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it's just lately i've been feeling

like i don't belong

Created on 2005-05-01 01:06:59 (#6973800), last updated 2006-09-21

65 comments received, 589 comments posted

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Name:rachel
Birthdate:1986-12-01
Location:Raleigh, North Carolina, United States
Website:Myspace, whore it out.
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i dreamt of a fever,

one that would cure me

of this cold, winter-set heart

with heat to melt these frozen tears

burned with reasons as to carry on

into these twisted months

i plunge without a light to follow

but i swear that i would follow anything

just get me out of here

but you get six months to adapt

and you get two more to leave town

and in the event that you do adapt

we still might not want you around

but i fell for the promise

of a life with a purpose

but i know that that's impossible now

and so i drink to stay warm

and to kill selected memories

cause i just can't think anymore about that

or about her tonight

and i give myself three days to feel better

or else i swear i'll drive right off a fucking cliff

because if i can't learn to make myself feel better

how can i expect anyone else to give a shit?

and i scream for the sunlight

or a car to take me anywhere.

just get me passed this dead and eternal snow

cause i swear that i'm dying

slowly, but it's happening

and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere

just take me there [x3]

and say and lie to me

and say and lie to me and say

it's gonna be alright [x7]



-bright eyes "if winter ends"



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Carroll Middle School - Raleigh, NC
Wake Forest Rolesville High School - Wake Forest, NC (2001 - 2002)
Millbrook High School - Raleigh, NC (2002 - 2004)
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