cause youre not the first to say you're gonna be there for me

so im not gonna lie
these past few days have been kinda depressing.

let's see.
autumn's not going to roseville.
i basically had a breakdown.
enough of that.

um this past weekend my parents went out of town
it was fun, staying at neys.
um yeah there was some trouble
but all my parents know is i showered here lmfao
but im grounded for oh forever.
nice, my moms sane i swear.
so guess whos covering for her sister like crazy
HM ME OH GOOD.

but mom & i got along good late in the day today
for once she's been absolutely crazy lately,
crazy fights the past few days.
& she said i can PROBABLY see dante tomorrow :]
thank god. i've seen him twice since he got back from cali,
that's horrible.
i miss him so much; ughhhhh.
it's just weird because there's no real reason we weren't hanging out,
we just weren't. it's hard. but we're okay. =*

basically cheerleading this morning went really well.
the last two practices were really hard
& kinda frustrating i won't lie
but roseville pulled it together &
today was our best practice ever.
toss doubles♥!
i bit my tongue & it's swollen & hurts to eat
but it's all worth it
it's all so worth it =*

after baby brooke came over again,
that child is crazy. she seriously NEVER stops.
i swam with her & stuff. 8)
since i have no life i hung out with her two days this week. :]
go me.

stupid stupid me rescheduled my appointment to get my braces off
for september first.
so i could go to practice.
wtf was i thinking.

pointless entries are my life.