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Created on 2006-01-08 01:25:30 (#9205148), last updated 2006-06-08
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Basic Info| Name: | ____killerrr |
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| Location: | Ballston Spa, New York, United States |
| Website: | friends |
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hey unloving, i will love you.
0_mary_kate_0
To combat her feelings, she fills up diaries, notebooks, paper napkins, anything she can get her hands on, with fiction. Frantic, mad, senseless scribbling. In the end, when they opened the door to her home, they found writing, everywhere, it said only three words. "I am fine." That was her fiction. There's a tombstone over my heart, five miles back. Somehow I managed to pick myself up and walk on without it. Please excuse me while I scream in your face. Had you noticed I'm only a heart break waiting to happen? Somehow it hurts when I'm the only one making an effort. The way "I love you" rolls off my tongue makes me believe this is something far beyond the limits of wrong. Restrain me now, before I commit an unexplainable crime that I'm sure to regret. There is a difference between flattery and flat out lying. I feel dead. It's as though I've gone away and left behind a carcass with a pounding heart, an empty bottle. My need for you is like a run-on sentence, never ending, painfully growing and at times, seemingly senseless. But still, my sentences are too long and still, my body longs for yours. Still I write as though these words are meant to be chains, binding us together, woven through out hearts and laced throughout our ribcages. I can feel your heart beating against mine.
Your voice is a gun to my heart, and you're breathing bullets of gold.
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