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it's just lately i've been feeling
like i don't belong
Created on 2005-05-01 01:06:59 (#6973800), last updated 2006-09-21
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| Name: | rachel |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1986-12-01 |
| Location: | Raleigh, North Carolina, United States |
| Website: | Myspace, whore it out. |
one that would cure me
of this cold, winter-set heart
with heat to melt these frozen tears
burned with reasons as to carry on
into these twisted months
i plunge without a light to follow
but i swear that i would follow anything
just get me out of here
but you get six months to adapt
and you get two more to leave town
and in the event that you do adapt
we still might not want you around
but i fell for the promise
of a life with a purpose
but i know that that's impossible now
and so i drink to stay warm
and to kill selected memories
cause i just can't think anymore about that
or about her tonight
and i give myself three days to feel better
or else i swear i'll drive right off a fucking cliff
because if i can't learn to make myself feel better
how can i expect anyone else to give a shit?
and i scream for the sunlight
or a car to take me anywhere.
just get me passed this dead and eternal snow
cause i swear that i'm dying
slowly, but it's happening
and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere
just take me there [x3]
and say and lie to me
and say and lie to me and say
it's gonna be alright [x7]
-bright eyes "if winter ends"
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Schools:
Carroll Middle School - Raleigh, NCWake Forest Rolesville High School - Wake Forest, NC (2001 - 2002)
Millbrook High School - Raleigh, NC (2002 - 2004)
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