Hey.
Just like MySpace, I have a new LJ.

cayleebob

Just comment & add.
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Okay, so get this.
I tell this guy that I've known for along time how I feel about him.
Really & truthfully, my exact feelings for him.
Every last one.
At first, he's surprised, but seems to be cool with it.
A couple days past, we chit chat and so on.
Then, today.
It ends.
He blocked me.
Won't answer my calls.
Nothing.
Thanks?

Now,
I feel like a major dumbass.
I just spilled my freakin' heart to this guy and this is what I get.
Yeah, I'm cool much.
No seriously.
I'm so stupid.
I actually told alot of people that he was the only one I ever felt close to.
I actually thought he was the one.
I still think it, actually.
See!
I'm fucking stupid.

I hate myself alot.
And if I could,
I'd dropkick myself in the fucking face.
It's what I deserve.

I'm just, I'm done.
Finished.
And now, I'm crying & upset.
Why?
Because I'm a fucking lameass.
And I suck at life.



Why do I try?
No, seriously, why?

Eh.
This is the part where I copy Sarah.
I'm about to refer to myself in a 2nd person point of view.
Because I'm so cool and I'm a follower.


Btw..
I was just kidding about the cool part.




( If I'm so wonderful, then why am I so missunderstood? )