastic surgery.
I was like, you can't put a couple hundred towards a car for me,
and YOU'RE GETTING PLASTIC SURGERY!?
and then she went on her when-i-was-a-kid-we-didnt-get-shit
crap she says everyday.
whateverrrrr.
yes mom, kids these days are selfish greedy bitches.
i admit it and i dont care. :]

i need a job though.
i need to talk to autumn.
fuck growing up.
fuck summer. :]

pointless updates are good for the soul.

I LOVE MULTIPLE UPDATESSS !!!

2005-06-23T19:48:53Z

It's definitely been a while...

SERiES 0NE - Y0U
Birth time: 8:10 am
Last place you traveled: fuck I don’t even know. Camping last summer. Ugh hate.
Eye Color: hazel
Nail Color: pink + orange.
Height: 4’11” baby
Zodiac Sign: Gemini

SERiES TW0 - DESCRiBE
Your heritage: ~~polish german french~~italien
The shoes you wore today: pink flip flops f/ target, someone is surfing on them :]
Your hair: brunette baby… AND SHORT!
Your weakness: um, starbucks. Ritzy sophisticated stuff like that.
Your fears: chewed gum, needles, losing people I love, dying before I’m ready
Your perfect pizza: just enough sauce, cheese, sausage, ham, green pepper, pineapple
One thing you'd like to achieve: masters in engineering, structeral

SERiES THREE - WHAT IS..
Your most overused phrase on aim: lmfao
Your most overused phrase, period: bbaaabyy
Your thoughts first waking up: wtf is that noise stfu ill kill you bitch
Your current worry: TODAY IS GOING TO SUCKKK
Your plans tomorrow: hang out with someone before SCS fireworks w/ the family + bob & michelle :]
Your best physical feature: um I honestly don’t know.
Your greatest accomplishment: varsity cheer.
Your most regretable action: no regrets baby.

SERiES F0UR - Y0U PREFER
Sunrise or sunset: either.
Gore or horror: horror
Eastsiiiide or wessssside: um, hoesville represent.
Stripes or poki dots: BOTH DUH.
Money or fame: Money.
Planes or trains: Plane.
Metal or hardcore: hardcore
Boxers or briefs: hm your pick :] it’s not me yo.
Your life is: I prefer my life is… um right. Good question.
Pools or hot tubs: both. Kthx.

SERiES FiVE - D0 Y0U
Cuss: TRUCK DRIVER.
Do you think you've been in love: yeaah
Want to get married: heck yes
Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: mostly.
Like to take baths: not so much anymore.
Get motion sickness: NOPE.
Like talking on the phone: not so much.
Like thunderstorms: yeah ♥
Play an instrument: used too. Clarinetist straight up
Workout: god I used too, wtf.
Like reading: yeah

SERiES SIX - FAVORITES
Kind of fruit: apples & oranges
Music to fall asleep to: whatever cd im addicted to at the moment
Time of the day: early evening.
Feature in the opposite sex: smile, eyes, hair.
Car: those coupers are real cute yo.
Number: 3;4;7;12;
Thing to do right before bed: UM GET READY.
Thing to say when you're mad: ill kill you bitch
Color: green

SERiES SEVEN - FUTURE
Age you hope to be married: 20 something.
Numbers & Names of Children: im not so specific.
Describe your Dream Wedding: beautiful day. Lots of friends. Inside AND out.
How do you want to die: when im old. When ive accomplished basically everything I want to.
Where you want to go to college: Um, in my dreams, Columbia + FLWright’s. In reality, who fucking knows. :]
What do you want to be when you grow up: architect + structural engineer.
What country would you most like to visit: italy france england.

[ IN YOUR ROOM ]
What size is your bed?: twin hell yeah :]
Is your floor carpeted?: yes sir
If so, what color is it?: hm beige
Do you have posters on your walls?: nope.
Do you keep your room clean, or is there junk all over the floor?: its clean fo’sho’
Are you allowed to eat in your room?: hm technically not but I definitely do :]

[ HYGIENE ]
How many times a day do you brush your teeth?: 3 or 4
Do you take a shower daily?: mostly
Do you wear perfume/cologne?: nah
Do you wear deodorant?: gross. Yes I do. Sick.

[ OUTSIDE ]
Do you go outside often?: hmm yeah?
Is your lawn green or brown?: green
Do you have a patio in the back?: yeah
Do you have a one or two (or more) car garage?: 2.5
How many trees are in your yard?: um one big one out front, some tiny ones. And the neighbors in the back owns our yard that bee cheee

[ ABOUT YOU ]
Are you male or female?: female
Are you sure?: nope.
Do you have any piercings?: NOPE :]
Are you single or married?: neither yo
Do you like your name?: I guess. It’s cute, sure.
Do you like lotion? Chapstick?: chapstick is my life. And im an alligator without lotion.
Do you shave your legs?: yeah, but rarely.
How old are you? 16

[ MISC. ]
Is the sky really blue, or is it white with blue clouds? Looks blue to me.
Did that last question confuse you?: not so much.
Do you eat chocolate often?: I wouldn’t say often.
Do you have a job?: no!
Is your computer slow?: yeah
Have you ever wondered why there is bark on trees?: cant say that I ahve
When you kick a tree, does it bruise the tree?: it probably hurts its feelings.
Why do cats cover their poop and such?: bc it smells.
What do you hear right now?: 88.7
What do you smell right now?: um outside.
Are you alone in the room?: yeah
Are you at home?: yes

THiS OR THAT:
Taking Back Sunday or Brand New: Brand New.
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney.
Justin Timberlake or Nsync: oh boy, NSYNC.
GreenDay or good charlotte: not sure?
Sugarcult or Weezer: weezer, I guess.
Avril Lavigne or Ashlee Simpson: hmm ashlee
Jessica Simpson or Ashlee Simpson: that’s like saying melisas or brenda, its not nice.
Outkast or Coheed and Cambria: coheed
New Found Glory or YellowCard: AH.
Story of the year or Switchfoot: switchfoot
50 Cent or Eminem: eminem
Usher or Nelly: usher
Pink or No doubt: no doubt
Linkin Park or Metallica: LP
Blink 182 or Sum 41: blink

WHAT DO YOU THiNK OF:
A cinderella story: lmfao I love it! Even though I don’t like hilary so much.
Harry potter 1, 2 and 3: alright. Books are much better.
Shrek 1 and 2: I don’t find them as funny as everyone does, but theyre pretty good.
Spiderman 1 and 2: amazing.
Bruce Almighty: anything with jim carrey rules at life.
Confessions of a teenage drama queen: lmfao reminds me of jena. I like the bend and break thing:0 and lindsey is so much better then duff.
Freaky Friday: my mom loves this movie.
The Princess Diaries: um the books are better.
Lord Of the rings 1, 2, and 3: im a loser, havent seen them :]
Jim Carrey: HE IS AMAZING.
Halle Berry: gorgeous.
Adam Sandler: hes a cutie. Make sme laugh.
Ben Stiller: awe whats not to love.
Ashton Kutcher: who doesn’t love this guy, honestly.
Tobey Mcguire: hm hes alright.
Denzel Washington: oh hes wonderful :]
Andy Dick: he can be annoying but his mtv show was entertaining
Bam: hes mean.

[Four TV Shows you Liked When You Were a Little Kid]
1. Mr. Rogers
2. Barney
3. Sesame Street
4. Care Bears
So I Liked classics, sue me.

[Four Places to Go in Your Area]
1. Taco bell, wendys, red robin, olive garden. We like food.
2. the movies.
3. the other movies
4. macomb mall heck yessss!

[Four Things to Do When You're Bored]
1. Computer yo.
2. stare.
3. think.
4. EAT.!!

[Four Things That Never Fail to Cheer You Up]
1. Dante.
2. autumn
3. iced coffee
4. buying things.

[Four Things You Can't Live Without]
1. Computer.
2. people.
3. my green bag + its contents.
4. tooothpaste.

[Three Things about Ten Years Ago]
1. My best friend was alysha.
2. I was six. Okay great.
3. I liked it.

[Three Things about Today...]
1. Dantes coming over soon
2. THE NBA FINALS ARE ON TONIGHT. GAME 7. PISTONSSS BABY.
3. I drove around a lot with my mom. It’s her anniversary. I deposited $ in the bank.

[Seven things you Love]
1. Music
2. FOOD.
3. My fishhhh
4. Cheerleading
5. That lovely green bag
6. My kool water bottle
7. Flip flops

[Seven Things You Dislike]
1. Dead fish
2. Chewed gum
3. Needles
4. Lies
5. Curfews
6. BRACE.
7. Um tears?

[Seven Things in your car]
what car. Stfu bitch.

[Seven Facts About You]
1. I’m 16 and have my permit, yeah, I’m good at life.
2. I’m really short. Most of the time I like it.
3. I have the sco, Not to be confused with the CLAP.
4. I have the highest GPA in my class… well I did. We’ll see.
5. I have an amazing boyfriend.
6. I like being introduced to new music.
7. I’m a cheerleader, but most people say I don’t fit the streeotype.

Last time you...
[ Had a nightmare ]: I never remember anything from my sleep. Dreams, how long, nightmares,
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: um yesterday?
[ Dyed your hair ]: never bitch.
[ Brushed your hair ]: um after my shower. Weird I never brush my hair.
[ Washed your hair ]: this morning
[ Cried ]: like two days ago. Im breaking down lately. Also weird I never cry.
[ Called someone ]: umm, yesterday. Jamiebaby.
[ Laughed ]: with my mom this morning

Do You...
[ Do drugs? ]: I pass on the grass
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: hm nope. But the pillow deej bought me.
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: when I was little. Well young.
[ Play an instrument? ]: used to
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: probably so.
[ Remember your first love? ]: DUH.
[ Read the newspaper? ]: kinda, id say so.
[ Have any straight friends? ]: hm id say so.
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: nope
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: some
[ Believe in God? ]: nope
[ Pray? ]: nope
[ Go to church? ]: mom TRIES to force me
[ Have any secrets? ]: not really.
[ Have any pets ]: 13 fish, they’re the loves of my life.
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you ]: sometimes.
[ Wear hats? ]: not so much.
[ Have any piercing? ]: no.
[ Hate yourself? ]: every once in a while
[ Have an obsession? ]: many id say.
[ Have a secret crush? ]: not so much
[ Collect anything? ]: not fanatically
[ Have a best friend? ]: yes sir :]
[ Like your handwriting? ]: somedays
[ Have any bad habits? ]: hmm probably so
[ Care about looks? ]: sometimes. Most of the time I could care less.
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: lmfao yes.
[ Believe in witches? ]: hm in a way
[ Believe in Satan? ]: no
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: um, in this house yeah :]

Current:
[ Dress ]: abercrombie jeans, brown volcom tee, wife beater, brace
[ Make-up ]: none
[ Music ]: maria mena.
[ Taste ]: im hungry.
[ Hair ]: hm half up.
[ Annoyance ]: nothing to do right now.
[ Smell ]: ahhh nottthinggg
[ Thought ]: I shouldve noted the time when deej said call in an hour.
[ Book ]: just finished one. Need a new one. Must get ones for APCOMP.
[ Fingernail Color ]: bright pink and orange
[ Refreshment ]: there better be mtndew left in the fridge
[ Worry ]: mom being gay about driving
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: kate hudson amanda peet julia roberts jude law

I think I'll go eat some Cinnamon Toast Crunch before Deej comes over. :]

Pistonnss Babyy.

____melissa @ 2005-06-23T13:48:00

2005-06-23T17:56:14Z

Yeah,
lots of energy;
nothing to do.

Mom woke me up @ 9 this morning
to put my new fish tank together.
I love those fish more then life itself,
they're beautiful.
I'm only 13 years old though now;
3 died. :[
I'm sad.

Anyway, Bern's report card came yesterday.
She did really good, All A's.
I'm proud of you baby. =*
& you're welcome. ;]
But mine hasn't come yet & it's killing me.
I'm just curious.
& I bet my parents won't be nearly as proud as me
as they were of her.
But whatever,
she probably did better then me this quarter anyway. :/
That'll teach me to try.

My parents are fucking crazy
& I can't take much more of this.
I want them to be happy
but they're selfish
& they don't realize what it does to us.
It's not their fighting or anything,
it's just I hate not knowing what's going to happen
to me.
If they get divorced
[WHICH THEY SHOULD]
I'd have to pick.
Dad or Mom.
RSVL or BFE.
ugh i dont even know.
haaaaate.

I love this icon.

Ice Java is my life.
Who needs Starbucks, honestly.

Growing up sucks.

We're going camping for just a week,
7/15 - 7/22.
Summerhouse is my life. ♥♥
The Lonestar Concert is that night, & we should be home in time.
Unless something happens,
like getting snuck at the bridge.
Ah it's risky.
Idk, I'll have to talk to Samantha.
I miss her, we need to hang out.

UGH I JUST REALIZED WE HAVE PRACTICE THAT WHOLE WEEKKKK
i can't go, not then.
eff eff eff

& I miss MichAEl.
Me + him + Alloyd need to hang out.
Jamie + me need to tumble.
IIII need to tumble.
Gab + I, 2 years + 7 months the 26.
ALSO Need to hang out.
F4 too. FIREWORKS SATURDAY. ♥ ♥

Scott & I hung out Monday, ALWAYS FUN, duh.
Mall; BK [ty]; TOTORO!; & I'm really good athat James Bond game crap. ;]
Trust me.
And his mom is beyond amazing. :]

Back Dr. Julyyy 30th.
Either I get it off
orrr... I don't.
But I was suppose to go the ninth
& it was likely I could get it off then.
Idk I'm trying not to get my hopes up.
Summer + Brace = SHIT.
& my mom doesn't seem to realize how HOT i get wrapped in plastic.
I'm hoping I'll just have to wear it at night.
I've been really bad with it lately. :x
Kind of. :]

I definitely need something to do today.
& someone to watch the game with.

DJ maybe? I'll have to talk to him. :]
again.
He's amazing. I love days with him,
I love anything with him.

I like my room. :]
I want a camera. x 8.
I think I'll go find something to do,
but since ya'll love me,
you should do this.
KTHX!

You shouldn’t skip any, that’s wimpy and dumb and not becoming. :]

THINK ABOUT THESE:
One good thing you like about me:
One thing you don’t like about me:
One thing you want to do with me:
One thing you don’t want to do with me:
One song that reminds you of me:

TELL ME:
Who you are:
Your age:
Your school:
Your grade:
How did we met:
What you ABSOLUTELY love about me:
What’s the biggest thing you’d do for me:
What do you think about me?
What’s the one thing that stands out about me:

AM I:
Ugly:
Pretty:
Fat:
Skinny:
Athletic:
Smart:
Dumb:
In love:
Pretty:
Hot:
Sexy:
Beautiful:
Hideous:
Nasty as fuck:
Gross:

Do I:
Smoke:
Drink:
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend:
Want a boyfriend/girlfriend:
Have a crush:
Swear:
Fight a lot:
Do good in school:
Do bad things:
Obey the rules:
Like to tan:
Like to shop:
Like to smoke:
Like to drink:

WHAT’S MY:
Boyfriend/girlfriends name(if I have one):
Crush’s name(if I have one):
Favorite color:
Favorite band:
Favorite sport:
Favorite song:
Favorite subject in school:
Least favorite subject in school:
Favorite food:
Screen name:
Favorite CD:
Favorite thing to do:
Favorite girls name:
Favorite boys name:

ABOUT YOU
DO YOU:
Smoke:
Drink:
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend:
Want a boyfriend/girlfriend:
Have a crush:
Swear:
Fight a lot:
Do good in school:
Do bad things:
Obey the rules:

WOULD YOU EVER CONSIDER:
Dating me:
Hanging out with me:
ALONE:
Kissing me:
Huging me:
Having sex with me:
Marrying me:
Lying to me:
Telling me the truth:
Hitting me:
Making a rumor about me that isnt tru:
Making fun of me:
Stealing from me:

ENJOY THE SUMMER BABY :]

____melissa @ 2005-06-12T11:06:00

2005-06-12T15:30:30Z

So I'm up at 11,
& don't know what to do with myself.

So basically school's almost out.
This year went so incredibly fast
& normally at the end of the year
I can look back & see what I accomplished...
Idk it seems harder this year.
Or amybe I'm just changing. :]
Because if I think about friends,
I've met more people and gotten closer with more people.
Still, ugh, time is killing me.

Exams are probably really scary.
No joke.
I can't blow these.
If I don't reach my goal
[first at end of tenth]
I'll be... upset?
Sure.
so Chem, i was the "Magic Number" & one grade higher then I actually deserved. :D thank goodness. 101/150 on a practice test with help from two other people... ugh. Real test not looking good.
Lit. Haven't even looked at the rvw sheet.
& I got a lot of B's on quizzes/tests this quarter. GROSS.
Algebra, the rvw confused me BEAUCOUP.
Drafting & French, I'm good. I love those. :]
Social Studies... we'll see what my beloved Hannifin pulls. But basically I got a C on the first half of the exam. SO AN A IS NEEDED. UGHHHHH!

I should probably be studying instead of this, but yeah. I enjoy procrastinating.

I need to go tumbling. Like um now.
Maybe tomorrow?!
I also need to get a job. Like um now.

Basically I've really enjoyed these last... three days.
I spent Thursday & Friday with little Brooke Lee - aka Suzy :] - & idk just had a blast. Swimming & little kid games & just taking care of her. She loves me. :] Lmfao, & Dante. Ahhh they're cute. TOO SLOW.
Thursday I got my permit. My mom freaks out when I drive. But Brooke thinks I am a good driver. :D Besides, that Yukon is um, kinda large.
But I got this, yo.
Friday, alcoholics convention at my house. Not so much fun. But I played Madden, beat Tyrell. Basically I must buy that game asap. :D
Yesterday, I woke up at 2. :x. Oops. But Deej & I went to see The Longest Yard. :] He's amazing. uuughhhh ♥ ♥ ♥
& then I went to Gab & Cat's recital. Good job ladies, you did amazing. :**

three. more. days.
ugh i dont even know.
this summer i want to hang out withhh
the usuals, deej, gab, sam, scott, ++
& michAEl, alloyd, ryan, AUTUMN, jamiebaby,

If Dad doesn't let Mom redo the family room, we're going to Florida. :]
So basically we're going.
But we're probably not going camping. :[
First year since like, first grade.
UGH DANG CHEER CAMP.
But we may go for just a week.

Braces off august ninth. :]
& I think Tuesday I have a back app.
not excited.
I'll bawl like a baby.

I think I'm suppose to go to Lakeside with Samantha today?
Idk.
But I smell something cooking,
I shall go investigate.